Unsent messages to AARON
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 1, 2021, 8:12 pm UTC
i love you so much and i can’t tell you because i wouldn’t dare ruin our friendship, please don’t leave broski.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 1, 2021, 2:58 am UTC
You're my best friend and I love you so much. You deserve the world and don't let her tell you otherwise
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 31, 2020, 4:27 am UTC
I’m not sure why, but I still think about you a lot. I wish I wasn’t so stupid... I wish we were friends.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 29, 2020, 8:27 pm UTC
I really think you are my soulmate. But I guess I'm not yours. I'll love you forever and more. At the end of the day, I just want you to be happy.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 26, 2020, 2:44 am UTC
I loved you. Well, I think i did. I just couldn’t wait around for you to change and treat me better. I gave you so many chances and you hurt me beyond repair when all I ever did was give you my whole attention and love
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 24, 2020, 4:38 pm UTC
i loved you and i never even touched your skin. you have a girlfriend now, are you as happy as you were with me, with her? lil peep only reminds me of you. i can’t even listen to it anymore
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 23, 2020, 7:26 am UTC
El hecho de querer separarte de mí me dolió. Pero el saber que no seremos uno mismo otra vez duele más.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 22, 2020, 8:22 pm UTC
the more i heal and move on, the more i realize what we had wasn’t love and i was naive to ever
think that it was.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 22, 2020, 6:53 am UTC
No matter how bad you were for me and how much we broke eachother, a part for me doesn’t want to let you go. Not even after a year and a half.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 21, 2020, 7:13 pm UTC
you say one thing to me and another to everyone else and now i have to cope with the belief that love is being ripped apart and put back together all at once
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 20, 2020, 9:04 am UTC
you broke me. I wore my heart on my sleeve for you, yet you threw it all away on various occasions for fake love, and now you want to tell your “friends” that it was all my fault?
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 18, 2020, 8:09 pm UTC
How many more years will we have to suffer at the hands of the universe? Fighting fate has become exhausting.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 17, 2020, 5:49 am UTC
there's so much i would've said a year and a half ago but all i wanna say now is goodbye, i doubt we will ever see each other again
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 16, 2020, 7:29 am UTC
Why did we have to go to different schools years ago? You were my best friend when I thought I had no one else. I miss seeing you everyday
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 15, 2020, 9:58 pm UTC
i miss you, i miss they way you used to cheer me up, i miss our bond and i fucked it all up. i know we have something special and recently i can’t let it go, it’s been nearly two years damn. you’ll come back i know you will but the wait is long and painful to think i have to go another day without you :/
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 15, 2020, 1:41 pm UTC
please come back, im so sorry for everything I ever did or said. you're my happiness. i wish i was yours
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 15, 2020, 5:23 am UTC
most days i hate the way you make feel, your sweet kind and loving and then you become cold a distant. i hate how much i love and care for you.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 14, 2020, 11:27 pm UTC
u broke me because i wasnt her. and now u say i wasnt enough for u and thats the reason. i hate that i still miss u.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 14, 2020, 11:02 pm UTC
I miss you, i’m sorry and i just have to accept the fact we’ll never speak again, i thought i had gotten over it but i guess not, i’m sorry, i love you
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 14, 2020, 5:22 am UTC
You've moved on, but I will never love another soul again. I can't handle the reality that you're not coming back.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 12, 2020, 10:38 pm UTC
I am sorry for everything that happened with our relationship. It failed because you left me, then because I left you. I don’t regret it, though, but I think of you often and I pray (cause now I am Catholic, ironic, huh?) that God gives you a blessed life and you find someone who can open their hearts to you. I wish you the best more than you could ever realize, even to this day. I’m sorry I cannot say this to you personally.
Goodbye, Aaron. I hope you still have that scarf.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 11, 2020, 7:04 am UTC
why do you have to be so goddamn argumentative? would it be so hard, if just once, you cared about peoples' feelings?
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 10, 2020, 5:32 pm UTC
u need to use soap when u shower. u also need to flush the toilet so the house doesnt smell like stale pee. idiot.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 9, 2020, 6:42 pm UTC
i hope ur doing good right now, i miss u so much. thank for always being there for me. i miss having u in my life. i luv you.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 9, 2020, 6:00 am UTC
seeing all of these responses makes me wonder if we all knew the same aaron. i wish you treated me better through it all haha its kind of unfortunate the way you didn’t know i noticed everything. if you didn’t want me, i wish you just could’ve told me. we’d have our freedom that you seem to so desperately want. i never wanted to be an option.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 9, 2020, 5:36 am UTC
i was stuck on the thoughts of what could have been. i was too kind, too into my own head. you made a decision and i’ve come to terms with the fact that i’m glad you did because i wouldn’t have made you choose me anyways. i don’t deserve to be an option.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 8, 2020, 10:16 pm UTC
did you know i wanted you? i still kinda do, i can't let you go :( we haven't talked in months, i miss u even just as a friend
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 8, 2020, 12:33 am UTC
i know you’re my soulmate, but why doesn’t it feel the same as it did in the beginning? what changed?
