Unsent messages to DANIEL

we’re right person wrong time

i still love you and i have no idea where to put that feeling

I wonder if we
ever think of
eachother at the
same time

please forgive me. i dont want to lose you

You make me smile :)

i hate the way you treated me

I miss you everyday

How can you be so ignorant, don’t you see how much i love you

I wish I had noticed that we were drifting sooner.

i’m sorry that i’m not your perfect girl

Seeing your face is the only thing that makes me smile

i had to force myself to let go when i didn’t want to

I will move on from you someday!

why did you act like you loved me?

I’m sorry I couldn’t save you.

im so sorry i couldnt be what you needed

get over the past before u lead someone on bc of it.

i liked you a lot. (until i found out u had a gf)

sorry for everything

im so sorry i gave up
we should've been more persistent

u are the best person i have ever known i love u so much

Why did you go away? It was supposed to last forever.

I love you more than I love myself

i love you so much my beautiful boy. i will never leave you.

i miss you bruh .

you could always reach out.

You were pretty messed up for just ending things like that and never letting me know why. I don’t care anymore but I hope you don’t do that to anyone else.

I’m in love with you and cannot bare the thought of ever losing you. I cant put into words how much youve saved me. I’m sorry for not being perfect but i try more and more everyday.

You and I missed eachother by mere months and that hurt, what hurt more was you turned up thinking it was my duty to let you into my life. You shoved your way in as I moved on and I lost hours of sleep to thinking about what could've been

Ya se que no he respondido a los mensajes pero mi mundo se derribaba poco a poco tenía amigos, pero me sentía vacía, todos los días que me veías sonreír,por la mañana o noche volvía el vacío, insomnio y intentaba sacar todo lo que tenía dentro pero no lo conseguía y bueno, losiento.

we have hurt eachother so many times. i feel like sometimes we try to get even. i love you though. and you love me too.

I relapsed. I overdosed last night - and you weren't there for me like you used to be. It hurt at first, but Josh healed it all. He wasn't mad like you used to be, he simply just watched a movie with me and kept an eye on me. I wish you could've done that for me. But you dont care

I know you'll come back at some point. We're soulmates. But it hurts me unbarebly everyday that passes without you beside me

I hate you. I hate the way you can move on so easily. No matter how hard I try I can't get you out my mind

i think i loved you. i still might but its not good for me to. i think one day i'll tell you all this maybe because id go crazy if i didn't

Sabes? te extraño y te amo. Se que estas dos palabras nunca te los dije y nunca te los dire porque tuve miedo, MUCHO miedo. miedo a lo que me hacias sentir, miedo a lo que te hacia sentir. Siempre vas a tener un gran espacio en mi interior y no se que me hiciste que ya paso 7 meses y aun no te olvido y a ti te basto con menos meses y es mas ahora tienes enamorada. Y antes... siempre pasen en ti, en cada momento, en cada cosa que hacia pero ahora... ya te logre superar, un poco y se que ya no me falta mucho para lograr superarte completamente, y gracias a ti, gracias a la foto que pusiste en tu perfil con tu enamorada.


Me enseñaste muchas cosas, desde el primer momento en que te conoci hasta el ultimo. Aun concerbo los primeros dias que empesamos a hablar, esos tiempos en que cada vez que me mirabas o me sonreias, siempre me ponia MUY nerviosa que me taba con un libro. y eso a ti te parecia tierno. El primer te amo que me dijiste aun lo conservo y me duele recordarlo pero es mi avorito recuerdo, contradictorio verdad? Las canciones que me dedicaste son hermosas, te recuerdas la primera cancion? estaba tan pero tan feliz ese dia. Espero que seas feliz, pero- no se que decir, no se si decirte "Vuelve que aun no quiero superarte" o "No vuelvas porque aun no logro superarte y se que si vuelves en estos momentos te perdonaria pero no me lo perdonaria. Lo se medio confuso pero, bueno te amo.

You made me happy the 3 years we were together, but I never thought that you were going to hurt me so much, you are the best thing that has happened to me and I forgive you for everything, I hope you fulfill everything that you told me one day

i still listen to the songs you sent to me as if we are still together. but I don't plan on stopping anytime soon

Te amé, y te amaré siempre. y te juro que quise un vida contigo pero a ti ni te importe. Hoy empezare a vivir sola la vida que imaginé junto a ti, cuídate.

i miss being friends with you. you always lifted my mood when no one else could. it feels like you were the first person to really understand me. i know you have a girlfriend now and i don't know if that's why we're not friends anymore but she's really pretty and i really hope you're happy. i miss your sister. i wonder if she's asked about me? or your dad? my parents have. i don't even know what to tell them. thank you for spending a bit of this life with me, my platonic soulmate. see you in our next life, maybe?

I don't think I love you but you never leave my mind I compare everyone to you but I don't allow myself to fully love you the way I want because I know you'd never feel the same.

we don't talk as much as we used to. your my boyfriend im supposed to know everything but i feel like i don't know you. i feel you very slowly giving up on me and it hurts to see someone you love slowly go away from you. i'm really not quite sure why i said i love you even though i said i barely know you, that didn't make a lot of sense. but i guess when you know you love you love the person. i like you so much words cannot explain how much i think about you. When i got to know who you really are over the past couple weeks you seem crazy and i love that about you. but you even said it your self when i see people that don't put effort into the relationship then i wouldn't try anymore. Honestly i feel like thats exactly what is happening right now. you think/see me giving up on you so you are slowly not caring about me anymore. i understand this more than you would think but it hurts..

I have loved you & let you go time and time before & I'll do it time and time again, you'll never leave my head or my heart

I hate how every time I see a video about aus, I want to send it to you and talk to you. even tho you ghosted the hell out of me and probably have a girlfriend now, i think we could’ve at least been good friends. i would’ve liked a friend from the other side of the planet :( if you ever see this and think for a second it’s me, NO IT ISNT DONT TRY TO MESSAGE ME THANKS

I will never be your stupid Ramona Flowers fantasy cause I’m not even a girl, but you can’t accept that.

I still miss talking to you , but why did you hurt her. You made me feel like I wasn’t good enough, but I miss your mom , but I miss you asking how is life. I hope you find what your looking for. I love you Daniel I hope you do things differently from now on. Do something stupid.

I gave you so many chances, I wish you could have taken one of them seriously. I wish I could say the things you did were unforgivable but I still feel connected to you and the need to defend you. I honestly believe we aren't finished, but it hurts me to be wrong every time I let you get back into my life.

I miss you so much my heart aches. I can't go a single day without thinking about you. I can't live without you. You're everything I want and more. Now, you're with that new girl. Why wasn't I good enough for you? We shared the same interests, music taste, and could finish each others sentences. You used to brag to your friends about how perfect you thought I was, how I was your dream girl. Why aren't I your dream girl anymore? was it all a lie?

I spent so long hating you but we were stupid kids. My life wouldn't have been the same without you. I just want you to be happy, even though we've grown apart. Take care

Lamento mucho tener que escribir esto, hemos estado casi 3 años juntos y no habido un momento en el que dejemos de pelear, crecimos juntos tenemos tantos momentos buenos pero últimamente se convirtieron en malos, no puedo dejarte ir aun me duele pero siempre cuando discutimos espero que tu me dejes ir, en estos momentos lo único que espero de ti son las palabras terminamos.