Unsent messages to CHRIS

I wonder sometimes if you even cared. Just know I love you and I will forever be here for you. Goodnight dummy, I love you ❤️

I still love you and I wish you could see how much I cared about you then and how much I still do. Please come back.

i don't know what it is about you, but you make life so much more colorful even if you're just black and white. i will never be able to express who much a love you, and always have loved you since we were little. i hope you find everything you want on the path you're on. so much love, anon.

you sent me the song yellow by coldplay and suddenly everything i did was yellow, but that song was never meant to be about me and you

you told me you’d sing yellow by coldplay to the girl love some day... it’s finally hitting me, that girl will never be me

i have a conversation saved from 2014. i was upset about something and you were trying to calm me down. whenever i’m depressed or just not feeling well i read it. i’ll never tell you how much comfort those memories bring me but they’ve gotten me through so much. i wish i didn’t take those times for granted. i wish i was 13 again.

Dear Chris,
I now realize how manipulative you were. It makes me really upset because I loved and trusted you. I hope you grow as a person, you really need it.
Yours Truly,
Zebra

man i literally love you so much. no matter our distance i got so attached to you dawg. you'll always be my boy. i always brag ab u to my bestfriends. you are my biggest flex. i love you 3000. - your fav cali girl nikka

why. if it was something I did im sorry. I act all tough to hide the fact I miss you so much. I would of done anything for you. I hope you know that. I am grateful for you. thanks for all the nicknames and all the laughs. I just want you to know how much of a impact you have had on me. thank you from the bottom of my heart. I just hope you can continue making these impacts on ppl . but maybe dont leave like you left me you are one of the best people I have ever met. I knew you liked her but still I loved our friendship , thank you for it . you made me feel okay. thank you. crazy our family is connected yet , we lost our connection . im sorry you couldn't handle the pressure . im sorry you cracked. it was my fault I put you in the spotlight . im sorry you couldn't take it. I know its hard. I live it. I shouldn't have done that but there was nothing I could do to stop it. I guess I learned how to cope w it because I live w it every day but to someone who usually

did the texts mean nothing to you? every paragraph you wrote, every time you said you loved me, every time you said how beautiful i was? Everytime you promised to not leave me. to not hurt me. was it all a lie? a game? i was just a knight if your game of chesss? a word in a 500 page book? we both know i deserved better. every heartfelt thing you said to me, your probably saying to another girl. i hope your better to her then you were to me.

i'm sorry for everything. you were my first love. watching u with her is painful. ik it will be us in the end.

i wasn’t in love with you, but you showed me how someone was capable of filling my whole body with butterflies

I love you so much but hey, there are some things you don’t know... I feel like you’re loosing feelings for me. Do you even like me back? Why are we dating when you can’t express your feelings irl but you can on text?! Are you uncomfortable with me? ?‍♀️

there’s something about you.. something different i can’t explain, the way you never use me unlike the others love you so much and it sucks that we’re long distance but we can make it work :)

All I ever wanted was to feel loved and you made it happen but also left me broken hearted. You made me want to never love anyone ever again.

i wish you understood how hard i’m trying for us, i know i’ve messed up.. but i just want it to be me and you forever.

i wish you didn't leave. or at least gave me a reason why. I'm still in love with you, im just not waiting around anymore. i hope you come back

You were my first love we were both so young and immature you cheated but i still love you i try to move on but i just cant every time we try again you fuck up and disappoint me and then were back to being strangers i look for you in every guy i talk too ik its fucked up but its just something about you that i love you made me so happy for a while and i will always remember those memories i try to remember the good more then the bad times i wish you the best and you deserve happiness i will always love you chris.

why did you hit me? what did I do? was I not good enough? why couldn't you love me the way I wanted you too?

I'm happy we are still on such good terms and I can always come to you for advice. We were very young when we dated but I wouldn't change the 2 years I spent with you

You taught me what love isn't. I had no idea how toxic our relationship was until I would tell people about it while their jaws were dropped.

You were my biggest supporter and biggest fan. How am I meant to love myself now when even you couldn’t stay?

you begged for me. told me I was special and then broke my heart. your loss bec I’m the best you will ever have. hope you are happy with her

It's been 2 years, and I still can't get you off my mind. I drive past your house on my way to town and still look for your car in the driveway. It's been 2 years, and your laugh still echoes in my ears. I love you. I'm so sorry.

sometimes i think about what could’ve happened if i tried a little harder, i hope you’re doing well and we meet again some day

i think im in love with you and if only you lived closer i would tell you. it breaks my heart that the only reason i can't be with you is distance

I don't think I'll ever understand why you did what you did. I think we really could be something if you would open your eyes and get over yourself.

When we met, I wasn’t ready for you. But 4 years later, you are still on my mind. I like to think our timing was just off.

I love you, I think I'll always love you. But I know we cant be together and it breaks my heart knowing you don't love me anymore.

You might have convinced everyone around u that u hate me, but u know we are still madly in love w each other

I’m so sorry I hurt you. I was dumb and didn’t realize how I made you feel and all these years later you’re so forgiving. You let me be your friend still and I don’t deserve you. You always say it’s okay but I’ll never stop saying I’m so so sorry.

I loved u so much. I had to watch u fall out of love, and let u go. it got toxic, even if I loved you, I had to leave

thank you for loving me. thank you for teaching me things in life. thank you for being in my life even if it wasn’t the longest. i’m glad that it was you who taught me what love was. i’m forever grateful that i met you and gave you a chance to by my lover. take care, i love you 3000. forever and always b.

in my eyes, you were perfect. i know you didn't feel the same for me, but i just want to say thank you. thank you for touching my soul. i miss you, and i hope the universe brings you back to me.

I was too stupid to understand that I loved you. But now I do. I wish I told u before, I guess, now it's too late. I fucked up everything. I sincerely, completely, love u.

Your always in my mind all the time, i wish we lasted and i will never get over you. I want you in my arms all the time and i need you there for me.

something you’ll never understand is that she liked you because SHE saw all the good in you i liked you because you helped me feel safe again there’s a difference

im not tired of trying im tired of facing reality knowing that if you really wanted me you would do anything but your not and that’s the problem

heh hi so i left you one of these a few weeks ago saying i just think ur hot but now i fr like you but i’m afraid you’ll play me LOL

Your asleep and again I’m up thinking about you and what you would say if I told you I still loved you

i know i shouldn't like you but there's just something about you. your comfort. i don't know how to explain it.

how can you go from promising forever to waking up one morning and just deciding you don’t love me anymore?

i love you. more than life. more than words can say. but ik you don’t think like that of me. it’s ok. but i’ll still love you. no matter what.

i just wanted to say im kinda sad you never tried to reach out i know you liked me cause everyone told me you did

I miss us. I miss our text messages, our dates and just the feeling of being in love. I don't think I can find someone who made me feel butterflies like you do. I wish we never broke up. I love you

imagine raising a son that treats a girl with so much disrespect. well, that's what you did. are you proud?

I’m sorry I’m not enough for you to like me back. You don’t notice, and I hide it well, I’m afraid of the unknown. You just happen to be the most strange person i know.

I told you I needed someone. I thought that could be you. Why did you try your hardest to not let it be ?

i love you so much, it sucks how we didn’t work out. you were the best thing to ever happen to me...i wish you the best -

I don't know what happened to us. Many months have passed, and I still think of you despite everything I live day to day. You left without looking back, you left me alone even though you promised you never would. You love me? You miss me? Sometimes I think that you talk to me for that because you don't know how to tell me that you miss me and that you don't stop thinking about me. It's silly, I know. I want you to come back but not at the same time. You love me? Because I do you