Unsent messages to LUKE

i miss u. the reason i've been ignoring u is bc ig i realized i never really got over u and it's j too hard talking to u knowing u don't feel the same

I’m sorry for everything we put each other through. I hope one day you come back and we make it work this time.

I’m sorry for everything we put each other through. I hope one day you come back and we make it work this time.

i will always treasure what we had, and that you showed me i really could be loved. say hi to clyde for me

hey, i heard you're not doing well. i hope your ear tumour is going well, buddy. i know we barely speak anymore, but i just wanted to say thank-you for everything you've done. you are a champion, even though you broke my heart

You ended our 1.5 year relationship by ghosting me and blaming your overprotective mom. Over a year later I’m still not over it. You were the first person I ever loved.

I didn’t want life to continue anymore because there was nothing to live for. But then I met you ( and was so happy I didn’t let go)I fell so hard for you. I hate the fact I probably will never get over you and will love you each day. I’m just scared now you’ve moved it could end

I can't believe it has been 10 months since I last talked to you, yet I still think about you everyday.

I keep seeing you and It's crushing me on the inside. I wish that you felt something too when you see me

I still reminisce on the memories we share & wish I could go back & find a way to keep you in my life forever

everytime i think about you, i wonder why I would ever love you, and i still can’t answer that question.. i wish I didn’t because I know you could never care for me the way I need you to, but you’ve left such an imprint on me that the only thing I can think of is going back to you, so fuck you for leaving me, and constantly running through my head I hate you so much for it, but I could never stop loving you.

i loved you. but, you never loved me back. i have notebooks full of stuff i would say to you. but i’m too shy..

i miss you so much :( talking to you was the only thing that kept me alive, I love you. I hope you find the happiness, you deserve, see ya in another life

hey i still see u every day and it’s hard to forget what happened between us. i don’t miss u but i do in a way.

I love you so much but I’m scared ur going to break me again. And I’m scared you don’t see the love I have for you

I wish you lived in the now instead of the future. I wish we had made the best out of the time we had together.

The day you left me for her will haunt me forever. I have never felt whole since. I’ll probably be yours always and forever. J

I dreamed about you again... but this time your beautiful brown eyes I fell in love with turned green.

Yeah, idk why I liked you so much. Ur kinda a dick, u were never even that attractive, and u were just a lazy dude who was trying to get the spanish HW. But no matter how much I don't understand why I liked you, that was the one that hurt me the most. Not because of what you did, but because It made me realize how much I craved any bit of attention. I never liked you, I liked the feeling of being around you, I liked not knowing how much you liked me back. Well anyways fuck u but see u tmrw during class lolsies

my first love and my last. i love you with all my heart. thank you for everything. red is both our favorite color and we bought matching hoodies in this color :) you're always worth it, and you are more than good enough. i love you long time

You showed me what love was. The day u stopped loving me I was destroyed and haven’t been the same since. I hate u bc i still love u and always will. I miss you but I am learning to live on my own.

I don't know if you feel the same way I feel about you and I wish you would either make a move or let me go. It hurts. This hurts.
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I think about you a lot. More than I should probably. Idk if I’m infatuated with you or in love. It kills me not knowing if u feel the same. But I’ll never tell. Maybe I will.

it was rude of you to do what you did for no reason. but now you come crawling back when i’m happy. not any better dude. i loved you and you didn’t love me. i’ll never forget what you put me through when all i did was love and care for you

you really hurt me, caused me pain that almost killed me. i thought you loved me but you loved the way i loved you. i hope you learn from this, my heart hurts.

i know you never thought of anything more but if only you could see my 4am thoughts and realize what you lost

i still love you its been months and ik u dont care abt me anymore but you're all i think about. you took a part of me and u don't even know it i want to message u so bad just to see how you're doing even tho i'm not doing well. i love you, you broke me

even tho you hate me. i will forever love you. i wish you absolutely nothing but the best. maybe we’ll find eachother later in life.

