I thought I had a chance with you, last year but then you ended up with a girlfriend, and when you broke it off with her I thought my chance with you was coming back, but now you’ve patched me for the second time, and now you have a girlfriend again. I hope you’re happy with her, because I won’t be there for you next time something doesn’t work out .

we never really did anything special , but for some reason i still miss your voice and everything about you

you were my dream boy, i fucked up ik. everyone says when i was with you i glowed diffrent its true. you made me feel safe everytime i would fall asleep with you. im waiting for you whenever you wanna come back. please come back. i miss you.

Hola, soy yo de nuevo pero esta vez no será para decirte lo mucho que te extraño si no para despedirme de ti para simpre, te estuve esperando 3 años los cuales dejé pasar muchas cosas ya que fui una estúpida que creía que me buscaría para regresar, si lo se yo fui quien fallo pero tu me bloqueaste de todos lados y no sabía cómo buscarte, no sabes cuántas noches te llore, cuántas veces no te pensé y no sabes cuántas veces compara a las personas contigo porque yo no quería a otra persona quería que fueras tu.
Pero sabes caí en cuenta de que eres el amor de mi vida pero no para mi vida y hoy viernes 1 de enero del 2021 después de tanto tiempo te suelto y me dejo de aferrar a ti, te deseo lo mejor por es lo que mereces y no sabes cuanto agradezco que nuestros caminos se cruzarán y que me hallas hecho tan feliz te amo y así siempre será que seas muy feliz.
Hasta nunca.

I wish that you made me feel like I was enough. I'm tired of hurting and wishing that you would change.

It’s been about a year. I still think about you. I wish you would come back to me, but I know you won’t.

wish u cared abt my emotions a little more. u put me down so u can feel high and i don’t think u even realize

Lamento mucho tener que escribir esto, hemos estado casi 3 años juntos y no habido un momento en el que dejemos de pelear, crecimos juntos tenemos tantos momentos buenos pero últimamente se convirtieron en malos, no puedo dejarte ir aun me duele pero siempre cuando discutimos espero que tu me dejes ir, en estos momentos lo único que espero de ti son las palabras terminamos.

You loved me in June, I love you in July, we started a streak, you got mad, you got a girlfriend, I got mad, I blocked u, u friended me, I accepted, your still with her and I’m just here being supportive :)...

right person wrong time. Ik you like her now but I could give u so much more than what I did back then . i didn’t understand anything on relationships cuz u were my first

I spent so long hating you but we were stupid kids. My life wouldn't have been the same without you. I just want you to be happy, even though we've grown apart. Take care

I know our relationship was a pathetic year 7 one, but even still, 2 years later, i realise i should've never let go. I still haven't really. I would give anything just for you to feel the way you did back then, now.

I miss you so much my heart aches. I can't go a single day without thinking about you. I can't live without you. You're everything I want and more. Now, you're with that new girl. Why wasn't I good enough for you? We shared the same interests, music taste, and could finish each others sentences. You used to brag to your friends about how perfect you thought I was, how I was your dream girl. Why aren't I your dream girl anymore? was it all a lie?

Next time I promise I’ll never leave I won’t cheat I’ll never cheat I love you and only you we are forever we are connected you hear my thoughts I’ve changed I’m different I love the world around us I love us I love you so so so much I am sorry baby sorry :(((((

everytime i think of anything even slightly related to u i feel like ill throw up u ruined so many things i loved for me

i really liked you. and you liked everyone but me. you are such an ass sometimes but god i really liked you. i must let go of you, it’s been too long

i don't know if i actually love you as more than a friend, but i wouldn't mind spending the rest of my life with you

I am finally over you. Im so proud of myself. It may have taken a year but I finally dont feel anything for you. No love, no hate. Just peace. I sometimes still think about you. You were my first love, of course Ill always think about you. We should have just stayed friends from the beginning. Us being together was so toxic and we were better as friends. I miss the feeling that you gave me and I look for it in everyone. I dont know how to have a relationship anymore caus I always think that the way I felt with you is the way im supposed to feel when I love someone, and maybe it isnt supposed to feel like that with everyone, but I wish it did so that I could find my person. I hope you are doing good.

