Unsent Messages

i couldn't type you're whole name because i was worried you would see it. do you remember when i confessed to you in middle school and you told me you didn't feel the same? for years i could never get over that, not because of my own ego, but because i honestly thought that you liked me back. i think that we may be meant for each other, that we are in each other's lives for a reason. when something happens in my life you are one of the people i want to tell, but i don't think we are that close. i want to hear stuff that goes on in your life, listen to your music, pet your dog! i don't think i've ever wanted to spend time with a guy as much as i want to spend time with you. what do you think? i want to know. i know you still don't feel the same way and i will still be content just being your friend. are we even friends though? i think we still are, so much has changed. please text me.