Unsent messages to V
From: ABC
To: v
Date: October 8, 2020, 12:24 am UTC
I don't know why every time you see me you look at me in that way even though it's been years. I like to think that you now admire me and think that I'm a young beautiful woman.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: October 7, 2020, 2:52 pm UTC
I know I can't tell you how much I love you because everyone loves you. You would never love me back because I'm out of your league. But thank you for being my best friend.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: October 6, 2020, 2:55 am UTC
i’ll always love you. i’m with someone new now, but i hope one day we will be friends again, and i can tell you that i will always love you.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: October 2, 2020, 9:44 am UTC
I’d like you to know that I’m not upset on you for what u did, I moved on.I wish u the best and I will always remember u , my first love....
From: ABC
To: v
Date: October 2, 2020, 1:49 am UTC
you know the first day we started dating i said to myself “i hope he doesn’t break my heart.” i always trusted my gut n my gut was telling me that you would never hurt me. but i learned that, that wasn’t true. sometimes when i think about you i try n convince myself that i don’t miss you but clearly i’m lying to myself. there was always these two things that you would do that made my heart flutter. you would always wrap your arms around me n you would send me the dumbest yet cutest good morning texts. when i really think about you n us i know we could’ve of gone longer. i used to wake up n be happy to be alive n be happy that ik you would text me but now i wake up every morning disappointed that i don’t have you. i’ve always been one to not be okay but when you left i was so much worse. you told me that you would never leave me for her but look where we are now. i guess i was never able to compete she was prettier n smarter n had bigger boobs. but it really isn’t about that it’s about how you get about her since day 1. she was your first choice n i was just backup ig. you guys had a better connection i guess. i won’t argue bc i always told you, “do what makes you happy” she made you happy. i’m hoping. i love you.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: October 1, 2020, 10:42 am UTC
i’ll never forget the way it felt when you touched me. i had never felt so happy in my life than when i was with you. Happy tears.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: September 30, 2020, 1:54 am UTC
i’ll always love you. we’re young but i wanted to be with you forever but then u left. you keep coming back when i’m doing better just please stay for once.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: September 29, 2020, 8:29 pm UTC
you put me at my lowest point. i walked away from you knowing i still love you. i fell in love with the image i created in my head:/
From: ABC
To: v
Date: September 29, 2020, 6:20 pm UTC
it feels like so long ago you were holding me i. your arms. you know i never realized i could love someone so much. until i met you. you made me feel like i was on cloud 9. let me tell you it pains me to think of you as just a friend. but you are because i need you in my life n if you aren’t i don’t know what i would do. you were always the person i went to n when i think about it i cant do that anymore. i want you to be mine. i want you to want me. i don’t wanna be stuck on you.lol but look where we are. i struggle constantly knowing me and you aren’t together but i guess what happens, happens right ?that’s what they say at least. i think we we’re meant for each other but i’m trying over here.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: September 27, 2020, 1:20 pm UTC
Even tho it’s been a while, I still wish I would’ve rested my head on your chest while we danced that one time
From: ABC
To: v
Date: September 26, 2020, 4:11 pm UTC
since you told me you loved me it doesn't mean anything coming from someone else. i love you but i'm broken and i don't want to break you too
From: ABC
To: v
Date: September 25, 2020, 3:48 am UTC
i wasn’t kidding when i said i’ll see you when you’re 30. it wouldn’t make sense any other way. i miss you.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: September 22, 2020, 7:35 pm UTC
perhaps the pain i went through wasn't entirely your fault, but it was 1000x worse because you weren't there to go through it with me
From: ABC
To: v
Date: September 19, 2020, 9:04 pm UTC
You knew I liked you and pretended you didn't know. We slept cuddled at that party and I woke up to you kissing her. I never loved you, but you still messed me up. I hate you from the bottom of my heart
From: ABC
To: v
Date: September 18, 2020, 1:16 pm UTC
I miss you so much I miss your texts and seeing your name come up on my phone. I wish you would talk to me again
From: ABC
To: v
Date: September 14, 2020, 2:35 am UTC
we both liked each other so much. too bad neither of us said it. i still think about you every single day.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: September 13, 2020, 9:20 pm UTC
We don't talk anymore but I meant it when I said that I hope you find happiness, that's all I've ever wanted for you.
From: ABC
To: v
Date: September 12, 2020, 9:00 am UTC
i don't know why when you come up in my notifications it still makes me feel that way. im supposed to hate you
From: ABC
To: v
Date: September 12, 2020, 8:56 am UTC
im sorry, i still dont know my emotions and i can't tell if i loved you but jesus i miss you sometimes
From: ABC
To: v
Date: September 11, 2020, 11:01 am UTC
I stopped writing the letters. I mean whats the point of it i was never gonna send them anyway and i am so lonely now
From: ABC
To: v
Date: September 11, 2020, 12:22 am UTC
i hate not getting along with you, ik you hate me but i love you so much baby. you mean everything to me
