Unsent Messages

I wonder if we could have been something like if I would have actually communicated with you but also why’d you try to cover up the fact that you had a girlfriend even after y’all broke up I wonder if something could have happened then but then you stop talking to me but why did you only talk to me when you had a girlfriend but I realized that you weren’t really interested but maybe I did something to stop that because I’m my defense I was terrible at communicating but what would have happened if I would have grabbed your hand that day in class would we have just sat there holding each other’s hand or was I miss interpreting what you were doing maybe I was miss interpreting everything and really their was nothing going on and I just fell to fast this past week I had a dream about you (9/22) it really got me thinking and honestly I stressed me out it made me think like really what was going. I’m also wondering why were you always so curious as to where I was when I wasn’t at school did you genuinely miss me because to be honest that’s a little strange. Why did you ask to be my best friend that one day the was totally random . I saw a picture of you today it was weird it’s taken me a while to get over you I hadn’t thought about you in a while but seeing that picture of you I don’t know it just threw me off from where I was I was ready to forget everything but then I saw you and I don’t know. It honestly suck that I’ve been thinking about you again I hate it soo much why