Right now you have to deal with things but I wish you knew how much I love you. You'll always have a special place in my heart.

I just wish you liked me back. It´s okay if you only wanted to use me as a distraction, I loved you so much that I wouldn´t have minded that. Even if it was fake, it would have been enough for me. Letting you go is more painful.

I could never hate you and ill always wish the best for you no matter how bad you ever hurt me I hope u have future successes and all is well

I gave you so many chances, I wish you could have taken one of them seriously. I wish I could say the things you did were unforgivable but I still feel connected to you and the need to defend you. I honestly believe we aren't finished, but it hurts me to be wrong every time I let you get back into my life.

i hope we meet again soon and talk again like that one night. i really miss you. and i hope your doing good. i still love you.

I still miss talking to you , but why did you hurt her. You made me feel like I wasn’t good enough, but I miss your mom , but I miss you asking how is life. I hope you find what your looking for. I love you Daniel I hope you do things differently from now on. Do something stupid.

I never called you by your name. It’s been over a year now. I still cry almost every day. I still don’t understand anything. Just when I think things are better something happens and I realize they aren’t. It’s so hard to realize life is about the things that are real. But the people involved can be so broken that they hurt each other. Realizing I was the problem. Realizing I hurt you. These days my biggest hope is counting down the days of this life. Hoping the next one I’ll have a chance to make it right.

you helped make me who i am today and im very grateful for that but you were a dick and used me and i feel so fucking stupid that i didnt see that sooner.

I will never be your stupid Ramona Flowers fantasy cause I’m not even a girl, but you can’t accept that.

you made me feel lovely
and good and funny and
like hitting my steering wheel on the way home
on that too tight curve
i know like that moment,
with you laughing,
because it replays in my head
as smooth as i know that drive
and take the turns too fast
and miss you and the way you
seem to know my mind

i don't think i can stop loving you. but i understand you not loving me anymore. i hope we can at least go back to being friends. i love you so much it hurts, i just want to see you happy.

we never dated but we weren't just friends, and i know you feel the same. All i know is that you took a piece of me that i wont get back, please, please take care of it.

u ruined love for me. u made me feel like I had to be naked for a boy to respect me. now I let boys use my body

I hate how every time I see a video about aus, I want to send it to you and talk to you. even tho you ghosted the hell out of me and probably have a girlfriend now, i think we could’ve at least been good friends. i would’ve liked a friend from the other side of the planet :( if you ever see this and think for a second it’s me, NO IT ISNT DONT TRY TO MESSAGE ME THANKS

I remember when I was everything to you when we loved each other but suddenly you started to ignore me until you forgot me. Did everything we go thruough never matter to you

I have loved you & let you go time and time before & I'll do it time and time again, you'll never leave my head or my heart

i hate how easy it was for you to throw our 4 yr friendship away for a girl that you barely even knew

we don't talk as much as we used to. your my boyfriend im supposed to know everything but i feel like i don't know you. i feel you very slowly giving up on me and it hurts to see someone you love slowly go away from you. i'm really not quite sure why i said i love you even though i said i barely know you, that didn't make a lot of sense. but i guess when you know you love you love the person. i like you so much words cannot explain how much i think about you. When i got to know who you really are over the past couple weeks you seem crazy and i love that about you. but you even said it your self when i see people that don't put effort into the relationship then i wouldn't try anymore. Honestly i feel like thats exactly what is happening right now. you think/see me giving up on you so you are slowly not caring about me anymore. i understand this more than you would think but it hurts..

