I loved so many things about you, including the fact that I'd never met a girl named Jared. You were the best girlfriend I could ever wish for, and the relationship we had was one of my healthiest ones. Even if I said sorry a million times, it wouldn't be enough to fix the pain and confusion I caused you to face. I hope you've found someone that can truly make you feel loved and happy like you deserve. Please be happy, and please appreciate yourself more. You're much more of a wonderful and beautiful person than you give yourself credit for. I'm sorry we couldn't fulfill our wishes of having a room in our home dedicated just to your gundam figures and my bts shit. I'm sorry we couldn't adopt cute cats together and live a carefree life away from my homophobic parents. I'm sorry I was such a coward and avoided facing you myself. I'm sorry Jared.