We haven’t known eachother for long but u found me in a dark place and u completely saved me you know my past and u never judged it you never really judged me thank you for seeing me as a main character and seeing me for me I love our nights when we sneak out and the gas station is always interesting I don’t think I’ll ever forget it your a beautiful person through and through your my best friend but part of me wishes it was more but Ik it can’t because u need to graduate and start your life Ik you said there’s room for a goofy sophomore girl with stupid good music but she can’t accept what she doesn’t think she deserves your so genuine that I feel like your too good for me even tho Ik I could give you so much it’s confusing I’ve never felt like this so it’s hard even if I knew u liked me and u wanted something I wouldn’t let it happen bc I’d be scared of loosing you completely part of me hopes you see this but another part wants to bury it rlly deep and not have you know how I rlly feel so that I stay in control I’ve never been attracted to someone that wasn’t toxic and manipulative it feels good but at the same time it feels so wrong and I hate it