Unsent messages to LUKE
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: January 5, 2021, 7:36 am UTC
Fuck you. I thought you actually liked me but you’re only using me. But thank you for helping me discover myself and find true love within myself fuck you though
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: January 4, 2021, 10:06 pm UTC
You were the very first guy I ever fell for, and you said you fell too. Then you suddenly left me on read and I'm still broken.
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: January 4, 2021, 9:07 pm UTC
You were a waste of time and i wish i didnt get so attached to the thought of us actually being a thing.
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: January 4, 2021, 5:00 am UTC
I’ve liked you since forever, but I don’t know how to tell you. I can’t tell if the feelings are mutual.
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: January 4, 2021, 2:25 am UTC
when you left i went back to the spot i first met you and layed there for hours and looked at the sky and cried
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: January 3, 2021, 6:12 pm UTC
PAHAHA u made me so sad THATS SO FUNNY not anymore lol i never think ab you oop you’re musty as hell now with ur fckn pube moustache thing u got going on BURN IT OFF
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: January 3, 2021, 5:29 pm UTC
im too scared to use your first name, so i used your middle name. neither of us ever said anything but im certain we both knew. were both in relationships now but you are and i believe will forever be the only person who makes me physically weak thinking about a life without, i don't love anyone anymore - you're the only exception
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: January 3, 2021, 5:33 am UTC
i think i wanted nothing except for you for so long that i have no clue who you are and i'm not sure if that matters to me. i hope you grow to be more of an inependent-minded person. if you love me back could you tell me before it's too late? i think we could do it if we tried
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: January 3, 2021, 5:17 am UTC
luke i miss you and i miss everything we had you were the best friend i ever asked for and i almost could’ve loved you. I wish i would’ve told you but you truly never cared as much as i did and you never needed me the way i did
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: January 3, 2021, 2:12 am UTC
when you eventually end up with someone new, let me know if she holds the door for you when you guys leave the house
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: January 3, 2021, 2:04 am UTC
Things ended a lot sooner than I would have liked, but I will always love you for the experiences we had to together and for showing me what it’s like to fall in love , not only with you but also with myself . It hurts to see you be okay without me , and deep down I still hope it’s me and you in the end, but I still wish you the best no matter what.
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: January 2, 2021, 11:17 pm UTC
If I saw you I’d fall in love all over again. If you call me I’d cry again and again
- E
Please call me
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: January 2, 2021, 3:42 pm UTC
I know we could never make it work cause you live so far away but I love you so much and you mean to world to me but I know you dont feel the same.
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: January 1, 2021, 7:04 pm UTC
you were perfect in the way that when i needed someone the most you appeared. I do miss you a lot, but i think that’s because i miss ur company not your affection. I love you bub. Have a beautiful life
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: January 1, 2021, 4:33 pm UTC
I always had eyes for you but you had them for another girl. I pity your loss of someone who actually cared.(me)
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: January 1, 2021, 4:07 pm UTC
I hope you get what you deserve you used me knowing what I had already went through I can’t have a person touch me the way you did out of fear
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: January 1, 2021, 11:32 am UTC
I have to let you go. My heart will forever yearn for what could’ve been, but it’s best for both of us that some things go and stay unspoken.
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: January 1, 2021, 2:53 am UTC
in grade school i changed my wardrobe so you’d notice me. i’m sorry it was too early for us. maybe things could’ve been different.
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: December 30, 2020, 9:51 pm UTC
i never even learned how to cook eggs like you promised you would teach me. i never got to give you a good luck kiss before your football games. sometimes i wonder if you remember me, if i cross your mind when your making breakfast or when another girl congratulates you after a game.
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: December 29, 2020, 9:56 am UTC
to be happy. that’s all i wanted. until you worked your way back into my life & ripped it from underneath me.
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: December 28, 2020, 9:06 pm UTC
Why do I still think of you? I can’t get over you and I’m too embarrassed to come back to you cause I know you don’t care about me.
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: December 28, 2020, 12:20 am UTC
I hate that I can't get you out of my head, can't just let go of you. It feels so ridiculous because it was never really anything, I just made it into something bigger because I wanted it to be bigger. But the feelings I had for you at one point were so strong and real and I think I just didn't want to let go of that. You treated me like shit half of the time and like no one else existed the other half. In a way it feels like everything started with you, everything went wrong with you, even though I know that's not really true. But it's been four years since I saw you last, and yet you were the first person I thought of to send a message to. Why? I don't know, I don't think I ever will. I convinced myself I was in love with you, I know I wasn't now, but then why do I still think of you? Why are you still in my head? Go away please...
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: December 27, 2020, 12:17 am UTC
I'm sorry for how bad of a gf I was to you, I wasn't ready... I needed to find myself first. I'm still working on it. Hope you're happy.
