Unsent messages to DAD
From: ABC
To: dad
i know all you ever wanted was a daughter. i wish we had more time together. i love you & im sorry
From: ABC
To: dad
i hate that you won’t see a doctor. it’s so selfish. and i’m sorry for being mad i just wish i knew how to talk to you.
From: ABC
To: dad
i found a picture of you with your new daughter hugging on my bday last year. i wanted to hate you but i cant. rip
From: ABC
To: dad
i wish you knew how terrible you make me feel day in and day out. i hope you realise how small you make me feel. i wish you weren’t my dad at all.
From: ABC
To: dad
thanks for not being there for me, leaving me at my aunts house all night bc u were too drunk to come pick me up and for not telling me ur married.
From: ABC
To: dad
I love you so much. I miss you. I hope you knew how much you meant to me im sorry I didn't show it. I forgive you.
From: ABC
To: dad
thanks for not being there for me, leaving me at my aunts house all night bc u were too drunk to come pick me up and for not telling me ur married.
From: ABC
To: dad
you broke my heart before any boy could but i still love you, even if it is from half way across the world now.
From: ABC
To: dad
I always thought of u as my hero until I realized that u don't even try to change. You put so much stress on me from such a young age if u would be okay in the morning without having to go to the ER. I shouldn't have had to carry that much responsibility and worry at the age of 10. I wish u would see how much it hurts knowing I can't open up to u without u using it against me. I try to always think positive but it hards when all you do is complain and have a negative outlook on life taking out your angers on us.
From: ABC
To: dad
idk how to tell you that i dont feel motivated any more and that ive havent been eating alot cuz i think im a gain weight and sometimes i just want to sleep and not do anything im just so exhausted
From: ABC
To: dad
You've really fucked up my life and I blame you for never having a childhood. You're a bastard with a tiny penis >:(
From: ABC
To: dad
i can’t say i hate you, but i do. you broke my heart before anyone else did. mom struggled to push through with us children.
From: ABC
To: dad
This isn’t a love letter but you were the first boy that genuinely broke my heart. i miss you so much i wish you were proud of me /:
From: ABC
To: dad
i used to hope you would show up to mom's door with flowers and she would take you back. i know it won't happen, but a part of me still wishes that it will.
From: ABC
To: dad
i really miss you. you treated me so bad but i still miss you. i hope you’re resting and i hope you’ve found your happiness
From: ABC
To: dad
I wish you could know how much I love you. I hope that wherever you are now, things hurt a little less.
From: ABC
To: dad
i hate you so fucking much. why are you ruining my life. please leave me alone i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you.
From: ABC
To: dad
i just want you to know that you broke me. you broke my idea of love. you were the one person who i never thought could hurt me like that and you did. you were supposed to protect me from heartbreak but instead you caused mine and now i will never be the same. you’ve cause me so much suffering and anguish that i don’t think i will ever stop hurting. and for that reason i hate you. but what hurts the most is that i don’t want to. i just want to tell you about my day or spend time with you like i did when i was a girl but i can’t because you ruined my perception of you. i wish you had just left when you were unhappy rather than dragging it out and making me reveal your adultery. i was just 12 i wasn’t supposed to tell my mom that you were cheating i was supposed to be making bracelets with my friends or playing soccer at nana’s but instead i had to tell your ugly truth. i hope you’re happy with the person you have become and the people you chose over your own blood because at the end of the day i don’t want you in my life.
From: ABC
To: dad
I've never felt more scared of anyone than you. I'm terrified of you. I don't want to feel scared of my own father. But somehow after everything you do to me.I still love you, even though I know shouldn't. I wish you were a better father.
From: ABC
To: dad
i’ve always wanted to be a daddy’s girl but your constant disappointment made me realize that i don’t need your validation
From: ABC
To: dad
even though we live toghether and dint talk about deep stuff often i wish in the future i can get to know more about you and your past.
From: ABC
To: dad
i used to be your little princess who you would ask which parent is my favorite and now all you do is say how worthless selfish ignorant annoying stupid i am and now im scared you might hurt me since you put your fist in my face and grabbed my shoulder and hurt me im scared of you know
From: ABC
To: dad
hey, i really miss you. even though i have decided to live with mom, i want you to know i love you and being without you isn't getting easier. it's just what i need right now. i need stability, i need to heal and know that everything is going to be okay. i hope you can respect that. i still want a relationship with you i just need some time to think and re-evaluate my mental health. i've been feeling really guilty about the situation but i can't sacrifice my own happiness. hope you are well and you miss me too. xoxo, p.
