i regret confessing. i should've just kept my feelings to myself until i actually knew what they meant. now we're stuck in this distant relationship that i'm too scared to end in fear of hurting you. i'm sorry. i hope you move and forget about me soon.

i miss you. i wish we never fought. maybe we will become friends again bc i don’t think it was supposed to end like that.

i wish we could meet again sometime soon.. if things were different maybe wed already be together again

Me lastimaste,¿ y sabes que? Fue lo mejor que me pasó porque gracias a eso soy alguien más, mejore como persona, conocí personas y siento el apoyo incondicional de aquellos que me rodean, espero y mejores tu baja autoestima y te vaya bien.

I wish I could have known how you felt, I wish I could have helped you, I wish I could see you again. It's very difficult, I really miss you. I wonder what would have happened if it had come earlier. Could I have stopped you? Still I hope that now you find all the happiness that you couldn't find here.

Daniel, I remember the first day I met you, you were the kindest person I have ever met. You were funny, you were honest, and you were just great in general. It sucks to know that you played me. Not in that way, but you dated me for a few weeks then you broke it off because I didn't like what you were doing to yourself. The only reason I started panicking was because I didn't want you to continue smoking man. Do you realize how much emotion was put down on me when you broke up with me. No you don't, if you realized it sooner you would have apologized. And now you're with your "best friend" that bitch is crazy. I CRIED FOR MONTHS. FUCKING MONTHS FOR YOU TO COME BACK TO ME. I PRAYED, I SOBBED, AND I WRECKED MYSELF. OVER A BOY THAT CLEARLY DIDN'T CARE ABOUT ME FROM THE START. I just wish you could've been straight with me. Instead of asking me to be your girlfriend you should've continued with being friends with me. Also, I invited you to my birthday party, you said you were busy that weekend. Turned out you weren't at all. You said you would try to come. why did you lie to me. I just hate you so much but I love you at the same time. I have no right to love you Daniel but I still do. with all the pain you brought down on me, I still managed to forgive you and love you. I hate the fact that we aren't friends anymore. You talk shit about me to Ari, and to everyone. BUT you friend me on xbox and play among us with me. why? I miss you man. and fuck you and Ari

I wasn’t sure if I believed in soulmates. Then I lost you. Now it’s the only thing I know I believe in.

I love you but I am so scared to tell you because then you might leave forever. If anything I just want to hold you one more time...

I swear every time I see you in the corridors my heart drops to my stomach and I feel like im on fire

I still want you. I still love you. I know you have never felt the same way about me yet Im still in love with you and hope we end up together. Im hopeless for you. I wish you could see that the one you’ve been looking for has been right in front of you.

i hate the fact that you paid for the only real date we ever went on. i hate the fact that you’ve influenced so many of my tastes. most of all, i hate the fact that you seem completely fine without me. i heard that you cried over me. is that true? not that it makes much of a difference now, anyway.

everytime you tell your daughter you yell at her out of love you teach her to confuse anger with kidness which seems like a good idea until she grows up to trust men who hurt her because they look so much like you.

hey :) i’m sorry i’m really sorry for leaving. I’m struggling really hard right now but you deserve someone who will make you smile and have joy in your life.I’m sorry, i told you i wouldn’t leave but i failed that promise i’m sorry. I need to find myself first ok ? thank you for being there for me when nobody else could

I don’t think you’ll ever understand how much I love you. I’ve never met someone like you. You’re one of a kind and you deserve everything-You ARE my everything. You bring me joy like no person ever has. You bring out the absolute best in me and for that I will cherish you. You make me feel ways nobody has ever made me feel. The day you were brought into my life was a day i will always remember, an instant connection, the rush i got when I heard or saw your name, and the feeling as if I had finally found the piece of me that was missing. I fell in love with you because you were special to me, you stood out above every other person, you gave me something no one else has given me and I saw something great for us. There is no greater gift then to be able to have you here with me. Not a day passes by were I don’t think of you and wonder how I got so damn lucky. Everyday I hope for our future, and I will look forward to the day where I finally get to spend the rest of my life with you. It breaks me to think we could ever go back to being strangers, and God I hope you do stay by my side. No matter what life throws at us i will never forget you, I’ll always love you forever and always. I promise.
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I loved you, thought you were beautiful inside and out. You didn’t feel the same, so I don’t know why it took me so long to let you go.

You didn’t love me back but I gave you my everything. You manipulated me and tore me apart but I still loved you. I thought you would change and I was wrong. I’m over you now, but thanks for nothing.

Sigh it was honestly quite interesting how it all went down. I think about it till this day and its about to be a year since....I just wanna say that i dont open up to people as much as i did to you and its crazy how much i did so early on i felt so safe with you. All the good just doesnt make up for the bad tho. like i remember when i cryed for joy over things or when i cried of thinking i did something wrong in the relationship like not showing you how much i liked the gift you gave me.. but there were negatives.. you stood me up.you didnt believe me.you went against me.you said things about me. i also said things about u. im not perfect not in the slightesr there are so many things i wish i could take back things i did things i said I FEEL SO BAD. but with this new year im going to try and forget it all and just move on wiht ymlife because it just wasnt meant to be and i need to get over it. daniel i really really liked you i felt like i could talk to you for hours about anything. but you dumped me and that shattered my heart it was unexpected i never thought but it happened and thast something ill never forgive you just gave up and i was willing to fight thats why i wont be back together. youll just leave again when things get hard then ill look lstupid and i be a mess all over again. bye daniel i think i loved you but idk what love is so idk bye :/

Hey..if you saw how my face lights up when i see your name on my screen would you believe that you are loved?

its not fair for you to tell me you love me but then go spend time with her and tell me “cant talk rn”

you were not my first love, but you were the first love to make me feel at peace. i love you forever.

