Unsent messages to MADDIE
From: ABC
To: Maddie
Date: November 18, 2020, 12:49 am UTC
i love you and i miss you so much. i’ve felt empty since you moved but i don’t want to talk about it because you’re doing amazing. i hope you never stop being happy
From: ABC
To: Maddie
Date: November 12, 2020, 1:04 pm UTC
I don't know if you just sat there and gave her your phone. But those text messages hurt regardless. You were someone who I truly cared for. I miss you from time to time.
From: ABC
To: Maddie
Date: November 10, 2020, 4:29 am UTC
your one of my best friends ever. we have been through everything together. sad to say I’m not yours.
From: ABC
To: Maddie
Date: November 8, 2020, 1:54 pm UTC
MADDIE!! it's me (he split the crew...) i hope your doing well! IT'S ALMOST CHRISTMAS!!! ok snap me if u find this g o r g e o u s
ok bye
From: ABC
To: Maddie
Date: November 5, 2020, 5:31 am UTC
Im sorry that our friendship didn't last as long as we had hoped. I knew that you no longer accepted who I was and that hurt me the most.
From: ABC
To: Maddie
Date: November 1, 2020, 6:31 pm UTC
i love you dearly, so that’s why i think i’m going to try to distance myself from you for a little, for you and for us. i don’t know what you’re thinking atm, please tell me
From: ABC
To: Maddie
Date: October 20, 2020, 1:16 pm UTC
Hey Maddie!
I hope you're doing well. I hope you've found a roommate who isn't terrible. I hope i can hear from you soon, because i care about you so, so much, and i'm scared to say it, because i don't think you feel the same. i don't blame you! but i just hope, if anything, you can message me and tell me how your day was. that's all I can ask for.
i hope i get to see you in november!
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From: ABC
To: Maddie
Date: October 19, 2020, 10:28 pm UTC
fuck you im so ruined but everything i do i still do with you in mind because i love you and i miss you every day and you mean the absolute world to me and i’m sorry i couldn’t make u happy
From: ABC
To: Maddie
Date: October 10, 2020, 7:36 pm UTC
you make me so worried when u don't tell me that ur ok I constantly think ur hurt of sm1 has passed away
From: ABC
To: Maddie
Date: October 8, 2020, 6:57 am UTC
You made me feel things nobody else made me feel and I still think about you I wanted you but you didn’t want me and that’s okay even though it’s been 2 years I’m still trying to move on :)
From: ABC
To: Maddie
Date: October 5, 2020, 2:05 am UTC
cheers to a relationship full of shitty sex! you deserve it babe, btw she isnt me& she never will be
From: ABC
To: Maddie
Date: October 2, 2020, 10:05 am UTC
ur my best friend,
I like you but I don't have the balls to ever tell you. I wish u wouldn't joke about kissing me and just do it.
From: ABC
To: Maddie
Date: September 30, 2020, 3:51 am UTC
i don’t think i’ll ever forgive myself for not being able to realize your struggles. you mean everything to me and i can’t lose you.
From: ABC
To: Maddie
Date: September 29, 2020, 10:03 am UTC
I watched the spark drain from your eyes. You’ve never left my head. Even after 3 months of 0 contact.
From: ABC
To: Maddie
Date: September 25, 2020, 12:16 am UTC
You are the strongest person I know. I’m sorry I haven’t shown you as much love as you’ve shown me. You’re my best friend.
From: ABC
To: Maddie
Date: September 14, 2020, 3:39 am UTC
you could be dead right now. gone forever. and i wouldn’t have expected it. please, talk to me when you’re getting bad. talk to me when you’re feeling this way. the weight of worrying feels like it’ll never go away.
From: ABC
To: Maddie
Date: September 10, 2020, 7:57 pm UTC
what do u mean u don’t get why i broke up with you. you tweeted abt me every day saying u didn’t think we’d last. and that fucked me up. sorry u cant understand how things u do affect others. and then u call me toxic? i have to laugh its so stupid, maybe don’t tweet abt everything and talk to people abt how you’re feeling. you were obviously insecure in the relationship, we could all tell. fuck u and i hope u saw the selfies i posted on twt in the hoodie u bought me. u deserved the roblox breakup
From: ABC
To: Maddie
Date: September 10, 2020, 4:57 am UTC
i didnt know the day we would stop being friends would ever come. i miss you. i wish i could take it all back. thank you for evreything, i love you and i hope you are doing well.
