From: ABC
To: v
Date: December 9, 2020, 4:47 am
First things first, if you manage to find it, please don’t read it. I mean you can if you want but you might not want to. You’re the first person that made me feel truly happy, that sounds incredibly cheesy, but you mean a lot to me, and idk what I would do if you weren’t in my life anymore. You essentially live rent free in my mind, but not in the love kinda way, just as a friend. If you never came into my life, I don’t know where I’d be or what I’d be doing, all I know is that my life would be worse. I would do anything to go back to the days of 8th grade, not because we liked each other, but because of how happy we were to be around each other. We’re still happy to be around each other now, but back then just felt different. For what happened to our friendship over summer, i feel like a complete jerk for letting that happen to us, we so easily could’ve lost an amazing friendship, and I’m incredibly thankful we didn’t. Maybe that time away was a good thing? Idk, there’s a lot to think about for it. When we did like each other, we were super awkward around each other, but it was kinda cute. I’m glad we’re as close as we are now, and maybe sometime in the future we may end up liking each other again and try out dating. That’s a very bold statement, but who knows it could possibly work out. Now here’s the part you might not like reading, to be completely honest with you, I liked you around 3-4 weeks ago, and all I would ever think of is being your boyfriend, only putting this in here now because for some reason I kinda lost those feelings, and I came to the appreciation of our relationship as friends. Getting bored of a relationship hopefully doesn’t run in the family. Jk y’all I would feel so bad if that happened, I wouldn’t let it happen. I wish we were able to hang out outside of school, but strict parents restrict me from that, thanks mom. Anyways, I hope you never find this , it’s kinda embarrassing and cheesy. But just know, I love you as a friend and you’re one of the best people to ever come into my life. Thank you.
