it always hurt to see you texting other people when we were in my car. it made me feel like i was just your driver.

i loved you with all my fucking heart ur legit an f boy like 4 real i wanted to eat noodles at 4 am w u but no u didnt care about me ever

I still think about you. I’d like to know you’re safe. We were best friends for so long.. despite what happened. I miss you.. but I don’t.. it’s weird. I wish you’re ego wasn’t so large, maybe you’d accept the fact that I’ve grown

I’ll never forget the night you cried in my lap about your mom. That’s a moment that really stuck with me. I think about it a lot and I hate it

I miss the you I met last year, even though you fucked me in the head, I still miss everything and I would do it all again.

why did you have to be so perfect and then just run away. you still remain the only person to ever truly understand and want me exactly how i am. you complimented almost every aspect of myself and you made me feel like i was on top of the world. i want you back so so bad but i don't even know if you think about me anymore. I honestly just hope you're happy and that you're doing ok. I want to kiss you again so bad it hurts. I love you

Stop thinking you’re ugly just because you don’t look like the girls on tik tok
you’re literally fucking gorgeous and you need to believe that

i love you more than words could ever describe. i know you’ll never see this, but i mean it more and more everyday.

I'm pretty sure ill never be over you and what we had. Of course, we have moved on, but idk I dreamt of you last night. I miss you...

It hurts me how fast you moved on and stop caring, but, you’re a good person and I wish you the world

Why choose her, i know i’m the one you’re supposed to be with. We could be amazing but my heart is now broke that you didn’t see that.

I wish I could erase the thought of your touch, but that is something I will forever be haunted with. I wish you knew how traumatized I am.

i feel petty that i'm happy that it ended. but i just think it's funny that you repeated the same patterns with her that you did with me. you called me immature and dramatic yet you're the one that's barely grown in between you're relationships. i know i am shitting on you but you could be a good guy you know, i've seen it in you. you just have some maturing to do. anyway i don't think i love you anymore. not even one bit, it's kinda liberating.

i know you hate me jude and im okay with that, because i hate you too. you made it out like EVERYTHING was my fault and yeah i fucked up but you weren’t perfect either ??

Fuck you and ur big head and your big fucking ego
Fuck you
I cared so much Why the fuck would u do that to me
I hope u always fucking think about it
i love u

idk what ran through my head to message u, but i’m glad i did it. a month without talking to you felt like a lifetime. i don’t want a life without you, now that i know what it’s like. and i hope you feel the same way. just stop blocking me cause you’re scared. i won’t leave you again. never again. i love you.
yours truly,
el

I'm so sorry I broke your heart. I wish i could tell you how guilty I feel about that, I just didn't feel the same way you did

I NEVER KNOW IF WHAT WE HAD WAS TRULY LOVE OR IF WE WERE JUST NAIVE BUT I STILL CONSTANTLY THINK OF YOU AND HOPE ONE DAY I CAN MOVE PAST WHATEVER IT WAS WE HAD

i wish things were different. i wish i didn’t care so much about others opinions. i wish you weren’t such an idiot. i wish i didn’t still love you. but i do. u treated me so well but still hurt me so much. if i had known the last time
we kissed would be our last i would’ve cherished it so much more. i’m sorry for leaving, but i think it was for the better..

You hurt me. Bad. You ruined my life for a good period of time. But i’ve moved one and I hope you have too.

