Unsent messages to JARED
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: July 29, 2023, 9:10 pm UTC
You’re the first guy that made me feel actually loved
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: July 29, 2023, 8:29 am UTC
I’m still waiting. You’re precious to me.
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: July 16, 2023, 6:47 pm UTC
I will never love like I loved you. please come back
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: January 19, 2021, 4:10 am UTC
Me gustas... Y me gustas mucho, eres mi crush en estos momentos, realmente quiero algo contigo pero las circunstancias no lo permiten, y aún no se si yo te gusto a ti...
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: January 15, 2021, 1:39 am UTC
JARED I STILL HAVE FEELINGS AND I STILL WANT YOU BACK PLEASE DONT MOVE ON WITHOUT ME. WE CAN BE TOGETHER SOON ENOUGH
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: January 13, 2021, 1:26 am UTC
I miss your friendship over everything that happened between us. I lost my best friend when I lost you, I wish we could be friends again...
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: January 12, 2021, 4:42 am UTC
2 months. A good cry and a move later. I still correct people on how to spell your name. It’s dumb but not to me.
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: January 11, 2021, 12:25 pm UTC
every time we meet i end up regretting it afterwards so why do i keep on agreeing to meet with our friends?? i wish i could say no and cut you off completely again like i did 2 years ago
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: January 10, 2021, 12:12 am UTC
i truly think somewhere in my heart i loved you... i’m sorry i couldn’t be enough for you. situationships don’t work for someone with a heart like mine.
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: January 9, 2021, 8:30 pm UTC
i wish things were different, you’ve changed, no matter how much you hurt me i’ll never leave you i’m still here just like i promised.
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: January 6, 2021, 5:35 am UTC
it baffles me that you have no idea how much of an awful person you are. how do you live with yourself?
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: January 5, 2021, 5:21 am UTC
heyy :) i just wanted to say that i love you with all my heart and that you’re my favourite person ever and i care about you so much !! ^^ please stay strong your life will get better and i’m so glad you’re a part of mine cause i don’t know what id do without you :,)
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: January 4, 2021, 1:09 am UTC
I’m in love with you and you don’t know it, no one can fill the space you left when you went back home
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: January 3, 2021, 10:31 pm UTC
I’m sorry I made you miserable because of my insecurities. It’s not who I am and I wish you’d had known the real me. You were not a saint, but neither was I. It was a young love but I know that we really cared for each other. Thank you for being there.
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: December 31, 2020, 11:52 pm UTC
Sometimes I just want u to think of me before you do things. I feel so little to you but you tell me you love me
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: December 28, 2020, 8:52 pm UTC
if i never tell you, i’ll atleast write you this. i love you, have since we were 12. your text broke my heart, i miss you and you haven’t even left yet
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: December 28, 2020, 1:21 am UTC
i started missing u again. it hit me when u didn't text me on chirstmas. but i'm learning to let go again too.
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: December 22, 2020, 12:38 am UTC
I just want you to know that I forgive you. I’m so happy that you are happy, and I hope you never question yourself or what you did. You did the right thing, even if that meant breaking my heart in the process.
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: December 21, 2020, 3:26 am UTC
I’m probably just being hopeful that you write messages on here to me. It’s impossible to get over you, and talking to you again is great but it’s not the same.
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: December 19, 2020, 4:49 am UTC
We met in middle school and known each other till senior year. I thought you were the one, but I guess not. It was fun talking to you for the short amount of time that we did. I don't know if you went because of covid but if you did, I hope you're doing well on that mission trip.
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: December 15, 2020, 10:12 pm UTC
maybe when the time is right, the universe will bring us back together. til we meet again my sweet boy. i love you always and forever.
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: December 15, 2020, 7:15 pm UTC
i dont know how to get rid of the thought of you. it was never meant to be i know that. but all i want is to listen to your music one more time.