I miss you. I think of you and see our pictures and stuff you gave me in a box. I loved you, why did you do what you did?

Daniel, I love you. Ok? It's been 9 years, nine fucking years. Kindergarten, we were 5 and I still decided that you were that person to look at for 9 years. I'm 14 now and you're 13 still. We told you that I liked you, like alot. You treated it like a joke. Someone told me you felt bad and that you weren't looking for some relationship. If you honeslty and genuinely felt bad, you would've talked to me. It's been almost a month and I've tried so hard to forget the pain of what happened. I know you still like her, I know you do. Ok i know it's hard for you, but do you know how hard it was for me to sit there and watch you two for months. When I told you I was putting so much on the line for myself and I really think i fucked up doing it. We sit next to eachother in 3 classes now. I wish, I honeslty wish, you would sit back and look at me. Actually look at me and realize I'm not that stupid damn act I have put up for so damn long. I'm a person, with feelings. Maybe I did fall in love with the fantasy, but I so fell in love with the person first. And I wish that person would look at me like I've looked at them for so long.

Cuando te estaba superando, llegaste e hiciste que mi esfuerzo por olvidarte se esfumara con tu sonrisa.

My biggest fear is getting back with you. You're my twin flame, my toxic cycle. I loved you more than anything. You shit on my feelings with every action. Fuck you i hope you grow some day.

i think i loved you. i still might but its not good for me to. i think one day i'll tell you all this maybe because id go crazy if i didn't

I hate you. I hate the way you can move on so easily. No matter how hard I try I can't get you out my mind

I know you'll come back at some point. We're soulmates. But it hurts me unbarebly everyday that passes without you beside me

I relapsed. I overdosed last night - and you weren't there for me like you used to be. It hurt at first, but Josh healed it all. He wasn't mad like you used to be, he simply just watched a movie with me and kept an eye on me. I wish you could've done that for me. But you dont care

we have hurt eachother so many times. i feel like sometimes we try to get even. i love you though. and you love me too.

if u weren't such a coward we could've gone out, but it would've prob ended in us hating each other. i guess staying friends was 4 the best

you have hurt me more than anyone else. and yet every time you come back, im waiting for you. i love you.

you have hurt me more than anyone else. and yet every time you come back, im waiting for you. i love you.

you hurt me so much but i still loved you through it and i’m still here even tho u don’t wanna be w/ me

I'm starting to think u might be the right person but wrong time and it kinda hurts because I really wanted it to work out because I really love you

Eres una de las mejores personas que he conocido. Ojalá nunca dejes de sonreír y de hacerme reír. Gracias por estar cuando te he necesitado y por haber llorado conmigo escuchando Happier. Te quiero mucho :)

you brought out a softness in me i never even knew i possessed, but i can't tell you that. it's bittersweet :/

i'm perfectly content loving you in any way you'll let me. i just hope you stick around. so far so good

you're the boy version of me and i love that we talk once in a while but it hurt giving you advice about your love life and you dont love me anymore but grateful i dated you you have such a pretty smile i just wished you stayed like you promised you would i wished you actually loved me like i loved you. You are my first love

i thought you felt the same way and i thought i was special to you but you moved on quick without any hesitation so i guess it’s my time to move on too

When we’re together, I look over and remember all the reasons I longed for you, I’m glad we’re still friends, but my heart aches a lil everytime I think about why we couldn’t make it, I wonder what that world with you had waiting for us, thank you for being someone who truly saw and loved me for who I was, thank you for making me laugh when I’m sad, thank you for being here, maybe it’s not that deep for you but I appreciate you, thank you for not seeing me as the bad guy because I had to turn a good thing away, there’s so much I might not ever tell you, but thank you, I could really use a hug from you right now, I’m not sure if you care about me with much intention, I hope you do, cause I’ve never stopped, even as just friends, I’ll admire you as I always have, I love you :,)

You’ll never see this but I think you’re very cute :) and I’m glad I decided to go to the Starbucks across my work before my shift started :))

i know that most of the reason why we fell apart 4 years ago was bc of me and im sorry that i wasn't able to be in the right mindset for you

you just came into my life and you're already causing it to turn rightside up. you see me in a way no one ever has. I want to be yours as long as I can

The one time you’ve choked me out of anger, that night should’ve been the night to break up with you.

Espero que algún día te des cuenta de lo mucho que te amo, mereces lo mejor, mientras seas feliz tmbn lo seré yo.

Creo que el error de nosotros fue ir muy rápido y se espantó todo, pero déjame decirte que esta relación a distancia fue la mejor de todas, te quiero muchísimo y extraño todo de nosotros.
Tu sabes bien quien soy, de igual manera si lees esto, no me hables, no me llames, no me escribas, no lo hagas por favor.
Se feliz mor

Does it ever hurt you to realize that you lost my love and my friendship, and that’s so hard for me to take away from others.

Does it ever hurt you to realize that you lost my love and my friendship, and that’s so hard for me to take away from others.

You told me that you didn't do the casual stuff. I guess you changed your mind when you met her and forgot about me. I think I'm still in love with you, and you don't even see me anymore.

i just want to redo everything. i can't stop thinking about you/: i want you to tell me that you miss me and that you love me.