It's been nine months and I still think of you. I sometimes question whether you truly had feelings for me but I know that it wouldn't matter if I knew. I wish things worked out between us.

i had you for less than a month. i wish i had one more day with you. one more kiss. one more everything.

this feels weird calling u daniel but i had to make it so u wouldn’t find this:) our friendship didn’t last long u could say but i do want to say thank you. In preschool you gave me a blue sparkly stone heart(i might have stolen it and claimed it was u who bestowed it on me). hopefully u will never read this and if u do im sorry for a lot of things and never tell me if u read this. if u are reading this know texting me would either be the shittiest idea ever or the greatest. i’m so very sorry for all the harm i have given u and i hope u forgive me.

Stoners, nature and philosophy always seemed like a good mix if you and I were in it, too. Thank you for everything. It’s time to let go.

Gracias por hacerme entender que me merezco algo mejor, yo me ame mas a mi misma de lo que tu me pudiste amar...

Me abrí contigo, tomaste la confianza que te tuve y la rompiste. Me gustaría mirar atrás y decir que es un lindo recuerdo, pero siento que eres un capítulo que, incluso después de varios años, no he logrado cerrar.

Supe que el amor que te ofrecí fue el más puro que podre ofrecer porque el día que me lastimaste estuvo dispuesta a comprenderte. Pero supongo que ahora es mejor dejarte ir...

Whenever I hear your name my heart sinks. You made me feel like no one ever had. I I know you’ve moved on. I know you’re happy but I keep dreaming one day you’ll come back. I miss you .

I wish we met when we were ready for each other... who knows, maybe we will. Until then you'll always be my favourite "almost"

You really tore me apart, I can’t ever get over the fact that I love you so much and I keep wishing that you were still in love with me. It’s been a year now, I think I haven’t figured out how to get over you yet, I don’t think I ever will, I miss you.

Even though I was naive enough for you to hurt me, thank you for the memories we created, I will cherish them.

i love you. ill always love you. im so sorry that i backed out on our plan last minute. i woke up in the hospital without you. its my fault. i love you.

You taught me what it feels like to be loved. While I do truly love you, I just cannot the way you want me to. I’m sorry.

I can't believe you don't love me anymore. You said it took you 3 days to fall out of love. No way. I've never felt like this before in my life, please come back d. I love you.

i loved you so much. so so much. everytime i saw you i felt home m, but now? i’m numb. and the fact that in some way i hope that you come back is sad. because of you i was in so much pain and now i finally let you go.

I hate you so much and I’m not the type of person to hate anyone. You literally came into my life and fucked me up for what? For fun? Gosh when I look back I get so mad at how you treated me, I deserve so much better. Was it that hard to be honest to me? But it’s in the past now and you’re happy with her. Please don’t treat her like how you treated me. Be honest with her, she’s a sweet girl. No matter what, you’re someone I used to fall special and I wish you nothing but the best. Good luck.

I've loved u since the first time I saw u, your precious smile and your perfect personality , or the laugh in the middle of the class, u don't love me or even like me, but someday I hope we can be friends :(

How could you just fall out of love so quick? I wished you nothing but the best but i always think of u :(

everyone says heartbreak takes time to heal. but you were never even mine. we were never a thing. i created something out of nothing. i wish i was just over you already. i still think of the letter you wrote me and the flower you put behind my ear. I'm exhausted of hoping we could be something. I'm so tired of thinking every time my phone lights up it could be you texting to literally just say hi. i have to let go of the idea that we were meant to be. we arent meant to be anything. i love the idea of you. i wonder if you actually liked me or just fucked with me for fun. maybe i should've told you how i felt but you clearly moved on... i think? i need to stop being delusional.

Eres u. Recuerdo muy lindo, siempre te tendré un cariño muy especial y espero que seas muy feliz porque si tu eres feliz yo lo soy, tu eres uno de los pocos que nunca me lastimó y apesar de que ni sentías nada por mí me cuidaste, gracias, gracias por no herirme

Atte: R

I know that you will come back to me after you realize it won´t work with her. While I wait I try to be happy again. I try to get my life that you ruined back to normal. I still feel something for you, idk if its love, hate or just a neutral feeling. I let you go now so that I can be happy again and I trust you. I trust that you come back and I can wait. Even if I have to wait forever.

i don’t want to admit that i like you because i keep pushing it away. i know you have hoes and you have had prettier ex’s but why can’t you like me. why can’t you just shoot your shot and text me. i have a feeling your friend likes me but can’t you just develop feelings for me. i can’t make you like me but just talk to me. can someone just break my heart because i’m sick of this.

