Unsent messages to SAMI
From: ABC
To: sami
Date: October 10, 2023, 5:59 am UTC
Think of u still despite our departure from each other & smile painting ur laugh in a distant memory
From: ABC
To: sami
Date: October 7, 2023, 7:22 pm UTC
maybe one day we can pick up where we left off, and do things right this time <3
From: ABC
To: sami
Date: October 5, 2023, 5:21 pm UTC
i can't let you go, i still want it to be you. i love you so much
From: ABC
To: sami
Date: August 28, 2023, 2:42 pm UTC
i’ll always be here with open arms. i miss you stinker
From: ABC
To: sami
Date: August 14, 2023, 6:30 pm UTC
you are my person, forever always and before.
From: ABC
To: sami
Date: August 9, 2023, 5:00 am UTC
You're so hard to reach, I can't make you out anymore.
From: ABC
To: sami
Date: August 3, 2023, 12:51 am UTC
i still think about you all the time. i miss you
From: ABC
To: sami
Date: July 18, 2023, 6:49 pm UTC
when I look into your eyes all I feel is love
From: ABC
To: sami
Date: July 16, 2023, 10:19 pm UTC
ill wait for u, even though I know you moved on.
From: ABC
To: sami
Date: January 11, 2021, 6:57 am UTC
i miss you so much please come back and never leave i just want one more hug for you i always felt safe in your arms
From: ABC
To: sami
Date: January 11, 2021, 6:55 am UTC
you absolutely broke me to pieces you ruined far too many songs for me but at the end of the day you were the only boy i ever truly loved
From: ABC
To: sami
Date: December 29, 2020, 9:19 pm UTC
sami w., just so you know everybody hated you, even those who you called 'friends'
what a loser... grow up a bit how about that? lol fuck you
From: ABC
To: sami
Date: December 28, 2020, 12:07 pm UTC
I dont know if im still in love with you or not. Its not like it matters you never liked me in the first place and you dont talk to me.
From: ABC
To: sami
Date: December 23, 2020, 1:32 pm UTC
You were so nice, I think I really could’ve loved you but you got mean overtime and it broke my heart
From: ABC
To: sami
Date: December 7, 2020, 9:42 pm UTC
I hate you. You lead me on and took advantage bc you knew how much I liked you. I didn’t deserve that.
From: ABC
To: sami
Date: December 1, 2020, 6:12 pm UTC
i want you to be here right now. even though i know what you would say to me. but i want the comfort.
From: ABC
To: sami
Date: November 22, 2020, 9:21 pm UTC
Ours was a strange one, cut short or kinda never there. I think I loved you in a way that was strange to me. I don't know what I would've done if we had been older or the circumstances were different
From: ABC
To: sami
Date: November 11, 2020, 7:36 am UTC
You were my first love and will always be my first love the thing I loved most about you is your furry ears
From: ABC
To: sami
Date: November 11, 2020, 5:52 am UTC
i miss our daily facetimes and your stupid jokes and your fashion shows and singing performances and voice imitations and your smile that could light up any room and your contagious laugh. but most of all i miss you
From: ABC
To: sami
Date: November 10, 2020, 9:23 am UTC
what do i do what do i do what do i do what do i do
what do i do with myself now?
everytime i struggle i just immediately want to go running back into your arms...this is one of those days.
From: ABC
To: sami
Date: November 8, 2020, 8:01 pm UTC
i feel like my heart is being crushed. i didnt know it would still hurt after this long. i cant tell if im hurting from the breakup or from the cheating though. one year ago today was a big day for us...one year ago tomorrow was our first kiss. it hurts. looking at the pictures hurt. i know i shouldnt. i looked at other memories i shouldnt have, things about her, and fuck i cant focus, but i cant afford to not focus right now so i just kinda have to suck it up and try to forget about it. i wonder how youre doing. i cant tell if its comforting or disappointing that i know youll never see any of these
From: ABC
To: sami
Date: November 3, 2020, 11:49 pm UTC
the way i kept going back to you is the same way you kept going back to her, even in and between our relationship. which just makes me the second choice. i was the second love. you get all of my love but i only get whats left after her
From: ABC
To: sami
Date: November 3, 2020, 11:09 pm UTC
today was a horrible horrible day and all i want to do is talk to you about it and get a hug but :( youre gone and youre happy now and we're not together anymore so im just alone here and...i just want my best friend back. i dont want to do this without you. i dont know how to. i dont feel good.
From: ABC
To: sami
Date: November 3, 2020, 11:08 pm UTC
today was a horrible horrible day and all i want to do is talk to you about it and get a hug but :( youre gone and youre happy now and we're not together anymore so im just alone here and...i just want my best friend back. i dont want to do this without you. i dont know how to. i dont feel good.
From: ABC
To: sami
Date: November 1, 2020, 1:35 am UTC
i saw you happy for the first time since it happened and it just...i don't feel good. i feel like i have no motivation to do anything anymore, even before i saw you. i felt like this after we broke up in the summer...and then i went back and i texted you and we got back together. but i know that that's not an option anymore, and i dont feel like i can really go back anyways, because youre...happy. youve moved on. i don't know what to do anymore...i hope you'll be looking at the moon tonight; i know you always liked to look at the night sky. or maybe you wont. it doesnt matter, i guess. i don't know. i dont feel good. i think my grades are going to start tanking soon. i just don't feel like doing anything anymore. i dont want to talk to anyone about it but you, either.
From: ABC
To: sami
Date: October 28, 2020, 9:14 am UTC
i kinda don't feel like hanging out with our mutual friends anymore , the prospect of maybe seeing you at a party is starting to give me butterflies again . I can't go back to wanting you , i spent so much time getting over you , i can't relapse . I know you don't like me that way. I just can't let you in again , god knows the damages that'll do to me
From: ABC
To: sami
Date: October 28, 2020, 9:10 am UTC
i loved you , i loved you , i loved you so so so much but you never loved me at all. you didnt even see me . I thought we would be perfect together and kept imagining scenarios in my head but nothing ever happened . Quarantine happened and it felt like you went back to your life while all i wanted was for you to stay in mine
From: ABC
To: sami
Date: October 28, 2020, 9:02 am UTC
i thought you were the one for me , like some kind of magnetic force led me to you when i wasn't looking for love but i guess you reaaally weren't looking for anyone
From: ABC
To: sami
Date: October 27, 2020, 3:56 pm UTC
I see the good in you. Not the popularity or big ego person everyone sees. Even if I’ve seen that side of you I still manage to see the good in you. I always have.
From: ABC
To: sami
Date: October 23, 2020, 12:59 am UTC
I miss you so much. You left when I needed you the most, and I feel lost without you. You'll always have a special place in my heart, thank you for everything my love.
From: ABC
To: sami
Date: September 27, 2020, 11:38 pm UTC
I liked girls, you didn't. But you played with my heart so damn much that you broke me. So Thanks for that.
From: ABC
To: sami
Date: September 12, 2020, 4:32 pm UTC
It was so obvious that you liked me too. It was like a truck crashing into a gas station. And I was standing right next to it and didn't hear it. Until it was to late.
