Unsent messages to AARON
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: July 22, 2023, 2:54 am UTC
I wish we could’ve stayed together and had a family.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: July 19, 2023, 4:29 pm UTC
are you just keeping me around for the sake of it?
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: July 18, 2023, 10:48 pm UTC
just wish we could’ve talked it out
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: July 18, 2023, 9:33 pm UTC
i want to spend every moment outside with you
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: July 18, 2023, 7:08 pm UTC
you saved my life and i don’t even think you know it.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: July 16, 2023, 9:35 pm UTC
did you have to ruin me? my only crime was loving you
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: July 16, 2023, 8:23 pm UTC
you ruined my whole 4 years of highschool.hope you find peace.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: July 15, 2023, 8:50 pm UTC
i really like you and i really wish i didn’t:/
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: July 13, 2023, 9:56 pm UTC
you exhaust me more than i'll ever admit
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: July 12, 2023, 9:27 pm UTC
i know i already have but i wish i could tell you that i’m sorry
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: July 12, 2023, 9:26 pm UTC
thank u for still being my friend even though i left [hugs]
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: July 11, 2023, 9:46 pm UTC
i love you but sometimes this gets exhausting
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: July 10, 2023, 8:24 am UTC
Hello, I like you so much and idek why :(
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 18, 2021, 4:19 am UTC
I know this is your favorite color. I know that you love video games. I know that you’re one of the best artists, even though you think you suck. I know you’re proud of what you do, but you’re scared to admit it. I know that you love your skateboard. And you hate being told what to do. I know that you want to prove them wrong. And you’re scared to share too much. I know you laugh off you’re pain because you don’t know what else to do with it. And I know you think that I know nothing about you, but I know you better than I know myself. I just wish you knew me as well as I know you.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 18, 2021, 4:07 am UTC
I don’t know what to say anymore. I tried talking to you, I told you I was hurt but I don’t think you understand how much you broke me.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 18, 2021, 2:48 am UTC
i think you knew. i never told you. i didn’t want to ruin the friendship, and in not telling you i ruined it anyway. i miss your hugs, i miss you so much. i miss you. i still love you. it never would’ve worked out but sometimes i wonder what if. i wonder if you liked me back. i’m certain you knew though
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 15, 2021, 5:56 am UTC
we have been friends since elementary, you have been by my side always and supporting me in every way. I love you with all my heart, I am so sad about how things went for us this year. I had to choose between 2 things and I know deep down I chose the wrong one. Even if we can't really talk and be friends like we used to be you have always managed to be right their by my side as if I didn't hurt you. I want everything to go back to when we were friends. I am so sorry I love you
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 15, 2021, 5:13 am UTC
i would have told you to chose her anyways. you could have at least told me you didn’t want me.. it would have hurt just a little less than it does.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 15, 2021, 12:26 am UTC
After you broke me , I can’t help but find myself still loving you and wanting to take care of you forever
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 13, 2021, 10:38 pm UTC
I loved you but you didn’t love me back and what even broke me more is that you promised you wouldn’t break my heart.Now cause of you I’m to scared to commit to a relationship now hope your happy.we were so good together but I should’ve known. Well I guess this is it. I wish you the best I don’t know if it was right person wrong time or something but maybe I’ll see you in another lifetime love goodbye Aaron....
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 13, 2021, 8:29 am UTC
eres y serás mi primer amor contigo aprendà a quererme a mi misma.. estoy agradecida contigo por todo lo que me enseñaste como ser humano...y ojalá la distancia entre nosotros no fuera el causante de nuestra separación y el no poder estar juntos con amor la chica de los moños rojos...
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 12, 2021, 9:33 pm UTC
Tell him to come back. The old you. I miss him. And you can tell new you to go to hell. You say you’ve grown, but unless you mean that you’ve grown into a huge ass, then I don’t think you’ve grown at all.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 12, 2021, 9:31 pm UTC
I wrote u a message here a few months ago where I confessed my love to u, but I’m writing this one to tell u to forget it. U are acting like a horrible person. She’s my best friend and she’s going through hell right now and u aren’t there for her. She loves u but u don’t give a shit. I still love u but if I ever see u again i will make sure u know what an ass u are
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 12, 2021, 5:02 pm UTC
Remember? I gave you this name. You were only good to me but I took you for granted and now I realize how good you were. Now I love someone else the way you did but I think you were my first love. I will always hope the best for you. I wish to see you one day.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 11, 2021, 6:47 am UTC
Young, insecure, I could only reach you from miles away. Our distance grew as we both got older, but end came sooner and my need for intimacy led me to another man.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 11, 2021, 5:45 am UTC
i don’t think i can ever look at you the same. we held each other crying that day and 2 days later you went out with friends like nothing had happened, it hurts. that’s why i separated myself from you.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 11, 2021, 5:26 am UTC
you’ve changed and so have i, maybe when we are both more mature in the future i will be able to smile at you.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 11, 2021, 2:27 am UTC
