Unsent Messages

I miss you. I miss you so much you don't even know. I used to think what the future would be like if we were ever the same age and if I had an actual chance with you. or if you even had a chance with me... You were the greatest person that has ever come into my life and I thank u for that. but I havent been 100% honest with you... I've liked you since I first spoke to you. You were always so weird and goofy but thats what I liked about you. We have had a few ups and downs but haha it was fun. During summertime I didnt really like you because I knew you wouldn't talk to a girl like me. Then one random day you started talking to me. Man did I think I was special :,) People would ask me what was so special about this dude and I would say so much to praise you and it would make me smile everytime. Summer was the best time of my life not because of covid but bc I got to talk to you almost every single day. When the school year started everything we built in our friendship slowly faded away. I hate that that happened and thats one thing I regret that I allowed to happen. I know you never saw me more then a sister and thats fine I get it but I just miss talking to you and I love you.