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: December 14, 2020, 5:22 pm UTC
i still believe that MY pretty boy that i met last year is still there. maybe you’re a different version of yourself now. either way i had that part of you. somewhere between our awkward beginning and bitter ending there was love. a whole lot of genuine, selfless love. i miss being friends. goodbye for now, beautiful boy. hopefully we can be best friends again someday. someday when i can look at you and not see the memories, and not miss the past.
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: December 11, 2020, 7:56 am UTC
i miss you so much, it's like a piece of me is missing without you, i know you have a gf and it breaks my heart.
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: December 10, 2020, 4:23 am UTC
i look for you in everyone i meet. i open my eyes and see you staring back. i’ve ran from every opportunity at love since we ended. i can’t bring myself to let anyone else in. i don’t want anyone to come close to how important you are to me.
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: December 8, 2020, 4:59 am UTC
I went on a date without feeling guilty for the first time. But even finding this new guy I still think about you a lot. I just want another hug. I want to watch the stars. I want to listen to your awful rap music. I just miss you. I miss the old you.
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: December 8, 2020, 3:38 am UTC
i hope you don't feel the way they've made me feel. i needed to learn a bit more about pain before i could understand again.
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: December 6, 2020, 6:07 am UTC
I miss what we had, but I wouldn't change a thing. because of you, I'm stronger. I'm a better person. losing you made me realize everything. I am okay without you, I used to believe I wasn't, but I am. you were a part of my life and you're not anymore. that's how it goes. people come into your life, and they leave. its life. I love you, but I don't want you back. I don't need you in my life. I still need to find myself, but I hope you don't worry about me. I'm doing well. I met Rifat, he's really sweet, even though he doesn't like to admit it. he's funny and he makes me smile. he treats me so well, and I really love him. I told him about you one time. he understood everything. he is applying to college here, so hopefully, we will be able to be with each other. I think he can make me really happy. I think he can make me love myself. he tells me he would never hurt me, or make me feel unsafe, and I believe him. but anyway, I hope you're doing well. I know you're dating Emily and I hope everything is going well with you guys, I hope she makes you happy. I know you got a car, two even if I'm correct. I know you love cars and I'm happy for you. I hope you get to go to the Marines like you always wanted. I hope you get an amazing job, and I hope you and Emily work out. You deserve to be happy.
I often think about you, sometimes I miss the presence of you in my life.. but I don't think I miss you actually being here. you made me lose myself. when you left, everything was ruined. I never felt happiness, until I met Rifat. my life seems to be changing for the better. Am I getting over you? finally? I sure hope so. I'm not going to let myself be tied down anymore. I have my own shit to do, I have my own life to get on with, I have my own goals. So I wish you good luck, in all your new adventures and curveballs to come your way. I wish you the best of luck in life. goodbye.
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: December 1, 2020, 7:37 pm UTC
i hope you will stay this time, i think i can push through my problems and learn to love you. one day i will be able to love you the way i always wanted to love someone. i don't plan on leaving and i hope you don't either. you make me really happy, i wish i could tell you about my issues but i know it will scare you away. one day i will open up to you and i will have a soft spot for you. don't leave me again please.
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: November 24, 2020, 5:14 am UTC
I’ll always care about you no matter what. I’m happy that you finally found a girl who can love you in ways I never could.
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: November 23, 2020, 7:49 am UTC
Some days I don't understand you, I love you but I just don't understand you and the stupid things you do
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: November 20, 2020, 3:52 am UTC
it’s time for me to let go. i still love you, but i am not in love with you. and i think i’m okay with that feeling. thank you for showing me what healthy love is, and for teaching me how to accept the love i’m given. one day we will be friends again. but for now we both need to heal. you are the world, and you deserve the world.
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: November 20, 2020, 3:51 am UTC
it’s time for me to let go. i still love you, but i am not in love with you. and i think i’m okay with that feeling. thank you for showing me what healthy love is, and for teaching me how to accept the love i’m given. one day we will be friends again. but for now we both need to heal. you are the world, and you deserve the world.
