I want to say I hate you for the pain you put me through but I can't because you also taught me that not everything is my fault, I still don't know why you sis not respond and maybe that why I have not fully moved on, I know I never met you but you changed my life massively and I don't know to thank you but also scream at you because you put me through so much pain and made me feel like I was not great enough for anyone but I am grateful that with the pain you gave me I some how dealt with it and am gradual moving away from the pain.
