Unsent Messages

When we’re together, I look over and remember all the reasons I longed for you, I’m glad we’re still friends, but my heart aches a lil everytime I think about why we couldn’t make it, I wonder what that world with you had waiting for us, thank you for being someone who truly saw and loved me for who I was, thank you for making me laugh when I’m sad, thank you for being here, maybe it’s not that deep for you but I appreciate you, thank you for not seeing me as the bad guy because I had to turn a good thing away, there’s so much I might not ever tell you, but thank you, I could really use a hug from you right now, I’m not sure if you care about me with much intention, I hope you do, cause I’ve never stopped, even as just friends, I’ll admire you as I always have, I love you :,)