you care to much stop stressing over everything and just take some time you will be loved some day trust me

theres so much i want to say to you, i guess ill start off with...why? whyd you leave? i asked if i did something wrong and you said no. so what was it? did you lose feelings for me? were you going through something that i didnt know about? i love you...i have hope that you will come back. i need you bro. im so truly sorry if i did something wrong. you were my bestfriend and my lover. its been 42 days since we last talked. I remember 42 days ago so clearly bc it was halloween, i cried all night knowing you were leaving me. i felt like i was bothering you. if i was, im sorry. i miss you.

Losing you was like losing a person. It left me empty and hurting and I didn't think I was going to recover. But I did. Thanks for the life lesson

I wouldn’t change anything I did for you. I’d do it all over again. No matter how much suffering I went through to be with you. I would still be yours all over again. That’s why I needed you to stay gone when you left me. Because I knew that if you asked me to come back I would. I would still. I would give up everything.
I loved you so much more than I love myself.

HI!! i doubt u’ll even look at this, but if u do- please know how much i appreciate u & care for u. thank u for being goofy with me & talking into the night about real life stuff. ur one of the most genuine & amazing people i’ve ever met, and i’m praying that you realize how dope u really are. can’t wait to watch the stars with u. thank u for everything, i mean it from the bottom of my heart

I am in love with you. A little part of me always will I think. You're too good for the people you choose but I will always be happy for you no matter what. Thank you for always making me feel so special and loved.

you dont really know me but you are so amazing i wish i could be with you but im to afraid you wont love me

u told me u liked let me down by oliver tree and your fav color was blue. i wish u showed that u liked me.

gabe. the first text i sent you made me head over heals in love. something about you makes my heart skip five beats. every song reminds me of you. we met a little ago but you are so perfect to me and i love you. "gabe."

I’m addicted to you, I love how much you make me smile and laugh. I wish we could be together. I’ll love you always.

I believe you probably hate me, but I just wanted to say I love you and I'm sorry I didn't say it sooner. I may seem like that jealous, phsyco bitch, but in reality its because I don't want her to hurt you. I love your smile so much, I love how goofy you are, I love your personality and most of all I miss you, but your with her now. I love you gabe. I hope your happy and she treats you well

i'm finally imagining life without you in it. I'm looking at my future with someone else in your place. Maybe it's harsh, but it feels good. good to restructure my fantasies so they no longer include you.

I wish we could at least be friends. you were the first person to make me feel alive. I'll always love you no matter what and I really hope you're happy. ehhhh

i know you will never see this, you don’t know what this even is, but i love you and why did i think that we could be a thing, i still think we can i love you so much but you will never like me

i’ve never loved anyone the same way i love you. the only thing i want is to be yours. i just want to be yours

I never thought i would recover from the pain you put me through. But because of that pain i ama stronger woman. I know i deserve better then you and i am determined to prove that you might have broke me but i can put my self back together.

Im not over you because I dont like you anymore, im over you because Ive realized that youre never going to want me like i want you

You used me so bad and was so toxic when all i wanted to do was love and be loved by you, but it was never enough

was there anything i could’ve done to make the distance matter less? anything that would’ve made me worth the risk of fighting through it? anything i could’ve done those ten months to have made u love me just enough to really want me? anything that would’ve made u tell me not to go? anything that would’ve made you tell me we could fix it?
anything that would mean we’d be talking rn and i wouldn’t be staring at the ceiling wondering how i went wrong? i would’ve done anything. instead i’m talking to this stupid fucking screen. i miss you man.

i miss playing minecraft with you. i miss listening to music with you in spanish. i miss you snapping me pictures of your face. i miss you texting me. i miss that you prefer her over me. i love you so much. i never stopped loving you. please talk to me.

I know I annoy you now but you lost someone who would have given you the absolute world and more and for that fuck you

i'm so sorry. i never should have ended it. i know you're happy with her but i never moved on. i still dream about marrying you and im missing you like hell right now. i love you so much. so much gabe.

Gabe, I miss you. Ever since we stopped talking, I think about you daily. It’s hard having to carry on missing my best friend. I hope one day we can be friends again. You’ll always have a space in my heart?

i really hope things are going well for you, haven’t heard anything from you in a bit and it really worries me. please take care of yourself properly, alright? remember that you are not a burden to me or anybody else, and don’t return to your bad habits. i understand how hard it can be for you but taking little steps still makes a big difference. love you!!

there are thousands of people out there just like you, but i cant get you off my mind. i knew deep down you didn't care about me when you stopped snapping back. i should've given up then but i kept pushing and you got mad. i should never have gotten her involved. i guess you don't care about me. i don't know why i care so much about you, we were never together. i think i was in love with what could've been, but even if you let me back into your life it wouldn't be the same. fuck. i can't believe i fucked up so bad. am i just not good enough for you? will you give me a chance to just talk to you? or is it too late? everyone told me you were toxic but i ignored them. god im so fucking stupid.