words will never be able to describe the ebb and flow of emotions i feel for you. i've never understood you - and i think that's why i was drawn to you from the beginning. i don't know why i feel such a pull to you, why i'm so obsessed. you're not all that great of a person, yet i find you special. you do and say things i really hate, and you don't give a shit about me, but i can't forget you. there isn't some swoon-worthy moment or story that would give me a reason to feel this way. i've given you so much of me and have gotten next to nothing in return. all i wanted was for you to notice me, and i guess you kind of did, but you never cared about me like i constantly worried about you. i wanted to talk to you, and help you, and have a connection with you. i considered you a friend, but i know it wasn't mutual. i wanted more than just friendship - you would have never given it to me anyways. even now, you're so hot and cold with me and i wear myself out emotionally just trying to understand you. what did i do wrong? why am i not enough for you? why have i never been someone you want? why do you play with me and my emotions? am i just entertainment to you? god i wish i could get over you. it's all i want. maybe i even wish we had never met. then i wouldn't get butterflies in my stomach every time you talk to me, even when you're just saying something stupid or being rude to me. why did you flirt with me? why did you lead me on? was it even flirting, or was i just so desperate for your attention that i made up tension that was never there? i hope you never see this. i don't want you to know how effortlessly you've been breaking my heart over the past four years with every message left on opened, every new fling that wasn't me, every indifferent reply to my hellos in the halls. i need to get over you. i can't go on with you constantly occupying my mind when i've never even passed yours.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 11, 2021, 1:43 am UTC
listen here you litte fat short bitch. get off my dick. you do not dictate what i do to my friends. no one likes you but their too scared to say anything. i would never like you so stop thinking i every will
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 10, 2021, 7:21 pm UTC
I hate that you made me feel like you preferred her over me. I hate that you probably don’t ever even think about it and act like it never happened.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 10, 2021, 6:26 pm UTC
I don't know why but I know we're meant to be. It sucks that timing and other people will always be in our way. I just wish you knew how I felt.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 10, 2021, 6:20 am UTC
I wish I could see from your point of view, maybe it would make me understand, I hate having to love you from a distance, it makes it so much more complicated, although nothing will ever happen, because I already know you don't feel the same way, I don't know what to do, I want to change, for you, because the more I look at myself it isn't what I want you to see, nor what you would want to be with.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 10, 2021, 1:39 am UTC
It’s been nearly a year, and I still miss you. I wish you had taken a chance on me back then. I knew we would have been happy together
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 8, 2021, 7:28 am UTC
I think about you all day everyday. You creep in my mind even when I don’t want you to. I’ll never be enough for you though. I’m not her and I never will be. But I love you and don’t want to lose you in my life. That’s why I let you take advantage of what little friendship we have.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 8, 2021, 1:34 am UTC
ngl but i used to like you, until you did all that shit you did. i'm never going to forget all those jokes you made about serious things. you've made me hate myself more than i thought i really would. i hope you see this because i believe that you're so insensitive about so many things. i know you probably have something going on at home but, can you at least make an effort in being nicer? you know you can always talk to me if you have something going on but, please. i can't take this anymore. you've done more harm than good and i should consider cutting you off, but it's hard to do so when you're associated with some other friends. please. if i ever pass away, i wouldn't want you at my funeral. that's how i'll put it as. you are the last person that i want near my grave. unless you change or something. i love you but, you'll never have my respect after all of the things that you have done. all i want is just an apology. that's literally all i ask for. i know you're gonna apologise/regret your actions when someone passes away but, apologise early. please. i'm begging you aaron. just apologise, you're my 13th reason and you deserve to know that.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 7, 2021, 11:15 pm UTC
we might not be perfect together but I love u so much more than anything else and never want to lose u. I’m sorry that I’m not good enough for u
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 7, 2021, 9:53 pm UTC
I used to regret not fighting for you to stay. Now I know I deserve more than you could ever give me.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 7, 2021, 12:35 pm UTC
You hurt me in more ways then one the memories of that night haunt me to this day I was hurt scared and I have a drinking problem but you used that to your advantage... I said no over and over again no no no no
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 7, 2021, 9:54 am UTC
I loved you for so long. A part of me always will. But if we were meant to be together, we wouldve done something about it a long time ago. But I will always be your best buddy. I'm glad youre happy with her now.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 6, 2021, 6:38 am UTC
even though you’ve broken me i’d still do anything for you. but i would have never expected you to do me the way you did. for you to say you didn’t mean a word you said to me physically pains me. how could you do this to me? how could you lead me on for so long then turn around and disregard me like that? im hoping for the day where i can just ask you why.
but as much as i shouldn’t, i’ll always love you...
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 4, 2021, 1:09 am UTC
I hope the other college girls were worth it while you could afford the trip. I am a college girl now and I'd never fall for you twice :)
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 3, 2021, 10:50 am UTC
why can't i stop thinking abt u. its been so long. do u still think of me? is that why I can't let go somehow? or is it just my brain being fucked up cuz I'm lonely. maybe I don't miss you, who knows, I do know I crave to hear from you tho, feels like I always will, I'll always want the best for you.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 2, 2021, 8:35 pm UTC
i really wish u knew me. i want to break down everytime someone metions you bc i love u and you have no clue.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 2, 2021, 6:32 pm UTC
sorry i can't give you what you want. i'm not emotionally available rn, i overthink too much and it's not good for my health.
From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: January 2, 2021, 4:55 am UTC
i have always thought there was a reason we always found our way back to each other, i guess it’s because i’m still not ready to let you go after all this time.