I don't think I love you but you never leave my mind I compare everyone to you but I don't allow myself to fully love you the way I want because I know you'd never feel the same.

my god i love you so much baby. every night i fall asleep with a smile on my face, thinking about our future together. i cannot wait to marry you, the love of my life, one day

i miss being friends with you. you always lifted my mood when no one else could. it feels like you were the first person to really understand me. i know you have a girlfriend now and i don't know if that's why we're not friends anymore but she's really pretty and i really hope you're happy. i miss your sister. i wonder if she's asked about me? or your dad? my parents have. i don't even know what to tell them. thank you for spending a bit of this life with me, my platonic soulmate. see you in our next life, maybe?

I do love you. I should've said something when I had the chance. I know people always say this but I really want you to be happy. im so sorry things ended like this. I hope you realize you are perfect

all you ever did was try to make me happy, I didn't treat you the way you deserve to be treated. I care about you so much, you have no idea, and I know a lot of the time it didn't seem like that. im so sorry. you're one of the healthiest things that has ever entered my life and it didn't feel right, it didn't feel familiar, but thats good. if it was familiar, it wouldn't have been healthy.

Te amé, y te amaré siempre. y te juro que quise un vida contigo pero a ti ni te importe. Hoy empezare a vivir sola la vida que imaginé junto a ti, cuídate.

i think i kinda like you. im saying it on here because writing letters helps me but i dont want this to turn into to all the boys ive loved before (which you know is my favourite book). its obvious you like me, i told you a tv series that i liked and you went home and watched all the seasons so we could talk about it. we have more inside jokes than me and my best friend. you pretend to hate me but you're always there for me, never complain when i rant to you 24/7, you always let me copy your answers on a test or use your hotspot. you're the best friend i could ever ask for

my boyfriend is great he’s amazing but he always gets mad at me because i lost my virginity to someone else. i thought he would be the perfect guy and he is but there’s that one flaw. that one flaw that i’m willing to fight for. all i want is to move out and be with him. because then i will be happy and he will be too

you knew I was weak for you. you exploited and hurt me more then youll ever understand. im happier now, fuck you. fuck you for knowing you could get in my head, fuck you for seeing me as a body. you called me your bestfriend. and then you hurt me. your intentions were ill, and you used me as a sexual release. fuck you dnaile fuck you

Hola soy yo de nuevo este mensaje nunca lo verás, pero como no te escribi uno de despedida hace cuatro años pues aquí vamos. Te ame tanto fuiste mi primer amor y si aunque pareciera que no te amara siempre lo hice, solo que no soy de demostrar emociones, aún recuerdo nuestro primer beso, nuestro gran abrazo,nuestro gran hola, aún te recuerdo. También las veces que terminamos y me perdonó y te perdono por todo el daño que nos hicimos el uno al otro.... se que no te supe amar de la manera correcta o la ideal, lo siento. Siento tanto cada mal momento que vivimos.siento no haberte contado de mis ataques de ansiedad o que sufría de bullimia, creo que nos faltó más comunicación. Siento el recuerdo amargo que te llevaste de mi. Pero en ese entonces no quería vivir. Fuiste y serás un gran amigo. Me quedo con lo bueno y dejo atrás todo lo malo y las beses que me trataste mal y me hiciste sentir mal. Te perdono porque somos humanos y nos equivocamos.

Y sip por siempre nefilim estupido. Te amo y te amaré hasta que muera y si hay una vida después de esta, te amaré también entonces.

Para el fiel seguidor y amante de Harry Potter
*always*

Hi well Im over you now but wow I really like you I probably will never be enough for you but I really miss you

i say i’m over you but i’m not. there was nothing to like about you. you look like sid the sloth, but i still regret getting so drunk that night.

i still listen to the songs you sent to me as if we are still together. but I don't plan on stopping anytime soon

i don’t know what to do ab us anymore you hurt me a lot and i tell myself it’s jus gonna happen again but my heart is making the decisions not my head i’m sorry i love you