Unsent messages to V
From: ABC
To: v
Date: January 13, 2021, 4:51 am UTC
Posiblemente se precipitaron las cosas y no sientes lo mismo que yo pero no quiero que se pierda la amistad tu eres muy importante para mi por más que lo intento no respondes esto es un adiós supongo pero gracias por los momentos y llamadas tam felices
From: ABC
To: v
Date: January 11, 2021, 9:52 am UTC
I still have you in the back of my mind and you do come to the surface every now and then, making me hurt, and it is probably my deep desparate attempt to keep you with me since I am forgetting your face and starting to want others.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: January 10, 2021, 10:09 am UTC
we were 8 building forts when they broke you said we could build them back up I wish our friendship was the same some things are unfixable
From: ABC
To: v
Date: January 10, 2021, 1:47 am UTC
I adore you, I love you, and I always will. I'd do anything to make this work. I've never known a love like this before, and I know you feel it too. Just let the walls cave in, my love. We can do this. You know we're different. I love you.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: January 10, 2021, 12:40 am UTC
You were such a piece of shit and I don't think you'll ever understand that. It makes me angry knowing how comfortable I was with you and knowing that you've probably told other people stuff about me. You handled everything so horribly, and I am to blame too for being confusing but you knew what I was going through and you just made my life so much worse. Stop telling people that you think we're gonna be together again.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: January 10, 2021, 12:01 am UTC
you never knew i loved you. or maybe you just pretended not to know. we drifted apart but this year you started texting me again because you were bored. i feel used. please do better.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: January 9, 2021, 9:17 pm UTC
I hate how no matter how much I prove myself to you it will never be good enough. Im tired of being the girl that is your stepping stone to someone else, I want to be your final goal ...
From: ABC
To: v
Date: January 9, 2021, 8:06 pm UTC
You deserve so much better. I hope your future turns out better than your past.
And if it doesn't, I'm so so sorry...
I know you're constantly waiting for something good to happen.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: January 8, 2021, 5:40 am UTC
I really shouldn’t like you the way I do, but I love you. Sometimes I think I’m just lonely, and I confuse friendship for love, but my heart aches for you. I constantly think about the first time I saw you, and how I should have asked for your number, maybe then we’d be together, in some alternate universe. I love you, but I should move on.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: January 6, 2021, 8:23 pm UTC
Thank you for the feelings you made me feel for you, they were the best feelings I've ever felt in a while or even ever. Now I've moved on. :)
From: ABC
To: v
Date: January 4, 2021, 5:37 am UTC
Te amo.. No un te amo sin pensarlo, no uno ficticio.. Si no un te amo.. Desde dentro de mi corazón.. Lo siento por ser cobarde, pero deseo enormemente que me ames por lo que soy.. No quiero meterte ideas a la cabeza.. Me he dado cuenta que si no me amas ahora después de todo este tiempo.. No eres la persona que está destinada para ser mi pareja.. Pero eso no quita que te siga amando..
From: ABC
To: v
Date: January 3, 2021, 12:50 pm UTC
i wanna thank u for everything. we went through a lot together, we did. and i don’t know how to repay u. u mean absolutely everything to me. i love you. and, i miss you.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: January 3, 2021, 5:18 am UTC
dear v,
i know we will end up together at some point. sometimes the timing isn’t always right. right person wrong time V. i cant wait to see u again
From: ABC
To: v
Date: December 29, 2020, 4:30 am UTC
i wish i didnt miss you but i do. you're no good for me. yet i crave our calls and when we actually talked.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: December 21, 2020, 3:04 pm UTC
i couldn't type you're whole name because i was worried you would see it. do you remember when i confessed to you in middle school and you told me you didn't feel the same? for years i could never get over that, not because of my own ego, but because i honestly thought that you liked me back. i think that we may be meant for each other, that we are in each other's lives for a reason. when something happens in my life you are one of the people i want to tell, but i don't think we are that close. i want to hear stuff that goes on in your life, listen to your music, pet your dog! i don't think i've ever wanted to spend time with a guy as much as i want to spend time with you. what do you think? i want to know. i know you still don't feel the same way and i will still be content just being your friend. are we even friends though? i think we still are, so much has changed. please text me.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: December 20, 2020, 5:02 am UTC
I still wonder why you never gave me another chance. I think we would’ve brightened the world together.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: December 14, 2020, 7:59 pm UTC
I wish you'd call me to say it actually meant something to you. cus I'm starting to doubt it all and It hurts so so bad
From: ABC
To: v
Date: December 14, 2020, 2:01 pm UTC
i know youre still mine but im so scared youll leave again. i just wish it was the same again but it isnt and i cant tell you. but i love you.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: December 12, 2020, 10:02 pm UTC
it breaks my heart to see u move on after telling me that there is nobody better than me... i knew that u will find better, i just hoped that i was enough
From: ABC
To: v
Date: December 12, 2020, 8:29 pm UTC
I hope you never start giving a fuck about other peoples opinions. I love and miss you so much. please take care of yourself. i love u so much
From: ABC
To: v
Date: December 11, 2020, 4:35 am UTC