From: ABC
To: dad
now that you have got your new family i hope you realize im still here, what i would give to go back in time where it would only be the 3 of us.. i miss it
From: ABC
To: dad
Hi, why was it so hard to show me love, why did I as a scared child have to ask for a hug and you would decline me nearly every time.
From: ABC
To: dad
If I killed myself, would you realize what you do to me? Would you be able to finally see your mistakes? Would my blood show you what it feels like to be burned?
From: ABC
To: dad
I want to hurt you so bad. Hurt you like you hurt me. I want to show you what it feels like. I want to make you feel so terribly guilty.
From: ABC
To: dad
i really really wish you could have been a good dad, and i'm sorry you're not. i hate you. i hate you with my whole heart and soul. screw you. you fucking broke me. i hate you i hate you i hate you.
From: ABC
To: dad
Dad, I miss you. I miss talking to you. I miss being your little girl. I’m not going anywhere dad, I’m just lost right now.
From: ABC
To: dad
why dont you love me anymore? you ruined my life and now you left it too, im here alone, barely holding myself together. fuck you.
From: ABC
To: dad
I wish I would have visited you more in the hospital. Your death is the worst thing that happened to me. I was only 8. I miss you.
From: ABC
To: dad
I wish I would have visited you more in the hospital. Your death is the worst thing that happened to me. I was only 8. I miss you.
From: ABC
To: dad
Please don't tell me that you love me when you can't even accept me for who i really am because it breaks me.
From: ABC
To: dad
U weren’t my first love, but u hurt me the most. stop fucking ghosting me and just text me back. idgaf if ur not ready for a relationship i haven’t seen u in 6 years. u literally live like 4 hours travel by car. just text me man
From: ABC
To: dad
i should have hit you up when i found you again, but i held my pride too high and now i will never know our ending
From: ABC
To: dad
You were supposed to be the model, not the warning. Despite everything, I love you. I wish I was little again
From: ABC
To: dad
Sometimes at night I wonder if you feel bad for the things you do to me and everything you put me through. lol
From: ABC
To: dad
when you said "you'll understand when the first boy breaks your heart" i really understood how clueless you are.
From: ABC
To: dad
thank you for teaching me that no matter how much someone means to u, they can still leave at such a young age
From: ABC
To: dad
honestly, i thought the kids living here would hurt more than it did, but i'm actually relieved u spend your time with them and not us.
From: ABC
To: dad
its you're fault, the way i crave attention from older men because the only one that should've given me it, didn't
From: ABC
To: dad
even on the few days i'm here, you push me to the side and act as if you're annoyed with everything i do
From: ABC
To: dad
I die a little inside when other people say I look like you. Are you proud of the person I'm becoming?
From: ABC
To: dad
i don’t know why or how u effected me this much but fuck you i wish u could feel the type of pain i do when i see your face
From: ABC
To: dad
there were times i hated you so much i wish you were dead, i realized i didn't want you off of this earth but i wanted u outa mine.
From: ABC
To: dad
you said boys are dogs as if you were teaching me about possible love interests, when it really was, you.
From: ABC
To: dad
i still can’t believe you got your tattoo of mine and my sisters names covered up with FUCKING MARVEL CHARACTERS, asshole.
From: ABC
To: dad
why did you have to break my trust so many times? i know addiction is hard n i know this sounds selfish, but why were me n A not enough for you? why was mum enough to keep you clean, but we weren't? i love you and i don't know how i'm going to cope when you're gone, but i hate you for leaving me when im only young. I just wish i could have been enough.
From: ABC
To: dad
I started playing the guitar. To feel close to you. I wish I could’ve learned it from you. Hearing you play one last time.
From: ABC
To: dad
you ruined my life. i’m scared to turn out like you, you don’t know what you did to me and you never will. i can’t do anything anymore i can’t love and i can’t even live because of you i’m so sick of it you make me want to die you make me want to just disapear. i hate you
