Unsent messages to V
From: ABC
To: v
Even tho it’s been a while, I still wish I would’ve rested my head on your chest while we danced that one time
From: ABC
To: v
I don't know why you are still in my mind get out already. I miss seeing your name pop up on my screen and I miss what I thought we had going for us. I would do anything and everything for you which is the exact reason it's best for me to stay away from you. I need to be selfish and protect my feelings and my heart. You sent me a message on Friday morning. At first I didn't think anything of it. Everytime I open my messages I see it. I want to respond but I know I shouldn't. It's been 13 months, 59 weeks, 414 days, 9,911 hours,
594,673 minutes, and
35,680,428 seconds without you. I miss you but I need to do whats best for me.
From: ABC
To: v
estas segura?
igual no interesa la respuesta; no importa cuando si me buscas voy a estar para vos...
From: ABC
To: v
Hey! I don’t really know how you’re doing but thank you for teaching me soo much. I’m always gonna love you
From: ABC
To: v
I know i deserve better but i can’t lose you. I hope I never talk to you, my life would be so much better and happier..
From: ABC
To: v
no entiendo por que me dijiste que me querias si no era asi y me ibas a terminar rechazando y mas encima mintiendome de esa forma:(
From: ABC
To: v
you took all the love i used to have in my heart.
now i feel nothing. sometimes when im luck i feel pain
From: ABC
To: v
M’envaig perquè no em vas donar una altra opció, perquè vull recuperar-me... Però sense abans dirte que sí, que vaig cometre molts errors i que vaig actuar moltes vegades pensant només en mi mateixa; però per sobre de tot això et vaig estimar com mai ho havia fet. Però com sempre t’he dit, la connexió entre dues persones mai es pot esborrar, tot i que ja no hi hagi res entre aquestes persones.
From: ABC
To: v
i wish i didnt miss you but i do. you're no good for me. yet i crave our calls and when we actually talked.
From: ABC
To: v
i miss the way you lied to me. it made me feel like i had to stay around even if we weren’t meant to be. i loved the way i couldn’t completely forget you because you reminded me everyday we needed to be together to be happy. and now that you’re gone i realize you only wanted me until you could be happy on your own
From: ABC
To: v
You´re name always will be in my heart and mind, i´ll never forget you and I will never forgive myself for not talking to you
From: ABC
To: v
We should probably stop hooking up. It’s bad for my mental health. It’s my one connection to you though.
From: ABC
To: v
it feels like so long ago you were holding me i. your arms. you know i never realized i could love someone so much. until i met you. you made me feel like i was on cloud 9. let me tell you it pains me to think of you as just a friend. but you are because i need you in my life n if you aren’t i don’t know what i would do. you were always the person i went to n when i think about it i cant do that anymore. i want you to be mine. i want you to want me. i don’t wanna be stuck on you.lol but look where we are. i struggle constantly knowing me and you aren’t together but i guess what happens, happens right ?that’s what they say at least. i think we we’re meant for each other but i’m trying over here.
From: ABC
To: v
i cant even begin to describe how much it pains me every day to know that i messed things up between us. i feel like ive lost one of the best people ill ever meet. ill never forget the day we bumped into each other, about a month and a half after i forgot to get your number at the beach. ill never forget our first kiss. im sorry vanessa, im trying my hardest to be better, but i dont expect you to accept me, or try any harder than you already did. i guess this was how things were meant to be; i was supposed to learn how it feels to lose someone that loved you more than they loved themselves. if you ever see this, contact me; i miss your voice even though i hear it every day.
in the next life,
r
From: ABC
To: v
Perdóname por no darme cuenta antes, espero que logres superar todo eso que tienes dentro de tu cabeza. También espero que nos volvamos a encontrar sanos y felices.
From: ABC
To: v
you put me at my lowest point. i walked away from you knowing i still love you. i fell in love with the image i created in my head:/
From: ABC
To: v
it’s been more than an year and the only thing that hasn’t changed is my love for you. please love me back.
From: ABC
To: v
i’ll always love you. we’re young but i wanted to be with you forever but then u left. you keep coming back when i’m doing better just please stay for once.
From: ABC
To: v
hey, i know youre not my first. But you were the first one that taught me love. i miss you so much. i wish i appreciated you more back then. Remember, i will always and forever love you.
From: ABC
To: v
Yeah...I still love and miss you. But I really hope you're finding happiness and success in life.Maybe one day we'll meet again
From: ABC
To: v
i never forgave myself and never will. i still think about you and the damage ive done. i wish i could explain but it wouldnt matter and it shouldnt. i know the best way for you to have the best life possible is to have one without me in it. im sorry i couldnt break the cycle. im sorry it took so much time apart to realize how much you meant and still do.
From: ABC
To: v
fuck u. ur not the shit. be honored you’re the only guy i’ve cried over, guess what you’re not even worth it
From: ABC
To: v
I will always be by your side.I’ll show that the true connection between people is a real thing.Love u
From: ABC
To: v
I don’t know why you wanted to be friends again, and I didn’t know how to stop it happening. I still don’t like you. This was selfish of me. I’m sorry. Don’t be friends with people when they have shown already they don’t care for your company. For your own good.
From: ABC
To: v
I really missed you when you went to the USA because I thought we could be something else that year of high school
From: ABC
To: v
Will my heart ever stop hurting? Will I ever be happy? Will I ever know peace? Will this depression ever leave me alone?