I wish I could have told you that I like you, but it just seems awkward and nerve wrecking. Maybe one day I will have the courage to tell you.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: December 9, 2020, 4:47 am UTC
First things first, if you manage to find it, please don’t read it. I mean you can if you want but you might not want to. You’re the first person that made me feel truly happy, that sounds incredibly cheesy, but you mean a lot to me, and idk what I would do if you weren’t in my life anymore. You essentially live rent free in my mind, but not in the love kinda way, just as a friend. If you never came into my life, I don’t know where I’d be or what I’d be doing, all I know is that my life would be worse. I would do anything to go back to the days of 8th grade, not because we liked each other, but because of how happy we were to be around each other. We’re still happy to be around each other now, but back then just felt different. For what happened to our friendship over summer, i feel like a complete jerk for letting that happen to us, we so easily could’ve lost an amazing friendship, and I’m incredibly thankful we didn’t. Maybe that time away was a good thing? Idk, there’s a lot to think about for it. When we did like each other, we were super awkward around each other, but it was kinda cute. I’m glad we’re as close as we are now, and maybe sometime in the future we may end up liking each other again and try out dating. That’s a very bold statement, but who knows it could possibly work out. Now here’s the part you might not like reading, to be completely honest with you, I liked you around 3-4 weeks ago, and all I would ever think of is being your boyfriend, only putting this in here now because for some reason I kinda lost those feelings, and I came to the appreciation of our relationship as friends. Getting bored of a relationship hopefully doesn’t run in the family. Jk y’all I would feel so bad if that happened, I wouldn’t let it happen. I wish we were able to hang out outside of school, but strict parents restrict me from that, thanks mom. Anyways, I hope you never find this , it’s kinda embarrassing and cheesy. But just know, I love you as a friend and you’re one of the best people to ever come into my life. Thank you.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: December 8, 2020, 8:52 am UTC
i never forgave myself and never will. i still think about you and the damage ive done. i wish i could explain but it wouldnt matter and it shouldnt. i know the best way for you to have the best life possible is to have one without me in it. im sorry i couldnt break the cycle. im sorry it took so much time apart to realize how much you meant and still do.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: December 8, 2020, 1:46 am UTC
i cant even begin to describe how much it pains me every day to know that i messed things up between us. i feel like ive lost one of the best people ill ever meet. ill never forget the day we bumped into each other, about a month and a half after i forgot to get your number at the beach. ill never forget our first kiss. im sorry vanessa, im trying my hardest to be better, but i dont expect you to accept me, or try any harder than you already did. i guess this was how things were meant to be; i was supposed to learn how it feels to lose someone that loved you more than they loved themselves. if you ever see this, contact me; i miss your voice even though i hear it every day.
in the next life,
r
From: ABC
To: v
Date: December 7, 2020, 8:38 pm UTC
M’envaig perquè no em vas donar una altra opció, perquè vull recuperar-me... Però sense abans dirte que sí, que vaig cometre molts errors i que vaig actuar moltes vegades pensant només en mi mateixa; però per sobre de tot això et vaig estimar com mai ho havia fet. Però com sempre t’he dit, la connexió entre dues persones mai es pot esborrar, tot i que ja no hi hagi res entre aquestes persones.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: December 7, 2020, 5:18 am UTC
Hey there! you've been doing so well lately, and i'm very proud of you. I know you're scared of the future but you will be fine. You will always bounce back from whatever happens to you. One day I hope you find this and laugh at this message. By then you'll be a multi millionaire maybe even a billionaire. Don't ever settle for less like you did with K. Do not let yourself get in that position again. You got this mama.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: December 6, 2020, 9:49 pm UTC
I felt like we could be great, then you came out as gay, and I couldn't be mad at you, but I don't know how to delete these feelings and it makes me sad
From: ABC
To: v
Date: December 6, 2020, 4:45 am UTC
ur apologies dont mean anything to me now. ur 'I love you' messages dont mean anything to me now. im sick of all ur lies and the pain you've caused. the time and effort I spent on you all for it to be wasted by ur lack of loyalty. I hope you understand that you dont mean anything to me now. and you never will.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: December 4, 2020, 12:49 am UTC
when i lost you i lost my bestfriend my soulmate my ride or die i wish you will come back even if you were toxic
From: ABC
To: v
Date: December 3, 2020, 6:58 am UTC
No te dije muchas cosas por miedo a que me dejaras de querer, me duele mucho ser siempre insuficiente para ti y para todos. Pero te agradezco porque hasta en mis dias mas tristes sabias sacarme una verdadera sonrisa. Algo que ya no sabia que tenia. Lamento nunca poder decirtelo nunca sere tan fuerte
From: ABC
To: v
Date: December 1, 2020, 5:28 pm UTC
Why are you still lying to me even though i’ve confronted you about it a million times. You know that you’re hurting me
From: ABC
To: v
Date: December 1, 2020, 4:12 pm UTC
Everytime I think about you- and I think about you often- there's a sad memory to go with almost every happy one. It reminds me of how much I loved and hated you all in one swing. You're right... nothing kills slower then letting go, but maybe in another lifetime you can get your shit together. I wish you nothing but the best...