i miss you more and more everyday. i’m sorry for everything. if i could go back and do things differently i would. i think i really loved you and that scared me, so i ruined it. i’ve never been treated the way you treated me. you’ll have a special place in my heart forever.

i don’t know why i think about you all the time. You’re super on and off soemtimes into me sometimes not. i know you’ll never want me abs i don’t like you right now but you’re in the back of my head. If you made a move i wouldn’t hesitate your friends tease me about you and it confuses me. I just wish you were more clear

I believed love at first sight was real after meeting you. I hope when we are older and ready we cross paths again. I love you and would do anything to go back to that one night of us. Nothing else will ever match the feeling of true love and passion that night. I still miss you and I know you miss me even though you would deny it. Btw this is your color and whenever I see it you come to mind?

i don’t know if u will see this but if u do i wonder do u still think about me i still miss u and u don’t belong with her

i can’t believe you broke up with me after only three days. you made me believe that i truly deserved love for the first time. i hope you get better and we can be together again.

sometimes i feel like u feel the same, and others i feel like u feel the opposite. y can’t u just tell me how u feel.

Thanks for being a guy friend who fucking made me feel like i was the only girl in the earth. I liked you, but obviously you had your eyes on someone else. I was hoping it’d change but.. yeah get the fuck out of my life now.

I love you. forever, we still talk but you seem and don’t seem interested. Never stop doing what your doing the world is watching ❤️

I pray for your health & peace everyday. I wish nothing but the best for you, I just wish you could see I am the best for you.

I know we only knew eachother for a week, but i still would die for you and the way you led me on and then broke me still hurts my confidence. Fuck you, I love you.

you broke me. i still love you so much. i did so much and it still wasnt enough, and maybe it wont ever be. i just want to hug you and feel safe again but now whenever i talk to you i feel like im walking on eggshells. i miss how things used to be. i’m sorry for ruining it. i still love you and i’ll still try for you but i know deep down it wont ever work.

I’ve never stopped caring about you and you always meant a lot to me. I miss you greatly, I’m sorry for what I had done. I regret it every day.

At night it’s you I think about marrying. I’m just too scared to tell you I want more than a “situationship”.

I tell everyone I’m over you and think your a dick but in the end I’m writing these to you like every other night.

you really fucked me up to the point where i don’t trust anyone anymore but you taught me to never fall in love with someone so quickly and not to fall in love with someone who lives so far away, you never came to see me, you’d meet up with your ex all the time we were together, you then cheated on me with your best friend, thank you for making me realise i’m a piece of shit

Thank you for doing to me what I couldn't do to you again. I'm better for it as are you. See you in another lifetime

one second you text me through the day checking on me and making sure i’m having a good day and the next i don’t hear from you for hours just to be texted “hey” at 10pm

can we just admit that we like each other already and be happy? instead of just pretending like we both don’t know

thank u for showing me real love. thank u for giving it to me every day. i love you so so much and i can’t wait for forever with you

You said you was never going to leave yet you still did, knowing I’d have nobody to turn to because you was the only one I had

I wish you could’ve made up your mind so I didn’t feel so lost all the god damn time. I wish you could’ve just decided if you wanted to be mine. You didn’t have to leave me standing there, suddenly wishing I didn’t care. I needed the support you couldn’t, wouldn’t give. I don’t resent you for that. I just felt sorry. Sorry I wasted so much time on and off with you. Sorry I couldn’t be the one you fully needed. Sorry I couldn’t be the person you could make up your mind about. I hope you’re keeping safe and well now and you’ve finally found someone who could help calm that storm inside you, I hope she is someone you just knew you wanted to be with. No back and forth. You hurt me, but you also taught me what I needed in the person I was going to be with. I’ve found him now and I’m so grateful. Grateful for him, but also for you.
I hope you’re happy now ?

I don’t think I should still think about you but I do.When times were good between us I felt like I was on top of the world. Thank you for the memories I loved them they were great. I know there was something between us even though we didn’t show it we knew it was there I think it still is there I hope we cross again. I love you still.