i’m back on here. second day. this website helps sooo much. he texted me saying “i think i found the one”. i really wish i was “the one”. i get it, it’s a boy, it doesn’t matter but to me he matters the most. he’s my exit from everything. he’s so amazing and gets “played” by girls. i just want him to have someone who’s not gonna leave him or break him. yeah his name starts with a J (J’s are toxic) but this one. oh man this J. he’s so kind , sweet , loving , amazing , & so much more. it’s just he’s letting girls break his heart bc he doesn’t know his worth, he doesn’t know how much he’s worth. those girls he’s tried to date or talk to left him and broke him without caring about his feelings. i want a girl for him, not just any girl, a girl who cares more about his personality than looks. he has the heart and looks. if you don’t know what a “yellow” is it’s basically a person who makes you happy. he’s my yellow, i know we started being friends like 3 weeks ago but he’s so amazing and kind. i’m saying that too much but you really don’t know how he is , that’s why i’m saying that multiple times. he’s able to talk to me like we’ve known each other for like ever. i want you to know that i care so so so so so much about you. i’ll be here , for ever.

I helped you with poppy. You ditched me and It hurts when I see you walk past pretending I Dont exist

You always got mad when i got jealous...but in the end you proved me right and yet still took a part of me with you.

You never liked it when i got jealous but in the end why did u have to prove me right...i still think about you sometimes and i wish i didn’t bc it still hurts....

Why did you chose to stay friends with him? If you cared about me as much as you say, you would let him go. You know all of the things he made me go through and how much he broke me. You know i cried every night wondering why i would never be enough for him. You know he was an awful person.

why don’t you feel sorry for breaking my heart i don’t trust anyone because of you i hope you know that

I am proud that you have studied for the last 12 hours straight. You are inspiring me to study harder

i just wish you’d been honest with me at the start when i asked if u still loved her. i’ll miss you forever.

two years two fucking years i can't believe i have spent the last two years pining over you. i truly believed we were meant to be but i am just nieve i can bet you haven't thought about me in ages but if you have i love you. i will always love you. at this point i don't know if what i say i say about you or the vision of you i created in my head. in august i told myself i am letting you go. and i finally think i am ready to let you go completely. thanks i guess xoxo

bro, you mess me up. messed my mental heath up so badly. your laughed at me cutting, laughed at me crying, and laughed at me when i was sad. you never cared. not at all. you lied. you hurt me. you hurt everyone around me. i hate you so much. but at the same time i love you. i love you a lot. its been 5 months. yet. i still love you. 5 months yet those 5 months your kept me happy. little did i know.. you where manipulating me the whole time. though you hurt me, i will never forget about you. so, thank you. thank you for teaching me that im more valid then a rat (your the rat :D)

I realised, thinking about you at 2am every night that you were special to me, something i really cant replace. im sorry. i miss you

i really wish u understood how much i care abt u, bc i always checked up on u. but instead u chose someone who hurt u, then u came back to me as always.

Me and you were all shades of grey. Thank you for breaking my heart, I've now lost all the weight you forced into me.

I never noticed you before this school year happened, but now you’re all I think about, you don’t know it but you made such an impact on me and even though I haven’t seen you in over a month, I hope when I see you next, we start speaking a lot more.

I think I started feeling for you was when the teacher was acting funny and we was laughing and even though you were on the other side of the classroom, you were looking at me, laughing and smiling and our eyes met, and I swear to god I felt something there between us. I don’t know if it’s all in my head but sometimes I catch you looking at me, or in my direction at least. I hope we speak more ;)

Fuck you. Fuck you for making me believe you were the one. Fuck you for shattering my heart into pieces.

when i get famous you’ll be the person everyone wishes they were because all my songs are written about you

why cant u understand that i just want u and its crazy sounding but j im so in love with u im whole heartedly in love u i could never my life with anyone else i just want u to realize that im the best ur gonna get and i dont care if you paint ur nails and have long hair your the light at the end of my tunnel u make me so genuinely happy i havent been this happy in forever pls just realize that you want me cause my love for u made me realize that love is real

I love you so much. More than you could ever imagine. Everyday with you is pure bliss and i'm so happy. You make me so happy. I want to get married to you one day. I love you.

I love you n I don’t care about your past I just want to be the person who helps you and loves you and will be there for you at anytime I’ll do anything for you cause i really do love you

I know you since 1st grade . I remembered when we kissed in 5th grade. I have always love you and I miss you . I’m sad that you died . I miss you.

I know you since 1st grade . I remembered when we kissed in 5th grade. I have always love you and I miss you . I’m sad that you died . I miss you.

I miss you. I miss our friendship, and how you’d always call me for advice abt how to talk to my best friends cause you liked her, and it hurt me, but I still loved talking to you. I miss your jokes, and our inside jokes. I miss in class you always talking to me.

