i keep thinking i don't miss you, but then i do. i'm talking to someone new now and i thought i was over you but you keep popping up in my mind. i compare everyone to you. and no one is ever good enough. i just want the person you were a few months ago back. i know we're technically on good terms now but i wish it were better. i still believe you're the one for me and i don't know when or if i'll stop.

I think I got attached too quickly.
We’d be good together though, but I also know that u need time to heal, know yourself, and understand your feelings more

you made me realize what it’s like to be used. i still think about you. and want you. even if i’m just gonna get used again

you know how much i loved you and i realize i
need to let go but why did you do me like that after everything we've been through now you do everything w her that i begged for i wouldve done anything for you

Estoy segura de que nunca leerás esto pero nunca podre olvidarte. Espero que cumplas con todo lo que te propongas.

it’s been over a year when i told u how i felt. you told me you felt the same, but nothings happened. i wish u could just message me or talk to me in class. i don’t know if i’ll i ever stop liking you, you’re different from your friends. you’re nicer, and compliment me.

I wish I could tell you how I feel about you right now. I honestly like everything about you, and it's too late to get over you cause every time I tried I fell again every time. I hope one day I'll get the courage to tell you how I feel but I know you'll never feel the same.

lo siento por tratarte mal ,no sabia que me gustabas y mi unico refugio fue insultandote ahora estoy muy arrepentida de que talvez me odies por eso y solo quisiera pedirte perdón pero ni eso eh podido hacer durante estos años

i wish you knew how much i cared, it just hurts that you never did. i am still so in love with you, even though i shouldn’t be.

Hola soy yo de nuevo este mensaje nunca lo verás, pero como no te escribi uno de despedida hace cuatro años pues aquí vamos. Te ame tanto fuiste mi primer amor y si aunque pareciera que no te amara siempre lo hice, solo que no soy de demostrar emociones, aún recuerdo nuestro primer beso, nuestro gran abrazo,nuestro gran hola, aún te recuerdo. También las veces que terminamos y me perdonó y te perdono por todo el daño que nos hicimos el uno al otro.... se que no te supe amar de la manera correcta o la ideal, lo siento. Siento tanto cada mal momento que vivimos.siento no haberte contado de mis ataques de ansiedad o que sufría de bullimia, creo que nos faltó más comunicación. Siento el recuerdo amargo que te llevaste de mi. Pero en ese entonces no quería vivir. Fuiste y serás un gran amigo. Me quedo con lo bueno y dejo atrás todo lo malo y las beses que me trataste mal y me hiciste sentir mal. Te perdono porque somos humanos y nos equivocamos.

Y sip por siempre nefilim estupido. Te amo y te amaré hasta que muera y si hay una vida después de esta, te amaré también entonces.

Para el fiel seguidor y amante de Harry Potter
*always*

i don’t think you realize that you’re using me as a shield to protect yourself. but then again i let you. it’s okay i’ll get hurt so you don’t have to be. i hope you’re doing okay.

you may have used me just for my body, but i really did like you. it’s too late for that now since you blocked me for now reason.

my love, you will always be my first. please know i won’t ever forget you and i hope you don’t forget me

I miss you. I miss the jokes. I miss your smile. I miss your laugh. But most of all, I miss the way I felt when I was with you

nothing can bring us back to the connection we once had. i’m sorry we couldn’t settle our differences. you were the first person who treated me like a friend. i knew what friendship was because of you. the funny memories we had from year 4- year 10 is something ill never forget. we aren’t in each other’s lives, but i dearly miss you. you’ll never see this, but i hope you miss me like i miss you.

you were the first one to break my heart into pieces. Had great times with you, but now that I could finally let you go, I am happier than ever

you broke me in every way possible and knowing this you still kept pulling me back in. i loved you so much i thought you could change so i went back but nothing hurt more then you leaving for good. i’ll never forget that broken little girl you turned me into bc she’s still apart of me but now i know i’m better then you’ll ever be

i miss you and what we had so much. i would do anything to be in your arms again. i’m always gonna love you dude

i don’t know whether i love or hate you honeslty? idk what id do without you but i don’t know how to deal with you

tu é o meu melhor amigo pra sempre, meu amor por ti ainda vai estar vivo e registrado quando toda a nossa geração se for. eu te amo!!

you don’t know how in love i am with you. thank you for being so perfect. maybe one day:)
-josephine valentina

i look across the classroom and my heart stops. will you snuggle down with me? i picture you in a room filled with plants. i want to bake for you and play with your hair whenever you wanted. i want to keep you safe and make you happy. i love your smile and how you act when you're nervous.

i look across the classroom and my heart stops. will you snuggle down with me? i picture you in a room filled with plants. i want to bake for you and play with your hair whenever you wanted. i want to keep you safe and make you happy. i love your smile and how you act when you're nervous.

I picked this colour to match your shoes. I wish I spoke to you more while we were together. The days leading up to the lockdown and knowing that I'd leave was really hard for me only because I've developed some sort of feelings for you. I can't say it was love, but I definitely wanted to get to know you more and maybe just maybe you'd want to get to know me more too. I was a little hurt that you didn't say bye, but that's just a girl thinking that the guy had noticed her. It sucks to know that we live so close but now that I'm no longer there, I'll just have to wait for you to somehow leave too. I hope you don't forget me and if you do, I wonder if you ever thought of me the same way, even if it was just for a moment. I know it was a while ago now that lockdown is over, but the days are starting to feel like normal, except for the part where I don't see you that often anymore - it feels like a part of my day is missing and I think that's you.

i hate you for being my first and for ruining the idea of love for me. i will never love again because of you.

is it that hard to say i love you back? i am going to disappear. I'm tired of it. i meant it as a friend and i feel unappreciated. i refuse to hurt myself just to be friends w you

How did you invite me out yet not sit with me or talk to me for more than 10 seconds? You also text me first but then leave me on read all too often? I'm getting mixed messages here but maybe you are confused too? I hope my hug, my comments or my cute good bye helped get the message across. I hope to see you after Thanksgiving (like you've asked...)!