De repente me gustaste, no entendía cómo pero lo hiciste, después me enamoré de ti, poco a poco, de tus chistes tontos, tus abrazos que lograron aliviar mis tristezas, tus silencios. Eres y creo q serás siempre importante para mi.
Aun no me creo q escriba esto porque me costo aceptarlo y aun no se porque?, por que de todas las personas q existen me enamoré de ti.
No espero q leas esto, en realidad Quisiera q nunca lo hicieras, te conozco, me conoces, no somos compatibles; si fuéramos polos magnéticos seríamos negativos.Te quiero porque además eres un amigo genial, aveces duele no decirte lo que siento pero se q no eres para mi.... quizás en otra vida ?

i dont want you to feel that you cant talk to me since we stopped talking, i will always be here for you and i would drop everything to help you

you hate my guts but i’m still in love with you and i always will be. what we had was so incredibly special to me and i wish i could tell you that. i hope you have the life we always talked about having together. i love you

you hate my guts but i’m still in love with you and i always will be. what we had was so incredibly special to me and i wish i could tell you that. i hope you have the life we always talked about having together. i love you

I can’t believe I really thought we could’ve been something. Thank god you showed your true colors before it was too late.

I only have brief memories of us when we were children, but I know how much I enjoyed my time with you. I miss you so much, even though you still live next to me, we just grew apart.

you're not my first love but u are something beautiful in my life, i see home in your eyes but home is far away. it's scary but maybe it's worth it at the end.

My heart breaks for you, because I know you will regret your decision in the future. Time will pass, and although my heart is wavering right now, it will be too late for you to make things right.

should i talk to you again? are you waiting for me to text you. do you still care? Im so fucking tired of thinking about you

I wish you told me you were struggling with your sexuality. Sometimes I wonder if we’d still be together.

hey i know we cant talk anymore due to specific people, but i still love you and i know that you knew that we had a connection, i am working on myself, so i can get you back.

I wonder if we could have been something like if I would have actually communicated with you but also why’d you try to cover up the fact that you had a girlfriend even after y’all broke up I wonder if something could have happened then but then you stop talking to me but why did you only talk to me when you had a girlfriend but I realized that you weren’t really interested but maybe I did something to stop that because I’m my defense I was terrible at communicating but what would have happened if I would have grabbed your hand that day in class would we have just sat there holding each other’s hand or was I miss interpreting what you were doing maybe I was miss interpreting everything and really their was nothing going on and I just fell to fast this past week I had a dream about you (9/22) it really got me thinking and honestly I stressed me out it made me think like really what was going. I’m also wondering why were you always so curious as to where I was when I wasn’t at school did you genuinely miss me because to be honest that’s a little strange. Why did you ask to be my best friend that one day the was totally random . I saw a picture of you today it was weird it’s taken me a while to get over you I hadn’t thought about you in a while but seeing that picture of you I don’t know it just threw me off from where I was I was ready to forget everything but then I saw you and I don’t know. It honestly suck that I’ve been thinking about you again I hate it soo much why

its painful not having you in my life anymore but its more painful loving someone that doesn’t love me back.

I miss you so much. everyday, I wish we could go back to riding that old go cart or sitting staring at the sky. I start college tomorrow and I am petrified to not have you at my side. I miss you so much, I miss my best friend.

This is my way of coping with the end of us, i thought we would be always because you were not like them, you made me love the raw me, now i see you falling into other people's arms and i've been left behind without a word from you.

You introduced me to your new girlfriend and then told me that u still love me. Please let me go, it hurts.

“You are the finest, loveliest, tenderest, & most beautiful person I have ever known, & even that is an understatement.”
- F. Scott Fitzgerald

P.s.- I’ll always miss u my dear ocean boy

I was at my worst, you didn’t even visit me at the hospital. Somehow, you left like it was my fault.

Tu eras naranja, nunca me gustó el naranja, me dejé llevar por tus ojos verdes y no supe ver más allá de ellos que eras una persona muy infantil y que yo no te importaba para nada

me and everyone i know thought we were going to be together forever. i still want to be. why don’t you?

Hey daniel i really wish you the best but this is the last time you’ll be hearing from me. Take care :)

We both secretly knew we liked eachother at the same time but didn't do anything about it. I wish we did something about it ...

Perdona por no darte la oportunidad que te merecía. Por culpa de eso llegue por tercera vez en mi vida tarde a decirte lo que siento.
Estoy enamorada de ti. Te quiero.

I'm not saying it, so i didnt break the rules. I love you. i love you i love you i love you. im so sorry

there's so many things I wish I could take back. as much as I wish it could have worked out, you left me with more regret than anything. its for the best that we became strangers again.

daniel, when we first met it had felt like i had know you forever. i always thought of it as a past soul connection. i miss you, words can’t explain how happy you made me. although you were a prick sometimes, i will forever and always love you no matter what. right now you’re happy with someone else and we don’t talk anymore. but that’s ok, i know you’re happy and that’s all that matters. i don’t think i’ll ever forget you, i know we’ll talk again one day and talk about the stupid stuff we would talk about all the time, staying up late just venting. i won’t forget any of our conversations :) but uh. i know you’re happy, please take care of yourself. i love you sb

i am the way i am because of you. you could’ve learned to be good, but you didn’t. thanks for the memories i guess

Te amo, es una pena que todo haya acabado de esa forma. Todos los días pienso en ti. Eres inolvidable.