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: December 26, 2020, 12:38 am UTC
I don’t want to drop off your present anymore. It was a bonsi tree like you always wanted but I don’t think it’s a good idea. The best present would’ve been to go back in time but I’ve realised that that’s not what I want anymore. I’m sorry luke
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: December 24, 2020, 9:59 am UTC
stop flattering urself. i didn’t want u back, i wanted to be friends. i finally stopped seeing the good in you, you showed me the real you and it was an eye opener thank you for that.
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: December 24, 2020, 6:40 am UTC
i hate that you're with her now. it drives me crazy and all i can think about is getting you back. i know it'll happen eventually. i miss you so much. i'm not over you.
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: December 24, 2020, 4:21 am UTC
I am sorry I couldn't be who you needed me to. I was hurting and you didn't deserve to deal with my pain.
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: December 22, 2020, 1:52 am UTC
I remember laying on the street looking at the stars, and you gave me your shoes. I miss the way you made me feel.
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: December 20, 2020, 2:14 am UTC
you're that crush i developed in 8th grade and then never really got over... hope you're doing okay these days
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: December 19, 2020, 2:28 am UTC
I will always love you. But sometimes good things have to come to an end but you will always be my favorite ending
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: December 17, 2020, 2:17 pm UTC
i’m always here for you i pinky promise i know u don’t need it but just know i’ll always be here if u need me u know where to find me
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: December 17, 2020, 2:03 pm UTC
u broke me in a way that u benefited from. it was mean and selfish and i miss you more than anything but i’m so glad ur gone.
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: December 17, 2020, 7:33 am UTC
Not overthinking it just wondering....would it actually be that easy not to talk to me for a week? I'm generally curious if I just stopped talking to you for a few days would you care? Again not overthinking, genuinely curious.
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: December 17, 2020, 3:48 am UTC
You are my best friend. I can always count on you to make me smile and laugh! U drive me crazy sometimes but I still love you. I think I’m confusing our friendship w a relationship and I need to be aware of the boundaries between us. I need to know if there is even a chance of us being together.
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: December 16, 2020, 10:11 pm UTC
i miss all the sleepless nights with you. you made my life so much better. i can’t sleep without your voice telling me everything’s okay.
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: December 15, 2020, 3:32 am UTC
im in love with you.i really shouldn't be, but I can't help it. your a piece of art Lucas. I have always been interested in you as person, im just now realizing its a romantic interest. I always said I didn't want to get close with you because your so much like him... and I did anyway, and I found out you much better then him. I didn't think that existed. I know I need to get rid of these feelings, but maybe I dont want to. I wish I could tell you how much im in love with you.
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: December 14, 2020, 1:20 pm UTC
i'm so sorry to talk shit abt u the week before you left us forever. thank u for all the fun german classes tho
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: December 14, 2020, 12:28 am UTC
I know you said you see me as just a friend but I will never stop loving you. I know that would be weird for you to hear. But I love you. Please love me. please. please please. I love you so much oleplease.
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: December 13, 2020, 10:46 pm UTC
you broke me skittles,in ways i never thought a person could,i’m sorry i’m not good enough for you,i’m sorry i’m not livvy
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: December 13, 2020, 9:31 pm UTC
You were my yellow. My happiness. You literally saved me from myself. And you left. Because you couldn’t handle it
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: December 13, 2020, 8:52 pm UTC
You took a piece of me when you left. The hole will forever be there, take care of the piece and yourself please. Mostert
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: December 13, 2020, 2:06 pm UTC
I was and am in love with you I will never forget the way you made me feel with everything the first tough the first kiss everything I just want you to hold my in your arms again.
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: December 13, 2020, 9:58 am UTC
i’m sure you were my soulmate and i’ll never love someone the way i loved you. the only problem is that i didn’t realize until now
i’d always come back to you if u wanted me to
miss you
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: December 13, 2020, 2:44 am UTC
i miss you a lot. i miss our friendship. i’m still so in love with you. i’m sorry if i annoy you. i’m sorry if i make your life hard. i just wish things would’ve worked out :(
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: December 13, 2020, 2:25 am UTC
You were my soulmate no one will ever match the love i had for you. i hope you still look at the tattoo you got for me.
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: December 12, 2020, 9:19 pm UTC
i check my name almost everyday to see if you have anything to say. this used to be our thing. what happened
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: December 12, 2020, 8:07 pm UTC
I can't stop staring at you omg ur so hawt..But..my friend fancies the pants off you and you have a gf also..
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: December 12, 2020, 4:09 pm UTC
i wish i was enough for you to stay.. i wish i made you happy.. even if i made you feel half the happiness you gv me maybe you would of stayed.. i dont miss you tho.. ur a piece of shit lol
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: December 12, 2020, 4:12 am UTC
I just spent an hour scrolling though all of the messages with you name to find the ones I left. And the color I alway pick changed from yellow to blue. Changed from your favorite color to this beautiful blue. And that feels poetic.
From: ABC
To: luke
Date: December 12, 2020, 2:57 am UTC
I watched your favorite movie tonight. I hadn’t seen it since you showed it to me two years ago. I could still feel you grabbing my arm excitedly to let me know when your favorite parts were coming up.