Was that you? The one that wrote that you dreamt of me? I doubt it, but if so, I’ve really nothing to say to you anymore. I haven’t thought about you in months. I am much happier without you.

You were the first to ever see more, I trusted you... even loved you. But you only saw me as another option. My first heartbreak.

I just wish you loved me; the way I loved you. I love you my little baby bear; but I hate you so much too

i wished i could’ve told you how much i loved you. but time didn’t wait, and now you’re someone else’s love

Hey I’m sorry about everything and I miss you I think about you everyday and I hope you do too Im here if you ever need me love Melony v

Hola.

¿Te encuentras mejor ahora? Ahora que estas lejos mio, dentro de la oscuridad del amanecer y columna del opaco limbo, ¿te sientes mejor que antes? ¿Que te orillo a hacer eso? Te extraño, cariño, te extraño mucho. Esta navidad sera oscura sin ti, pero tranquilo, ya lo decidi, pronto ire contigo. Solo esperame hasta que cumpla 27 años de edad e ire contigo, a tu lado, como siempre quisimos. Te extraño, mi soulmate, quiero llorar por no tenerte a mi lado mas. Te hubiera aprovechado hasta entonces, al saber que eras edicion limitada, tal vez hubiera dado todo de mi para conservarte a mi lado. Tu estabas mal, lo se, tenias el mundo hecho pedazos y me lo mostraste pegado, dame tu mano en mis sueños porque tengo miedo de perderme. Hoy mi madre me vio sonreir, aprendi a sonreir como tu fingias hacerlo frente mio, estoy rota, lo se, pero te tengo conmigo, eso es lo unico que me importa por ahora. Mañana ire a la azotea y admirare tu brillo alucinante, promete cuidarte hasta entonces, ¿Vale?





Atte_Dess

remember when u said youd be there for me whenever i needed to talk but u never responded when i needed u most, instead i got left on read

When I said that its hard for me to love YOU, I didnt mean it. I wanted to say that its hard for ME to love you.

Gue udah suka sama lo dari kelas 8 hehe, dan gue rasa gue sayang sama loo ?, hehe makasih ya udah bikin masa smp gue indah banget ?? lovee youu

i loved you and i still do. i thought you loved me yet you lied straight to my face and left i thought you promised forever . even though its 5 months later i still think of you and i know middle school love isnt supposed to last forever but you took me out of a dark place and for the first time i actually thought i knew what the words i love you meant but i guess not . but i just wanted to know why ? and the next tging i know my best friend is calling me saying you deeply love her . i guess the only thing i am good fr is being used if you ever loved me why didnt you say so. and even thugh i know ill never get you back i just wanted you to know that ill still come running back any time you need me because i know you are the one but for now maybe in another life .

I caught feelings when you flirted and played with me that first day we started talking again. Then, we just went with being friends, yet I still liked you. I hurt physically and emotionally after I fucked things up, but then I found out who you really are. It’s sad that I feel this way, but I’d still go back to you. But you were too good to be true. I fell in love with the painting but not the painter.

You’ve fallen in love three times in your life, but for me it was only ever you. Sometimes it feels like you’ll be my first and last love and honestly I’ve grown okay with that because I love you enough to last me a lifetime.

hey Daniel - there's weird things that I miss about you. Calling during Spanish, walking to my orthodontist appointments, watching movies, and getting BAKED; what a good time LOL. You started off as an older brother, became a crush, and now we're lifelong friends. I hope NM is treating you well. c

you gave off mixed signals i always loved you now you don’t even wanna be friends but you just said you loved me and have for 2 years.

you gave off mixed signals i always loved you now you don’t even wanna be friends but you just said you loved me and have for 2 years.

It's funny how I can look at you now and feel nothing, even when you were once so important to me. I still haven't forgotten what you did.

I do love you and your the nicest boy I've ever spoken to but im scared. I dont wanna hurt u but I think your going to do just that to me

I wish I could let go of all the pain you and I both caused. When I think of the good memories, I regret ending it, but I know it was for the best. You changed in so many ways, I barely recognize you. I miss the old you that I initially fell for. I wish we could go back in time to when it first went wrong. I wish I could fix us. I miss you so much.

i know you’re with someone else right now and i know that our past relationship hasn’t been easy but i really feel like you’re my soulmate and our story isn’t over yet, once i turn 18 i hope everything changes and i want you to know that i hate you sm and i want you to be happy so i am going to work on myself everyday so that i can get you back?

i tried really hard to make you feel happy, i wish you would have felt the same for me! i wish your parents would have trusted me, i wish you would have trusted in us. but instead, you met other people and ignored me. i still want you to be happy, you were the first person i ever opened up to about how my parents are treating me and you made me feel so loved and wanted. but you also made me hate your zodiac sign, just remember that i‘ll always love you to the moon and back

You showed me that letting people into my life can be painful but it is worth all the pain. I really hope we can be friends.

i wish you fought for me the way i fought for you. you never seemed to give a fuck about how much you hurt me so honestly FUCK YOU

I'm worried that it won't work out. I hope and pray it does. I don't know what I would do without you.