Unsent messages to AARON

I hope you understand that i can’t give you another chance. After everything that has happened I just can’t do that to myself...I still and will always care for u.

My heart skips a beat when I see you. And this connection is like it can never be broken, and that’s why I love you :)

you’re rlly an amazing person it just sucks that we’ll never be together and we may not every see eachother in the future. i never want this to last forever and it hurts :(

I just wish you were as caring as you would say you were. Why did you have to hurt me and my friends. All we ever did was care for you. Why.

I love you from the bottom of my heart. You’re such a sweetheart and I can’t even put into words how grateful I am to have you in my life.

i don’t know where to start. but i hope you never forget me and all the good times we had. i hate you but i will always have love for you. you were my first love i hate to say ... but thank you for teaching me lessons i’ll never forget. and i hope you never forget either.

hi, uhm i just wanted to tell you that i dont miss you and i really fucking hate you. you ruined me so much but i cant blame you because i never ran away. so fuck off you suck

im not sad anymore. u taught me a great lesson & i will always luv u 4 that !! i hope ur doing well

with every reason why we weren't meant to be, you showed me love that I never received before... not even from my parents.

I hope you know your one of the reasons I look forward to the day. I hope you know I almost love you. In a platonic way

God I was so obsessed with you it hurt. But people just saying ur name put a smile on my face. Thank you

I miss you so much these past days of us not being together really just has been so rough. I'm glad to say that you're my first love, and I just miss all the hours we spent talking. I look over some screenshots of our texts, and I miss all of it. I miss the way you cared for me, when you would sing songs by Giveon that you memorized for me because you knew I wanted to slow dance with you with songs by Giveon. I miss staying up to talk to you on the phone, and how I would get butterflies during class when you would text me saying you loved me. I remember our first I love you. I remember how hearing your voice made me fall asleep and how you remembered every little thing about me that I couldn't even remember. Now it's all just memories and something that I wish could last forever. You once told me that we would last forever but that that came to an end. We were toxic but I would still live through all the pain just to be happy with you again. I was in love with you and I still am. You will always be the one I think of when someone asks who I love. No matter what I could never hate you, you made me so happy and you were the reason I actually wanted to wake up. I care about you so much and I would do anything just to hear your voice again, to get back together, or to just get a text from you. I still haven't deleted the pictures of you because I just can't. You will always be my yellow, my first love, and my happiness. I love you Aaron. Just like you once said to me, I'm madly in love with you

fuck you for making me feel like shit every waking day. still love u tho even tho you put me thru so much shit.

i still have so much love for you. and i always will. ive gotten better this past month for you, ive been eating a little more, and taking care of my mental health for you, but you havent noticed yet.

our paths had to depart as fast as they came together because right now isn’t our time, but if it’s meant to be we’ll find our way back to each other the way we always do. i love you too and i’ll be yours someday just like you said.

you are such a hypocrite. i can’t even be mad because of how funny it is. have fun with the little ego boost.

I want to say I hate you for the pain you put me through but I can't because you also taught me that not everything is my fault, I still don't know why you sis not respond and maybe that why I have not fully moved on, I know I never met you but you changed my life massively and I don't know to thank you but also scream at you because you put me through so much pain and made me feel like I was not great enough for anyone but I am grateful that with the pain you gave me I some how dealt with it and am gradual moving away from the pain.

i hope everyday you put your socks on upside down. i hope your sleeves get wet every single time you wash your hands. i hope everyday you wake up with a pounding headache. i hope your guitar is perpetually out of tune. i hope there's a mistake in every tattoo you get. i hope you can't watch your favorite show anymore because it reminds you of me. fuck you for taking advantage of me and treating me like shit. i wish i could take those 6 months back. you're the kind of guy i'll tell my daughter to stay far away from. fuck you.

i’m starting to associate my sad songs with happy energy. all because of you. i’m so sure that this is what love is.

Jamás pensé que acabaría así. Aunque ya hace más de un año que pasó todo sigo enamorada de aquel chico tímido de clase y me duele verte con otras :( LOSIENTO

I will always be in love with you, no matter what life throws at us. You’ll always be my first love ...

