From: ABC
To: sami
Date: November 1, 2020, 1:35 am
i saw you happy for the first time since it happened and it just...i don't feel good. i feel like i have no motivation to do anything anymore, even before i saw you. i felt like this after we broke up in the summer...and then i went back and i texted you and we got back together. but i know that that's not an option anymore, and i dont feel like i can really go back anyways, because youre...happy. youve moved on. i don't know what to do anymore...i hope you'll be looking at the moon tonight; i know you always liked to look at the night sky. or maybe you wont. it doesnt matter, i guess. i don't know. i dont feel good. i think my grades are going to start tanking soon. i just don't feel like doing anything anymore. i dont want to talk to anyone about it but you, either.