Unsent messages to GABE

i wish you loved me as much as you loved me in the beginning :(

when do i finally let you go?

kiss me :)

talk first, initiate more.

I’ll always be the yee to your haw

why did you come back from more then a year of not talking

I don’t want to be ur best friend. I want to be ur gf.

I miss you so much it feels unbearable sometimes

Please text me. I love you.

if you still remember me, i loved you even after i let you go.

I wish you could have just grown up and loved me

I crave things from u, that ppl don’t crave from a friend

I bet you think about me

i hate how it ended

You make me want to curl up in a ball

i still think about what if i did something different

I wish I was her, because then maybe you’ll choose me already.

I hope I never loose you

i miss you but i wish i never met you

do you like me or do you not? im so confused

Pls move on we dated for a month

i don’t want to spend more time missing you than ive known you

i love you but i wish we never hooked up

you make my head spin around with all of the things that you do

you’re my soulmate, but sadly I am not yours.

I miss you so much

i’m so sorry for how it ended, but you were always just a best friend to me. i’m sorry i didn’t realize sooner. i want you to know that i think about how you are all the time. i miss you. love you lots.

Im finally over the fact of us having sex, and you going back to your ex your just an asshole wish you the best bud I would always help you if you needed me.

i have a lot to say but here’s this~
i’m still here like i promised ok?
i love you and i will always.
eventually i’ll get over you and her.
i’m glad you’re happy.
i promised i’d be happy for you so i am.
even though you cut me out of your life, i still care.

I never meant that much to you and i know that but it was fun pretending that i did. I chased you for 3 years isn’t that fucking crazy. We might’ve been young but you could’ve treated me better. I was heartbroken for so long because i only remembered the good parts. Cutting you off was amazing for me. Was i not worth more than my body? I’ll never know. I guess i can’t be jealous of her because she isn’t better for me, she’s just better for you. And he’s better for me. So long old friend. Also stop looking up your ex she was terrible for you. You know that.

i know it was never official, but sometimes at night all i can think about is u and what we could’ve been.

i'm finally imagining life without you in it. I'm looking at my future with someone else in your place. Maybe it's harsh, but it feels good. good to restructure my fantasies so they no longer include you.

gabe. the first text i sent you made me head over heals in love. something about you makes my heart skip five beats. every song reminds me of you. we met a little ago but you are so perfect to me and i love you. "gabe."

I am in love with you. A little part of me always will I think. You're too good for the people you choose but I will always be happy for you no matter what. Thank you for always making me feel so special and loved.

we can't be friends and i'm sorry about that. but you scarred me so deeply, i can't live with friendship. all i ever wanted was to love you, and all you did was use me when you felt lonely. it hurts to know each other for years and then become strangers. I know it's for the better, but I still often can't help but wonder what could've been.

I know you hate me and find me so annoying but i can never seem to stop thinking about you. I dont blame you for the pain i went through. I will always love you.

i think we would have worked in another time, another life. you're my twin flame, we just aren't good for each other.

sorry for not accepting your oreos. i still am attached to you til this year. i like you a lot. you stay in the back of my head and sometimes i just can’t stop thinking about what we could’ve been. text me. pls?

i really despise you. i feel like you strung me along for months. when i tried to speak up about how i felt about our relationship, you’d shut me down and tell me you’re in love with me. i hate you so fucking much. you’d jokingly tell me to not hate you when i’d say ‘kam’, yet ghosted me two months before our one year anniversary. i deserve better. i’m letting you go and moving on. i hope your life goes well without me.

i regret ever getting with you jones. you were such an ass and were the gasoline to my dumpster fire mental health. its embarrassing that i even liked you before i got with you. i regret pretending the entire relationship.

Well we haven’t talked in awhile and I think I needed to get this off my chest. I miss you in I believe a platonic way.. I miss laughing with you and you always made my day brighter. Hope you’re doing well and I hope we find our way back together.

You don’t know how much u drove me crazy the way you would look into my eyes and not breaking contact or looking way

thank you for showing me i deserve more than love at bare minimum. sorry that that’s all you could give me. now i know i’m enough for someone who’s equipped to handle a healthy relationship.

You deserve the entire world, I'm so happy you're in my life, I will forever smile thinking about you:)

i really hope things are going well for you, haven’t heard anything from you in a bit and it really worries me. please take care of yourself properly, alright? remember that you are not a burden to me or anybody else, and don’t return to your bad habits. i understand how hard it can be for you but taking little steps still makes a big difference. love you!!

You used me so bad and was so toxic when all i wanted to do was love and be loved by you, but it was never enough

I’ll always love you. You were the first person that loved me and made me feel what it was like to be loved. You were my first everything and I’ll always have a place for you in my heart. I hope that you found happiness for yourself, I hope you keep achieving your goals, I hope you smile more, & I hope that everything is well with you. You graduated boot camp and I wish I could’ve congratulated you. As much as it hurts me and even through all the pain you gave me, I hope your happy with her too. I’m sorry for all the hurt I caused too. Thank you for everything, for allowing me to feel what it was like to be loved, for making me feel beautiful, for making me feel wanted, for making me feel special, for making me safe, for making laugh, smile, & thank you for all the good memories. I love you Gabe.

maybe don't tell your next gf that u never had butterflies for her and actually treat her like a human being :)

I really hope you decide to stay, i dont want to lose you. im sorry you’re in pain, i wish i could take it away

i miss you. and maybe you'll see this and think there's no way it could be me. please don't trust yourself on that. and yes, i want to hear from you.