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 30, 2020, 10:40 am UTC
I really missed you when you went to the USA because I thought we could be something else that year of high school
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 26, 2020, 3:44 am UTC
Perdóname por no darme cuenta antes, espero que logres superar todo eso que tienes dentro de tu cabeza. También espero que nos volvamos a encontrar sanos y felices.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 25, 2020, 8:43 am UTC
i miss the way you lied to me. it made me feel like i had to stay around even if we weren’t meant to be. i loved the way i couldn’t completely forget you because you reminded me everyday we needed to be together to be happy. and now that you’re gone i realize you only wanted me until you could be happy on your own
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 25, 2020, 3:54 am UTC
you took all the love i used to have in my heart.
now i feel nothing. sometimes when im luck i feel pain
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 25, 2020, 1:21 am UTC
no entiendo por que me dijiste que me querias si no era asi y me ibas a terminar rechazando y mas encima mintiendome de esa forma:(
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 24, 2020, 9:35 pm UTC
estas segura?
igual no interesa la respuesta; no importa cuando si me buscas voy a estar para vos...
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 23, 2020, 7:59 pm UTC
i don't know at what point is our relationship because it seems that you don't care about me anymore...but I just wanted to tell you that you made me fall for you and I did and even if you don't love me anymore, I will always be there for you and love you....
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 23, 2020, 4:57 am UTC
I wish I never met you. I wish I never walked through those halls. I wish a lot of things but one thing I didn’t wish for was u leaving me
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 22, 2020, 10:19 pm UTC
now he has her, not me. it hurts. it hurts so much that after so many years I can't pull myself together. i’m over.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 22, 2020, 4:25 pm UTC
I have known you for so long. We drifted apart and it feels like my fault. I see you smiling while I am crying and my heart breaks. And what made me feel so much pain, was realizing that I still loved you.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 21, 2020, 10:31 pm UTC
I just wish for once you were happy with yourself and stopped caring what people have to say about you
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 21, 2020, 1:59 pm UTC
our story starts of at the start of this year, we started liking eachother in math bc we had to sit next to eachother, we were constantly mean to eachother. my friend thought you were a doosh, i got mad. we got seperated in math cause i needed glasses but i missed you, i miss the awkward tention lmao. then we went on with our lives, we became close cause we hungout afterschool but you were dating maddy and i was with huddy. then i told you i was moving schools, you told me you liked me and an instant rush of love for you just came out, but nothing happened. i left school you liked other people, we moved on. i was sad, i moved back to see you and you liked me again but my love for you dissapeared, it became awkward but i think we moved on. i still want you to be in my life, at one point i thought we were solemates. l+v 4ever. even if we stay friends, live you always
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 21, 2020, 10:53 am UTC
Hey , I just wanted to tell you that yes, I still like you after 2 years but i didnt want to tell you bc they'll make fun of me again and yeah i wanted you to tell me but yourself.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 21, 2020, 5:53 am UTC
Even though your love hurt like shit u were the one I could only feel that way, was hard to get through it, I must confess I think of u sometimes, I think love has its different forms u know but I wish you realize what u have lost. I don't need your company but I must confess I miss it sometimes
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 20, 2020, 7:11 pm UTC
Prosla je godina otprilike. Ne znam zasto ali mi stalno uskaces u glavu i ne mogu te izbaciti iz nje. Izgubili smo kontakt.. kako mrzim gubiti kontakt sa ljudima. Sjecam se kad smo se igrali sa mojim malim rodjakom policajaca i svega drugog. Kad odem kod tetke idalje se nadam da cu te kojim slucajem sresti.. pridji mi nekad jer zaista nedostajes
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 20, 2020, 4:32 pm UTC
Hey
Despite how it ended and how much you prolly hate me, i'm still hopping i get a text from you whenever i check my phone
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 20, 2020, 10:36 am UTC
i still love you no matter what and i know that deep down we'll meet again. hope life is treating you well.
i miss you
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 19, 2020, 5:05 pm UTC
i really really cannot explain how much i love you, and i hope you know how happy you make me. i love you so so so much, thank u.