Don’t thank me. Get over yourself. You have no reason to cry. You think one minor person will impact your life? You really think you’d be upset over it till the end of time? No stfu take your meds weak trashy bitch

If you knew I wasn’t what you wanted from the start you could have just left me alone, but you used me anyway and then tossed me aside when you were done like I was piece of garbage. And that hurt. Now I'm left with all of the pain while you get to be ok. It’s so unfair.

If you knew I wasn’t what you wanted from the start you could have just left me alone, but you used me anyway and then tossed me aside when you were done like I was piece of garbage. And that hurt. Now I'm left with all of the pain while you get to be ok. It’s so unfair.

If you knew I wasn’t what you wanted from the start you could have just left me alone, but you used me anyway and then tossed me aside when you were done like I was piece of garbage. And that hurt. Now I'm left with all of the pain while you get to be ok. It’s so unfair.

Why.Why did yiu ruin the rest of my life.Im now afraid of the happy things that i could have used to figure myself out with .I was so innocent and young.

It's always been an on and off crush since day one. I regret being to scared to let it happen out and i hope that someday maybe it will work out. g

i think about you a lot & i still listen to that playlist sometimes. you made it so easy to trust you & maybe that's where i went wrong. i allowed myself to like you & i was mad at myself for it. what happened? how can you say those things & disappear like that? i don't hate you & i don't think i ever could. i'm just confused, but i truly hope you're doing well.

I'm sorry. I never should have acted the way I did. I was so scared to lose you I freaked out and ended up pushing you more and more away. I wish things were different

Why did you come back into my life only to leave me alone again and move away? You weren’t satisfied hurting me the first time. Fuck you.

hey lol. i know youll never see this but i just wanna hug u. i dont even know if u like me that way. whatever.

you’re my soulmate i know it. please don’t go i promise we can last forever. us against the world my angel. i love you bubs :(

you’re my soulmate i know it. please don’t go i promise we can last forever. us against the world my angel. i love you bubs :(

Thank you for being the heartbreak I needed. You showed me everything a boy shouldn't do. I can finally say goodbye. So Goodbye Aaron.

Thank you for being the heartbreak I needed. You showed me I deserved better without even realizing it. I can finally say goodbye. So goodbye.

Stop being fucking immature and learn to express your feelings boo, I may be a witch but I am no psychic, I ain't gonna guess what you want.
Either grow up and know what you want in life or stop talking to me lmfao.

I wish you never hurt me the way you did . And I hope one day you realise what you did to me . I hope one day I get closure

I’ve been in love with you since 8th grade. But it’s still Its like, we dont have a crush on each other anymore, but i still mourn what could have been. If you’d ask me right this second, i would say yes in a second.

I’m sorry that you were so kind to me and I just shrugged it off. I didn’t deserve your compassion and heart.

I’m sorry that you were so kind to me and I just shrugged it off. I didn’t deserve your compassion and heart.

You broke me completely because you were too selfish to figure out how to help yourself with your problems. Why did you pin it all on me.

Even though I know it was wrong what I did to hurt you, I will never be thankful enough that I never let you touch me.

i miss you more than i ever thought i could miss someone. i’ll wait for you forever if i have to. i love you endlessly.

Right person wrong timing for sure, you made me feel more in two months then I did with my ex of 2 years. I miss looking at those beautiful eyes and smile. I love you so much, I hope we can try again when we are both ready. You are my best friend, you hold a special place in my heart. God I miss you so much. I’ll never forget the day you told me how much you loved me

I’m sorry things didn’t work out. I understand you didn’t love me the way I loved you. I wish I could make more memories with you,but I know you don’t like me that way. I love you even though you have hurt me. I will always be here for you till the day we die

I wish I had hugged you that day...maybe things wouldn't have turned out this way, maybe we would have stayed friends

Honestly, I really wished we spent more time together. It has been really fun.Sadly we stopped talking but I hope one day we'll meet again.

i really did love you. so much that i would have done anything just to be with you. i did do anything. but now i hate you for making me do that. but i still love you. i’m letting go now.

Thanks for everything. Thanks for the love, the hate, the fun, smiles, inside jokes and the lies. You hurt me but i still love you bubba.

You told me you would never leave that you wouldn’t be like everyone else, I knew it was too good to be true it was a nice thought tho