From: ABC
To: chris
Date: December 8, 2020, 5:50 am
why. if it was something I did im sorry. I act all tough to hide the fact I miss you so much. I would of done anything for you. I hope you know that. I am grateful for you. thanks for all the nicknames and all the laughs. I just want you to know how much of a impact you have had on me. thank you from the bottom of my heart. I just hope you can continue making these impacts on ppl . but maybe dont leave like you left me you are one of the best people I have ever met. I knew you liked her but still I loved our friendship , thank you for it . you made me feel okay. thank you. crazy our family is connected yet , we lost our connection . im sorry you couldn't handle the pressure . im sorry you cracked. it was my fault I put you in the spotlight . im sorry you couldn't take it. I know its hard. I live it. I shouldn't have done that but there was nothing I could do to stop it. I guess I learned how to cope w it because I live w it every day but to someone who usually