Unsent Messages

I told you I had only liked u for a couple months during the school year but it was really the whole time, even though I had never spoken a word to you. I had never felt that way before about someone. Never. You were a stranger but you crept into my dreams and lived in the back of my mind always. Now we're almost 3 months into our relationship and I cry over you almost every week even though you are nothing but good to me. I adore you so much it hurts and I know it's impossible for you to love me as much as I love you. Even though you love me and I love you, I will never be able to tell you how I truly feel about you and it tears me apart. There will always be apart of me that believes you don't care about me at all, no matter what you say and I obsess over it. I just want you so bad.