I didn't realise I loved you until we never spoke again. Because of you, I hate the word 'maybe,' the uncertainty of it, the indecisiveness. But I loved you anyway.

It hurt when I found out you didn't want to be friends anymore, and it hurt when I saw you laughing with your new ones. But now, I'm glad to see you surrounded by people who will make you smile.

I love you so much thank you for making my life better and just blessing me you’re the one person I feel comfortable with telling everything and being my self around , you’ve made me such a better person you’ve taught me soo much I’m truly grateful for your dumbass and how god brought you into my life I’m going to always try my best to make you the happiest you’re my universe I love you

lol hi jayden, what the fuck were you thinking you ruined our friendship. you made me so uncomfortable and you ask if i hate you ?? yeah no shit its clear i kinda do. my bestfriend spent a YEAR with you, while i told her to break up with you several times cause you were a douche bag. and now that i realize you ARE SO MANIPULATIVE AND GUILT TRIPPING. like what the actual fuck!!! how can you guilt trip someone so much that they dont talk to you for months ?? like you sexually assaulted me and L what the actual fuck!!! you are sick in the head lol bye jayden alexander prime. hope you get what u deserve pft.

Im sorry we destroyed each other and that i was the one who mainly did it. I know you will never forgive me, Im sorry

you were the first boy i ever loved. you didn’t need to break my heart like that. you don’t know how much pain you’ve caused me.

sometimes my heart hurts thinking about you , but i’m glad you walked away because i wouldn’t have . i love you forever

i wanted to say i miss you more than ever. i should have said or done something because now it may be to late, see you in another life... ig it wasnt ment to be right??

i know i'm a shitty person and what i did was wrong, but i'm really sorry. i know i don't show it, but i care for you sm. idk what happened tho, cause my feelings for the other guy just went away because of this. it doesn't matter now but yeah. anyways-goodnight, i love you. (i rlly hope u dont come across this sdhdjksjhff ure probably gonna hate me even more and possibly even be uncomfortable and that's completely fine w me)

I was ur fall back option and I always allowed it cos I had a soft spot for you. U were a prick to all your girls who you were 'in love with.' I was always fucking thinking ab you.

i’m only lying to you because i love you,once the truth is out it’s gonna change so much and i’m not ready for that yet.

we would always say that things would be better "once we do __" but we couldnt hold it together until we reached those milestones. sometimes i wish we had.

sometimes I think about our dream of us living in a small apartment, and how you said you'd want to live somewhere near the ocean so we could go together. a humbling memory.

how about, instead of us waiting 10 billion years to find the right words to explain we love each other, you just fuck me so hard i can’t walk instead.

I brought u home, let you meet my parents and u still broke down my heart. I miss you still but I think my dogs miss you more

I still pray for you, and some part of my heart will always belong to you,I wish we could have been all I dreamed about but I know my heart desires more ,don’t forget I’ll always love you

let me start with how much I love u, u complete me. my friends say i'm obsessed but, i'm just scared that one day ur not going to want to be my friend. I've literally never loved someone this much... u know all my secrets the bad & the good. See that's exactly y I
decided to not leave u behind in 2020, I texted u wanting to fix us, and we did... all i'm hoping now is that I get to see u one more time... all my friends say ur bad for me, but ik that ur not bc u are kind-hearted, u treated me different all the facetime's... messages meant a lot to me, I love u alot, please let this message get to you... Amen.

hi jayden. ik u will never see this, but if you ever actually do, to be more specific, u do baseball & bball. honestly, i just wanna know if you ever liked me back. or anything. i don't have feelings for you anymore. or were they ever feelings, but i just wanna know. i wish we weren't awkward enough to actually form a friendship. that would've been more than enough for me. instead, we sat in history like strangers.

i dont know where i went wrong but i really want to get to know you better as a person and be involved with you and your life

I've long moved on from you, but I miss feeling stable love. You're the only person that gave me that

I miss you.. Just text me plz I wanna try it again and i just love you and I keep thinking of you a lot just come back.

god i hate you. i hate you so much you don’t even understand. you hurt me. and i don’t think you realize you even did it. you ruined me. made me feel worthless. and i still can’t get over you.

Even though you hurt me and caused me so much pain I could never stop loving you. I’m sorry I wasn’t enough for you to choose me. I wish you could see everything I’ve accomplished. I promise I’ll find you in the next life. Take care of yourself

we were young when we fell in love, honestly i miss it, we both ignore the fact that we loved each other, i want acknowledge it so bad but i don’t want to lose you all over again

Everytime I think of you my throat gets tight. I wish you would come back but sometimes relationships teach you the life lessons you need to know about

i loved you so much and i actually trusted you. why’d you cheat on me bro i wanted to marry you. i feel sick

every second i spent with you was heaven on earth. now i’m just stuck here waiting for someone who won’t come back