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 7, 2020, 11:40 pm UTC
You just left not long ago and fuck do I miss you I don’t get how you could lie and tell me you loved me and leave that easy without a second thought or anything.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 7, 2020, 9:55 pm UTC
why did you leave, i never got an explanation. you left me questioning if i was good enough for you. i’m sorry for what i did and said. i never appreciated you enough and now that your gone i realized. but i forgive you for what you did to me. i’m just never gonna forget about it. i will always care for you and if you need someone i’m always here. but we’re just not meant to be and i need to remind myself of that.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 7, 2020, 4:55 pm UTC
the memory of you makes me want to scream and curse at the world, it hurts so much just hearing your name
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 7, 2020, 5:03 am UTC
It hurts to have life go on without you in it, even though I know it would hurt more if I let you back in.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 7, 2020, 5:02 am UTC
It hurts to have life go on without you in it, even though I know it would hurt more if I let you back in.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 7, 2020, 3:24 am UTC
It's hard to fall in love with someone you met online. You were so ready for love and I wanted the slow burn.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 7, 2020, 1:57 am UTC
I love burgundy even more now. I wish we met when we were both ready. I will never forget your hazel eyes and that amazing smile. Just thinking about you still gives me butterflies
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 4, 2020, 12:14 am UTC
You'll do okay. I know you will. You've always came out on the better side of every situation. Thank you for opening yourself up to over the last few months, even if not everything you said was sunshine and rainbows. I needed it. I wish you the best, like I always have. But I think I'll leave my feelings unsaid after this, I need to.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: December 2, 2020, 1:11 pm UTC
i think ur name was aaron but it definitely began with an A so maybe this should be titled A, but wherever you are i love you, i remember we were in love but something happened, and i wish i could go back to those times when we were happy together, do you even remember? maybe not, love N
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: November 30, 2020, 7:57 pm UTC
do i mean anything to you? do you think about me the way i think about you.
am i the first thought on your mind when you wake up and the last thought on your mind when you go to sleep like you are mine... do you love me like i love you? because i don't think that you do. its all a game to you. i'm just something you use when you're bored and to be honest i'm tired of this game, you're slowly loosing me and there's nothing you can do... if only you had love me how i loved you but you just wanted lust instead of love.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: November 30, 2020, 4:21 am UTC
im sorry that i messed everything up. i still love you. i wish we could start over. you’re my whole world.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: November 26, 2020, 3:52 am UTC
hi, you gave me so much confusion and I hate it. Please stop being so gentleman around girls they might think that you like them also because I felt that, but hey thank you for the memories :) till next time!
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: November 26, 2020, 12:29 am UTC
you are the one i look for in a crowded room. your attention is the only attention i want, i miss you.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: November 23, 2020, 4:03 pm UTC
Eres un pendejo y la peor persona que pude conocer en mi vida, me manipulaste y me engañaste hasta que te cansaste cuando te confíe tantas cosas, me debes más de 30,000 pesos por el psiquiatra y la terapia, por tu culpa casi desarollo bulimia y me deprimí en el mejor punto de mi vida, eres un asco de persona y yo soy una mujer fuerte e independiente, nunca y jamás mereces mi amor soy muy grande para ti.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: November 23, 2020, 6:26 am UTC
El rojo lo asocio contigo. Temo haber cometido un error, pero tal vez solo es el remordimiento hablando. Ayer cumplimos 9 meses, y hoy te extraño mas que nunca.
Estoy sanando.
Eso creo.
Felices 9 meses a mi primer amor.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: November 22, 2020, 10:15 pm UTC
I know we weren't together for a long time but I am so glad I was able to have been with you. I will always love you no matter what. You came back into my life 9 months later and it has been so much easier to get through the days now that you are a part of them again.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: November 21, 2020, 11:12 am UTC
Aaron I know you’ll probably never read this but, I need you. I miss us we were so close when we were younger. Ever since our parents divorced and all of the things that has happened or that has happened at school caused you to hate me, I’m sorry. I miss calling you my brother, you hate me now. The fact I tried kms and you didn’t care, found out I cut and still don’t care hurts. Thank you for all the memories as we grew up together, unfortunately I can’t call you my brother anymore. Goodbye I wish you nothing but the best to you and our dad.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: November 21, 2020, 12:18 am UTC
Thank you so much for making me not feel like the 3rd wheel all the time. It honestly made such a difference that you weren't combined in the drama and genuinely wanted to talk to me :D I have laughed harder than I ever have at your jokes, again you're the dopest soap ;)
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: November 20, 2020, 5:51 pm UTC
We got close I think, Year 8, the worst year of my life but you make me want to relive all just to see you. To really see you.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: November 20, 2020, 1:13 pm UTC
I hope you find the girl you'll do anything for. Treat her with love and the understanding I didn't receive.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: November 20, 2020, 3:43 am UTC
tell me you don't have any feelings towards me. it's physically and emotionally tiring getting lead on.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: November 20, 2020, 2:27 am UTC
i picked blue because it reminds me that day we first talked on the phone...and i put the blue heart next to your name . those were simpler times . times where we were first knowing each other and talking about out interest...me making you stay awake for a bit more and hear your voice...the voice that calms me down and makes me dream of having u with me and not having you thousands of miles away from me . it sucks that it's changed now . no more goodmorning texts or goodnight texts . its just sending snaps now. its nothing now and i miss you...i miss you terribly i i miss you to the point that i would just want to call u and scream at u and start a argument with you so that can at least be why we're even talking to each other . i miss ur yawning i miss waking up with u waiting for me to wake up on the phone . i miss the i love you's...i miss the talks , i miss the joking around , i miss the texts , i miss you telling me how ur day is . i miss you talking to me why don't you just talk to me...why pull away...why leave me confused why make me feel loved and the next day feeling like crap . why do u have to hide from me . ITS ME. its me...the person who loves you and thinks about you 24/7 and is still waiting for you to come back .
