Unsent messages to V
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 19, 2020, 4:01 pm UTC
while she passes, you see her, I would like to tell you how much I like you but I don't have the courage.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 18, 2020, 11:19 pm UTC
I don't know why you are still in my mind get out already. I miss seeing your name pop up on my screen and I miss what I thought we had going for us. I would do anything and everything for you which is the exact reason it's best for me to stay away from you. I need to be selfish and protect my feelings and my heart. You sent me a message on Friday morning. At first I didn't think anything of it. Everytime I open my messages I see it. I want to respond but I know I shouldn't. It's been 13 months, 59 weeks, 414 days, 9,911 hours,
594,673 minutes, and
35,680,428 seconds without you. I miss you but I need to do whats best for me.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 18, 2020, 6:06 pm UTC
Why. You said it wouldnt be her but it is. now i feel like i gotta change to be like her because its not me. thanks a lot.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 18, 2020, 5:04 pm UTC
i’m sorry. i miss you. i cannot believe i am this young and in love with you. idk why but i would do anything to get u back
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 18, 2020, 3:59 pm UTC
in hindsight it would probably not worked out, but thats ok. I enjoyed every second of what we shared if only for the briefest moment
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 18, 2020, 3:01 pm UTC
i hate you . I hate you so much. You broke my poor innocent heart when i was just a teen . You hurt me. I miss you , We were good friends until you decided to play with my feelings and manipulate me . I hate you so much. You promised me that you were gonna be there for me through my darkest times. You promised me that I was gonna be okay . You said we were gonna have children and get married . You never kept your promises , and i hate you for that. I introduced you to my family and I showed you that love can be anywhere but you made me overthink that . You broke up with me for the stupidest things ever. I hate u.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 18, 2020, 1:27 pm UTC
i remember when we were kids and in our little “rule book of friends” one rule was to never date....i kind wish we did before we broke to rule to not be friends anymore.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 18, 2020, 12:58 pm UTC
I don't know if you ever liked me, or you told me what you thought I wanted to hear. Yet after 1yr, I think I love you. I need to let go of you, but I feel like there is something there but I can't just wait for you my entire life.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 18, 2020, 8:50 am UTC
I wish you called eme back to fix things but I know that at the end of the day leaving you was the best for me. Even though we are so bad for each other I would still take you back any day.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 18, 2020, 6:49 am UTC
i never understood what it meant when someone said “that person is my home” until i met you. when i think of home i think of you. you were my safe space
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 18, 2020, 5:53 am UTC
GOD you've changed SO much and idek what to think anymore. and its like one day I feel like I'm ur number one bsf but the next day I'm ignored and I feel hated I'm trying my best and I don't wanna loose u cause ur the only one I have and I love u and I'm sry if I'm a bad friend dude.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 18, 2020, 5:00 am UTC
I miss you lol, I wish you hurt the way I did, I wish you cared as much as you did for her, I wish I was your first love the way you were mine
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 18, 2020, 2:37 am UTC
i'm not in love with you anymore, but i wish i could move on and be with someone. and your cousin assulted me :/
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 18, 2020, 1:19 am UTC
Hey I hope you're doing alright. I miss you and sometimes I wish we never lost touch, but I know it was for the best. I wish you would have told me that you've fallen in love with someone else before I started having feelings for you. Now our fake memories are stuck in my head and can't ever forget about them no matter how hard I try. Anyways, enjoy your life and wish me luck on getting you out of my head.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 17, 2020, 11:00 pm UTC
You aren’t my first love & idk if we will ever be a thing but you make me feel things that no one else could ever do I hope you know that .
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 17, 2020, 9:09 pm UTC
You were right, it's been 2 years now but you re still haunting me in my dreams
I miss you so much yet you probably don't even remember me
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 17, 2020, 9:09 pm UTC
i still love you even tho your with her it hurts to see you guys together cause i’ve loved you the longest.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 16, 2020, 9:42 pm UTC
im sorry but i think we both knew we were too strong willed to be friends for long. i don’t regret our friendship.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 16, 2020, 4:28 am UTC
they say if u love someone set them free and if they love u they’ll come back. i thought u would realize u loved me. i’m stupid.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 16, 2020, 4:25 am UTC
u stopped loving me and starting hurting me so i left. i thought u would realize and come back. im realizing now i was wrong.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 15, 2020, 11:30 pm UTC
I hoped for an "us". I've always thought I'd end up with you. But turns out, I ended up alone and by myself
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 15, 2020, 3:37 pm UTC
it´s been almost a year since i left, but sometimes i still instinctively want to text you about the small good things that are happening to me rn. I know you never really cared about them or me in general, but maybe one day soemoen else will love to hear about these kind of things.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 14, 2020, 3:48 pm UTC
I miss you more everyday. it’s been 8 months and i should be over you but i’m not. you’ll never see this and i know that. but on the off chance you do, please call me, text me, something
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 13, 2020, 7:09 am UTC
Will my heart ever stop hurting? Will I ever be happy? Will I ever know peace? Will this depression ever leave me alone?