From: ABC
To: v
Thank you for the feelings you made me feel for you, they were the best feelings I've ever felt in a while or even ever. Now I've moved on. :)
From: ABC
To: v
First things first, if you manage to find it, please don’t read it. I mean you can if you want but you might not want to. You’re the first person that made me feel truly happy, that sounds incredibly cheesy, but you mean a lot to me, and idk what I would do if you weren’t in my life anymore. You essentially live rent free in my mind, but not in the love kinda way, just as a friend. If you never came into my life, I don’t know where I’d be or what I’d be doing, all I know is that my life would be worse. I would do anything to go back to the days of 8th grade, not because we liked each other, but because of how happy we were to be around each other. We’re still happy to be around each other now, but back then just felt different. For what happened to our friendship over summer, i feel like a complete jerk for letting that happen to us, we so easily could’ve lost an amazing friendship, and I’m incredibly thankful we didn’t. Maybe that time away was a good thing? Idk, there’s a lot to think about for it. When we did like each other, we were super awkward around each other, but it was kinda cute. I’m glad we’re as close as we are now, and maybe sometime in the future we may end up liking each other again and try out dating. That’s a very bold statement, but who knows it could possibly work out. Now here’s the part you might not like reading, to be completely honest with you, I liked you around 3-4 weeks ago, and all I would ever think of is being your boyfriend, only putting this in here now because for some reason I kinda lost those feelings, and I came to the appreciation of our relationship as friends. Getting bored of a relationship hopefully doesn’t run in the family. Jk y’all I would feel so bad if that happened, I wouldn’t let it happen. I wish we were able to hang out outside of school, but strict parents restrict me from that, thanks mom. Anyways, I hope you never find this , it’s kinda embarrassing and cheesy. But just know, I love you as a friend and you’re one of the best people to ever come into my life. Thank you.
From: ABC
To: v
I’m sorry for what I said. It wasn’t what I meant. You said you forgave me, but I know we’ll never go back to normal
From: ABC
To: v
I miss you more everyday. it’s been 8 months and i should be over you but i’m not. you’ll never see this and i know that. but on the off chance you do, please call me, text me, something
From: ABC
To: v
we both liked each other so much. too bad neither of us said it. i still think about you every single day.
From: ABC
To: v
I still wonder why you never gave me another chance. I think we would’ve brightened the world together.
From: ABC
To: v
Everytime I think about you- and I think about you often- there's a sad memory to go with almost every happy one. It reminds me of how much I loved and hated you all in one swing. You're right... nothing kills slower then letting go, but maybe in another lifetime you can get your shit together. I wish you nothing but the best...
From: ABC
To: v
Why are you still lying to me even though i’ve confronted you about it a million times. You know that you’re hurting me
From: ABC
To: v
it´s been almost a year since i left, but sometimes i still instinctively want to text you about the small good things that are happening to me rn. I know you never really cared about them or me in general, but maybe one day soemoen else will love to hear about these kind of things.
From: ABC
To: v
I hoped for an "us". I've always thought I'd end up with you. But turns out, I ended up alone and by myself
From: ABC
To: v
u stopped loving me and starting hurting me so i left. i thought u would realize and come back. im realizing now i was wrong.
From: ABC
To: v
they say if u love someone set them free and if they love u they’ll come back. i thought u would realize u loved me. i’m stupid.
From: ABC
To: v
I stare at the plastic stars on my ceiling and wonder what it would be like to go to the moon with you.
From: ABC
To: v
It saddened me that you didn't think of me when you didn't wait for me even though you knew I wanted to
From: ABC
To: v
i couldn't type you're whole name because i was worried you would see it. do you remember when i confessed to you in middle school and you told me you didn't feel the same? for years i could never get over that, not because of my own ego, but because i honestly thought that you liked me back. i think that we may be meant for each other, that we are in each other's lives for a reason. when something happens in my life you are one of the people i want to tell, but i don't think we are that close. i want to hear stuff that goes on in your life, listen to your music, pet your dog! i don't think i've ever wanted to spend time with a guy as much as i want to spend time with you. what do you think? i want to know. i know you still don't feel the same way and i will still be content just being your friend. are we even friends though? i think we still are, so much has changed. please text me.
From: ABC
To: v
im sorry but i think we both knew we were too strong willed to be friends for long. i don’t regret our friendship.
From: ABC
To: v
I miss our adventures, I miss staring at the stars in the middle of the night with you. You loved me but I missed my chance. I know that now
From: ABC
To: v
I really shouldn’t like you the way I do, but I love you. Sometimes I think I’m just lonely, and I confuse friendship for love, but my heart aches for you. I constantly think about the first time I saw you, and how I should have asked for your number, maybe then we’d be together, in some alternate universe. I love you, but I should move on.
From: ABC
To: v
I wish I could have told you that I like you, but it just seems awkward and nerve wrecking. Maybe one day I will have the courage to tell you.
From: ABC
To: v
i still love you even tho your with her it hurts to see you guys together cause i’ve loved you the longest.
From: ABC
To: v
You were right, it's been 2 years now but you re still haunting me in my dreams
I miss you so much yet you probably don't even remember me
From: ABC
To: v
I miss you so much I miss your texts and seeing your name come up on my phone. I wish you would talk to me again
From: ABC
To: v
You aren’t my first love & idk if we will ever be a thing but you make me feel things that no one else could ever do I hope you know that .
From: ABC
To: v
Hey I hope you're doing alright. I miss you and sometimes I wish we never lost touch, but I know it was for the best. I wish you would have told me that you've fallen in love with someone else before I started having feelings for you. Now our fake memories are stuck in my head and can't ever forget about them no matter how hard I try. Anyways, enjoy your life and wish me luck on getting you out of my head.
