so you may already know this but I had the biggest crush on you when we were younger. you made me feel like no one else ever had and you were hard to forget about.

I have so much love for you even though you've done a million shitty things. It could've all been prevented if you'd just sat back and accepted love for one single moment. I feel bad that you can't, and angry that you never will. But I won't stop sending you that love in whatever glib little ways I can... whether you deserve it or not.

i think we would have worked in another time, another life. you're my twin flame, we just aren't good for each other.

I know you hate me and find me so annoying but i can never seem to stop thinking about you. I dont blame you for the pain i went through. I will always love you.

to the boy who broke my heart,
it took me so long to stop looking for answers to all the questions you left me with. I have stopped looking for justifications. I have stopped giving excuses to all the hurt you gave me. you left without a sign and it hurt so much that i began to question my love for you. i used to question my existence and if i would be enough for anyone after you. It took me so many troubled nights, fake smiles, tears, anger, and days filled with anxiety to get over this. You broke me and we both know i didn’t deserve any of this.
I forgive you for all the broken promises, i forgive you for all the sad days i spent cursing my existence- not because what you did was justifiable. but because i deserve peace. Hatred is just another way of holding on and i’m tired of having any feelings toward you. you deserve to be happy and i deserve more. it hurts everytime i remember what you made me go through but it hurts more to let myself burn in this hatred. i forgive you because i deserve peace. i deserve to be free from your haunting memories.
You didn’t know how to love someone who would give the world to you in a heartbeat. you didn’t know how to keep someone who loved you with every passing second. and i don’t blame you for the things you did. you and i were not meant to be and i wish i realized this earlier. you will never be sorry for the mistakes you made, you’ll never be on your knees to apologize for the hurt you gave me but i forgive you, because you don’t belong here anymore and i don’t want to hold on to you anymore.
I should hate you for what you did to me but i wouldn’t wish that on anyone else. i forgive you for trying to silence my voice, i broke my own heart trying to heal yours and i owe myself an apology for that. I hope you’re happy. I hope you find peace. I have decided to let go of the past because i deserve to heal and be happy again. my heart deserves to be breathe again for that i must free myself from all your stinging memories and all the hurt you gave me. I forgive you, because i deserve nothing but peace.

I will never ever ever forgive you for what you did. I hope you feel so guilty for what you did and all the pain you put me through. You did that one malicious act for what? To get revenge on what? I did my best for you and this is how you repay me? I wish i never f*cking met you or even trusted you. After what you did i now see the type of person you are. I guess the apple didn’t fall far from the tree on that one. Just stay away from me and don’t try to come back and apologize because i will never forgive you. Fucken loser.

I swear I saw you walking on the turn near my apartment. did you think of me when you walked past my building? does it still haunt you as much as it haunts me?

Im finally over the fact of us having sex, and you going back to your ex your just an asshole wish you the best bud I would always help you if you needed me.

we can't be friends and i'm sorry about that. but you scarred me so deeply, i can't live with friendship. all i ever wanted was to love you, and all you did was use me when you felt lonely. it hurts to know each other for years and then become strangers. I know it's for the better, but I still often can't help but wonder what could've been.

im ending it tonight and you don't even know. i'm sorry. you know we can't ever move on without breaking the cycle.

im sorry. the reason I walked away was that I truly did care about you and I didnt want you to get hurt later. I hope one day our paths may cross again but in the meantime- I will never forget how well you treated me and how much I miss you.

the sunset is gorgeous here at the dock wish u could watch it with me, i’m missing u a little extra today

i hate being friends. how am i supposed to be just friends with someone i’m in love with? i wish you had let me go when we ended things, i’d rather lose everything than have to sit here and lose you slowly

Hey. How are you? I hope you’re doing good. Do you remember 5th grade? And 6th? I hope we can still be friends.

I miss you alot. I hate that things have changed. I will always love you and im sorry if i ever hurt you.

yeah its me. ur never gonna read this but i'm still gonna write this. ik what we had was just a lame highschool talking experience but u asked me to date u. u said "i rlly like you will u be my gf?" u know who has said that before? no one. so when it wasn't u who acc sent it, it hurt. what hurts now, a year later, is the fact that we haven't talked. not even a real sentence. just thought you should know that i am better than what you did. next time try not to let a crazy bitch read our messages. love you none

if you asked me what happened with us, i wouldn't be able to admit that you broke my heart without even knowing it. all the little pieces are still on the ground, and every time you come near me you crush them more with your obliviousness. still, i will let you because you’re the only one who has ever asked for the truth.