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 12, 2020, 12:16 am UTC
i wish i knew the exact moment you stopped loving me so i could never do it again. i wonder if she ever does those things.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 10, 2020, 7:44 pm UTC
you need to stop popping up in my thoughts. you make me sad, so tired. how do i get rid of your ghost?
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 10, 2020, 7:36 pm UTC
i finally deleted all the photos i had of you in my phone. i still can't delete you from my head, though.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 10, 2020, 7:33 pm UTC
all those times my messages were left on delivered, was that on purpose? or was i just seeing things?
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 9, 2020, 3:09 pm UTC
I tried everything and you still shot me in the back and left and it hurts so bad. I fucking hate you so much, talking shit and lying to my face. I don't know how you function with no guilt.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 9, 2020, 4:49 am UTC
we are young and im not sure if i love you or the idea of you. but the way your eyes shine when you talk and the way your smile makes me smile is something special i think.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 6, 2020, 7:14 pm UTC
i wanted to be your world once, and i thought that i would never stop wanting it. now i look at u and wonder how i could ever have thought i loved u.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 6, 2020, 7:57 am UTC
Y aunque el amor venĂa sĂłlo de mi parte, en serio me hubiera gustado pasar más tiempo con vos. Te deseo lo mejor aunque me destruiste y espero que encuentres alguien que te haga sonreĂr porque tenes una sonrisa hermosa que no me gustarĂa que desapareciera. Hasta nunca
From: ABC
To: v
Date: November 6, 2020, 5:58 am UTC
i wanted to be your world at one point, and i thought that i would never stop wanting it. now i look at u and wonder how i could ever have thought i loved you.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: October 30, 2020, 7:11 am UTC
It saddened me that you didn't think of me when you didn't wait for me even though you knew I wanted to
From: ABC
To: v
Date: October 30, 2020, 6:48 am UTC
I stare at the plastic stars on my ceiling and wonder what it would be like to go to the moon with you.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: October 24, 2020, 7:53 am UTC
I don’t know why you wanted to be friends again, and I didn’t know how to stop it happening. I still don’t like you. This was selfish of me. I’m sorry. Don’t be friends with people when they have shown already they don’t care for your company. For your own good.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: October 23, 2020, 12:47 pm UTC
I will always be by your side.I’ll show that the true connection between people is a real thing.Love u
From: ABC
To: v
Date: October 22, 2020, 5:53 am UTC
fuck u. ur not the shit. be honored you’re the only guy i’ve cried over, guess what you’re not even worth it
From: ABC
To: v
Date: October 21, 2020, 8:07 pm UTC
Yeah...I still love and miss you. But I really hope you're finding happiness and success in life.Maybe one day we'll meet again
From: ABC
To: v
Date: October 21, 2020, 2:55 pm UTC
hey, i know youre not my first. But you were the first one that taught me love. i miss you so much. i wish i appreciated you more back then. Remember, i will always and forever love you.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: October 20, 2020, 5:51 pm UTC
it’s been more than an year and the only thing that hasn’t changed is my love for you. please love me back.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: October 19, 2020, 11:47 pm UTC
We should probably stop hooking up. It’s bad for my mental health. It’s my one connection to you though.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: October 19, 2020, 3:41 pm UTC
You´re name always will be in my heart and mind, i´ll never forget you and I will never forgive myself for not talking to you
From: ABC
To: v
Date: October 17, 2020, 1:50 am UTC
I know i deserve better but i can’t lose you. I hope I never talk to you, my life would be so much better and happier..
From: ABC
To: v
Date: October 16, 2020, 10:49 pm UTC
Hey! I don’t really know how you’re doing but thank you for teaching me soo much. I’m always gonna love you
From: ABC
To: v
Date: October 14, 2020, 3:25 am UTC
i wish you could see how comfortable you made me feel and how incomparable it is in my life now, nothing seems right.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: October 12, 2020, 5:48 pm UTC
a pesar de todo lo que sufrà por ti, seguà contigo y nunca valoraste eso. ojalá que nadie como yo, tenga que estar con alguien como tú.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: October 12, 2020, 6:50 am UTC
i saw your submission. well it could have been yours. either way, i'm not coming back. i've become myself without u
From: ABC
To: v
Date: October 12, 2020, 12:51 am UTC
sometimes i think i might just stop texting u cause it will hurt too much when u will leave me, but i know that even stop texting u will hurt me. i think u broke me V
From: ABC
To: v
Date: October 11, 2020, 10:34 am UTC
sometimes i cry because nothing will ever be as simple and pure and beautiful as it was the day we met