Hey lol, been a while hasn’t it :) I wish you would’ve knew that I liked you when I first saw you I fell in love But, you chose linh like the other dudes..

i wanted you to be the one. i hoped you were the one. i told my siblings about you, they wanted to meet you. i loved you.

even tho things ended between us istg you’ll always be a soft spot and i’ll always be here for u no matter what, no one is ever gonna replace you because you’ll always be the most special person and you’ll always have my heart and the things you’ve done for me i couldn’t thank you enough you seriously made me the best version of me and you make me the happiest i hope to always be a part of your life and i hope to stay very close to you because i never want to lose you and that whenever we have the chance to try and have smth again. i love u forever

even tho things ended between us istg you’ll always be a soft spot and i’ll always be here for u no matter what, no one is ever gonna replace you because you’ll always be the most special person and you’ll always have my heart and the things you’ve done for me i couldn’t thank you enough you seriously made me the best version of me and you make me the happiest i hope to always be a part of your life and i hope to stay very close to you because i never want to lose you and that whenever we have the chance to try and have smth again. i love u forever

even tho things ended between us istg you’ll always be a soft spot and i’ll always be here for u no matter what, no one is ever gonna replace you because you’ll always be the most special person and you’ll always have my heart and the things you’ve done for me i couldn’t thank you enough you seriously made me the best version of me and you make me the happiest i hope to always be a part of your life and i hope to stay very close to you because i never want to lose you and that whenever we have the chance to try and have smth again. i love u forever

I loved you but you gave up on me... its been 2 years and I still think about the pain you put me through

god we met so long ago but u have turned into such a bitch. u act like my friendship means absolutely nothing to u and always talk ab how no on talks to u when i literally talk to u EVERY SINGLE DAY. it's so fucking draining omg

one day i’ll wake up and not love you anymore but today isn’t that day.. so i’ll keep listening to our songs, listening to the voicemails you left me, and rereading our old texts. thinking about happier times. one day i’ll love someone else.

i said i don’t want a life without you now tht i know what it feels like to not have you in it, but you left again. but maybe it’s for the better. all we did was hurt each other. i wish you the best, until we meet again.
yours truly,
el

i really hope you weren’t lying to me all this time because i think you’re the only person i’ve never lied to

i’m sorry for what i did but you know you were a dick too, we were toxic for eachother. but something about you has never let me go. i wish you nothing but the best though and want you to be happy even if it’s not with me. love you wanker x

maybe you made me a little less fucked up, i’d like to think we both helped each other. i wish our timing was better. i love you

You don’t even think about me but you’re constantly on my mind. Did I really
Mean that little to you? Was everything you said a lie? Was it really my fault? I just want you to come back, please.

I wish everything could go back to the way it was at the beginning, now you just act as if im a burden and I hate you for that. you made me loose my spark, so this is me letting go.

I am deeply in love with ever detail of you. You proved to me that love is real. Always & Forever baby

i think i really do like you. i hate the fact that i smile every time i get a notif from you. i told myself that I would focus on myself again, but you say everything so perfectly. you're so goddamn sweet and I fucking hate myself for believing that you might actually like me. maybe it's my other issues, but idk. maybe I'm just scared that I'm gonna hurt myself, or worse you. ik we disagree on a lot of things, but part of me thinks we could really work if we tried. but idk if you're even still interested.

you are my first love, the most important boy to me, some of the things you’ve said to me hurt a bit, we haven’t spoke or maybe we have once, i love your voice, your laugh i love your everything, i love you, i’m not going to sit in my room crying because you don’t love me, but i’m also not going to make you fall in love with me, it is what it is and as much as i would love for you to be in love with me, your not, and i could change that if i had a little more confidence

Thank you for coming to the birthday party you didn't want to, it meant that we met the loves of our lives

I don't usually let my guard now. But for you, I was willing to let it down. But just like that, you lead me on and ghosted me

I never blocked your number
Sorry I lied

be a better boyfriend and always sit on ur own separate couch.

I miss you so much but that doesnt mean i want you back

i miss you, i hope you're doing well.

we were once childhood friends now were lovers. we are soulmates

my love, im sorry for making things so hard for you. im trying my best to heal. pls bear with me

I hate that you aren’t a part of my life now. I wish we kept in touch.

In this lonely space, your the star that illuminates the vast darkness.

Why will you never fight for us. Call. Knock on my door. Do something.

you make me feel the way the rain does

my soul is always with you <3