You did everything right, and I'm sorry if I hurt you. I cared about you, but I couldn't love you like you wanted me to.

i’m so sorry for how it ended, but you were always just a best friend to me. i’m sorry i didn’t realize sooner. i want you to know that i think about how you are all the time. i miss you. love you lots.

gabe. I loved you more than anyone. More than myself, and will always love you more than anyone. I can’t even describe how much I adore you. And I will always wish you the best. Always.

i fell in love with you. and that’s the problem, i shouldn’t have. i constantly told myself that i was going to get hurt, or worse, hurt you. and i hope i never hurt you. you deserve so much better than what you get and its selfish of me to think we were always going to love each other, or even be friends, because that’s all we were. i mean shit we’ve never even met. but i fell in love with you, and not even your looks even though you are perfect. literally. i fell in love w you, and how you acted.i don’t know, maybe i don’t even know what love is, maybe you don’t love me back or never did. but i do know that you changed me, for good, even though i cant talk to a guy without constantly comparing him to you. i know you don’t feel the same way and you think i’m just another girl, and i’ve come to terms with that, and i’m perfectly fine with it, because you aren’t obligated to feel that way about me. i love you, even thought we have tons of loves in a lifetime, i’ll remember you. When you make it to seattle, i’ll make sure to show you around

You broke me and you didn't even notice. It's so hard to move on when I'm broken. And you're not even worth it. It's okay tho cuz I got w ur bsf (still miss u tho)

i miss you so much. i wish you would know that i have liked you for a year now. it’s hard without you most of the time. i’m glad you’re happy.

You’re the reason I’m afraid of being intimate again. “You took my soul and wiped it clean.” Miss you everyday.

I never told you I loved you, but I wish I did. I wish you would’ve stayed we would’ve been so happy right now.

my whole life i craved perfection. i wasn’t expecting to find it. i’m sorry i ran away from you. i don’t know what i deserve

im sorry but i’m tired of waiting for a hypothetical future for you to want me again, i need someone who thinks i’m worth the risk, i can’t break my heart again fighting for someone who just wants me when it’s convenient, i hope you know i’ll always love you, and you were always worth the risk to me

hi lovie, i’m finally letting u go, you’ve been so good to me and i’m sorry we wanted different things, hopefully it’ll work out in the future like you hoped it would, i couldn’t stay and watch you fall out of love with me, mostly bc i’m still not done falling in love with you. plz come back to me someday, i’m always just one call away, i wish things had been different, you’ll still always be worth the risk, i love you forever and always loser

i miss you all the time. i don’t know why, if i’m being honest. i know that for a while, you were a great boyfriend, but in the end, when it mattered, you left me. and i know you’re happy in college and with your new girlfriend, and i’m happy you’re happy. i just wish it was with me. i know you thought we were too different and didn’t mesh, but i thought we’re wonderful. you were calm and stable and balanced me out wonderfully. although, now that i’m writing this, i’m wondering if things would’ve have eventually ended between us even if corona had never happened. i’ve been blaming corona for pulling us apart, and i’ve been wondering what would have happened with us if the virus had never shown up, but now i’m remembering in the week before we started quarantining that i wasn’t exactly happy. i don’t know if we were just having a bad week or what, but maybe we wouldn’t have lasted under normal circumstances. i still miss you though. i miss going on adventures and weekly trips to the gym, then cookout, and then driving the Jeep into the forest and listening to music. i miss lying in bed with my head against your chest. i miss having you stare at me with that look in your eyes for no reason at all. sometimes i wonder if you ever loved me, and then i remember moments like those. you were my first love, so maybe i’ll always love you in a way. but i think i’m finally learning to let go. at least i hope i am. because i don’t know how much longer i’m going to be able to think about you all day. i need to get you out of my head.

I told you that I would risk heartbreak over and over again for you and it wasn’t enough. You still left and now every piece of me is lost. I’m broken without you

I told you that I would risk heartbreak over and over again for you and it wasn’t enough. You still left and now every piece of me is lost. I’m broken without you

I was finally able to move on after you left me. it took 6 months. Im so happy with who im currently with.

hey. so I umm... I'm kinda in love with you. it's weird bc i think abt getting married to you and how we would live together. idk what ut is abt you. i'm just in love with you...sorry

I miss you so much and I don’t understand why you had to move away we were just starting to become closer and you just left without even telling me you were leaving and I haven’t talked to you sense so please just text me back

It’s been a month and I miss you but I’m scared that if we try again It won’t work out and I’ll get hurt again.

I think for a while I thought I loved you but now I think I was in love with the fact that you just treated me like a actual person now that I've realized my worth and that people do want me I barley even think about you anymore. I hope you her are happy, I'm genuine, you're perfect for each other - sincerely the girl you went to as a last choice

do you miss me enough to make me miss you?

Sometimes I regret turning you down. I was an idiot. Now I'll never have that chance again.

I love you so much. Thank you for being you. You are perfect. You make me so happy.

Sometimes I miss you, and then I remember every awful thing you did

been three whole hours of me thinking about you everyday. sometimes for hours sometimes in passing

Miss our friendship and what we had too.

All I do is wait. You love me enough to kiss me in private but not enough to date me
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you watched me fall apart while you tore me further

i wish we were still smiling at each other like we used to. i miss you. i love u always n forever.

you hurt me. i loved you with everything in me. wish you never chose her over me.

I wish you didn’t turn out to be everything you said you hated.

Sometimes I wonder if I made the right choice by leaving, but all I want is for you to be happy.

i think i’ll always wish things turned out differently.
i wish u let me love u

i wish we had met in a different way cause then maybe i wouldn’t be so scared to say i love you.