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: November 19, 2020, 7:36 am UTC
sometimes I think about you. and then I remember how much you made me hate parts of myself; how I lost myself to love you. and yet I still miss you. I'm moving to seattle soon. you probably won't ever see me again. I don't think I'll be back to meet up
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: November 19, 2020, 2:54 am UTC
maybe we should have stayed as friends maybe you wouldnt be in my blocked list rn but you are. i miss our funny facetimes and the nights you would call me just to say hi, i think i just miss you..
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: November 18, 2020, 8:01 pm UTC
Why am I like this? You care so much, unlike any other boy ive been with but all I can do is think about the flaws in our relationship. You are a gift that for some reason, is hard for me to accept. I love you but its so hard for me to be with you because you deserve so much better.
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: November 18, 2020, 4:38 pm UTC
I'm sorry I didn't realize I was in love with you until it was too late. I was scared but I'm still absolutely smitten lmaoo hahaha idk tho hah
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: November 18, 2020, 11:35 am UTC
I’m sorry for everything I did or said. I know you have changed completely, I hope it was for the better because you deserve to be loved.
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: November 18, 2020, 5:40 am UTC
I´m not sure if u like me or not honestly, it´s kinda confusing, you leaving me on delivered for long periods of time, mostly taking to me at 12 am to around 3 am. It gets pretty tiring. I liked you for awhile and I love talking to u but idk how its gonna work out with long distance. I love your humor and your hair and your smile. You´re so cute and I wish I lived closer to u. You´ve gaven hints about liking me back but idk if you are just horny LMAO or u actually do.
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: November 18, 2020, 1:14 am UTC
i think i will always love you, it hasn't faded and dont think it will, i think we were supposed to be soulmates but i think we met at the wrong time. thank you for showing me what i shouldnt deal with
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: November 16, 2020, 6:01 am UTC
I know 711 miles is a lot. But I just want to know you love me. Like how you said you did a year and a half ago.
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: November 13, 2020, 11:53 pm UTC
it hasn’t been that long but i can already tell it’s going to take one hell of a person for me to get over you. i’m in love with you. you will always come first. i will be here forever. i just miss you so damn much. please.
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: November 9, 2020, 11:15 pm UTC
I loved so many things about you, including the fact that I'd never met a girl named Jared. You were the best girlfriend I could ever wish for, and the relationship we had was one of my healthiest ones. Even if I said sorry a million times, it wouldn't be enough to fix the pain and confusion I caused you to face. I hope you've found someone that can truly make you feel loved and happy like you deserve. Please be happy, and please appreciate yourself more. You're much more of a wonderful and beautiful person than you give yourself credit for. I'm sorry we couldn't fulfill our wishes of having a room in our home dedicated just to your gundam figures and my bts shit. I'm sorry we couldn't adopt cute cats together and live a carefree life away from my homophobic parents. I'm sorry I was such a coward and avoided facing you myself. I'm sorry Jared.
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: November 9, 2020, 6:00 am UTC
Tú salvaste mi vida sin saberlo, gracias y hubiera sido un gran detalle serme sincero todo ese tiempo...
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: November 8, 2020, 3:25 am UTC
ughhhhh even your name makes me squirm. you ruined alot but i still care for you also love ur new girl
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: October 30, 2020, 10:17 am UTC
I love and miss you so much. I wish you didn't leave me so soon. I can't wait to be with you again. I hope you're not in pain, and I hope you'll wait for me in heaven. Rest well, sweetheart.
From: ABC
To: Jared
Date: October 30, 2020, 6:12 am UTC
Sabía que no estábamos hechos el uno para el otro, terminaría siendo una carga para ti, en realidad no quería que nuestros caminos se separaran, pero creo que fue lo mejor, éramos polos opuestos, veo que incluso eres más feliz, gracias por todo, perdón por tan poco. Buenas suerte con tu vida, campeón, te amo.