I miss you and the way you made me feel, even after all the years. I shouldn’t have been so afraid back then.

i really just wanna know if you used me. you kinda just up and left with no explanation, yet you say you liked me, that i made you happy. i remember taking a nap with you the second time we hung out. i think that that was when i realized this is it for a bit. i met your freaking family, and you still did all this. just give me a straight up about why you went and left like that. all i want is an explanation.

you hurt me but i still love u unfortunately. i was so happy with u, sorry for being too clingy. i always listen to our song lmao. take care

It was a one time thing, but I’ve never felt like that with anyone else. I miss that feeling. I miss you, and I hate that.

hey bae
I literally want to get married with you I'm so serious it's not funny
I constantly think about how I should've chose you instead of gc like I fucking cry about it its crazy I look for u at lunch just to fucking see u and what ur wearing that day ur gorgeous and as much as iwant ur babies
i literally cannot tell u how i feel
first of all i hate relationships i mean i only say that bc I'm scared to intimacy lol but i would be a HORRIBLE significant other u deserve better u precious u deserve the everything u want in the world and i cant give u that my love so il just have to deal w loving u from afar lol

you make me the happiest person in the world and whenever you name pops up on my phone i can’t stop smiling every time i’m the luckiest girl in the world and i would do everything to keep you

u were my first love. i still love u. if u told me u wanted me rn, i'd drop everything. it sucked to find out you had a gf the whole 3-4 ish months we were talking. i wish things had been different. im still here for you. im sorry i blocked you a few times. im angry at myself for comforting you about the breakup with the girl. i hope youre doing well. i miss you. i love you, no matter how bad for me you may be.

You deserve the entire world, I'm so happy you're in my life, I will forever smile thinking about you:)

As much as i loved talking to you, i think it would be better if we never did considering all the pain i caused.

i know it was never official, but sometimes at night all i can think about is u and what we could’ve been.

I never meant that much to you and i know that but it was fun pretending that i did. I chased you for 3 years isn’t that fucking crazy. We might’ve been young but you could’ve treated me better. I was heartbroken for so long because i only remembered the good parts. Cutting you off was amazing for me. Was i not worth more than my body? I’ll never know. I guess i can’t be jealous of her because she isn’t better for me, she’s just better for you. And he’s better for me. So long old friend. Also stop looking up your ex she was terrible for you. You know that.

I miss you, I can’t explain why I cared so much about you but I do. I know you’ve moved on but I love you and you’ll always have a place in my heart. Iv tried to forget you but I can’t.

I'm sorry, I was just a kid back then. I know why you left me, because you knew didn't you? I'm sorry. We will meet again one day.

it’s crazy how fast i felt content and at peace with you. i love your gapped tooth smiles and upbeat melancholy energy. we will be okay.

i know it’s been a year now and we’ve both moved on. but sometimes i still think about what our future would look like.

I miss you so much. I don’t know what I did to make you leave, but whatever it was I’m sorry, I just wish you would have said goodbye. Sometimes I look at pictures of you or a video of us laughing and I smile and laugh, but then I realize you left, and the smile fades, and I break down. I know people say you were a bad person, and not worth my tears, but I knew a part of you that no one else got to know. Thank you for making me feel like I could open up, and thank you for being the best friend anyone could ever ask for. I really do hope your happy. I love you.

You hurt me in so many ways, yet i cant get over you if you see this please message me at least as mates :/

thank you for showing me i deserve more than love at bare minimum. sorry that that’s all you could give me. now i know i’m enough for someone who’s equipped to handle a healthy relationship.

i never thought i would miss you this much. i just want everything to go back to how it was when we were together

I’m not sure if I actually loved you, but you were special. I’ll always deny it but really, thank you. I’m sorry I was never enough. But, your friend though..

I still miss the way I would light up when I walked into second period and saw you sitting next to Dre. I miss the way you'd call me baby when I was getting tired and falling asleep. I miss when we would fall asleep on ft, you'd gently wake me up and tell me that you had to go to football practice. I miss the way you'd tell me how much you loved me and wanted to see me. What I don't miss, is the way you slowly lost interest in me and made me force you to tell me. I want you to come back and tell me how much you genuinely want me. I'd do anything to feel the same way I felt when you first called me. I miss the way you would tell me how pretty I looked and how much you loved to see me in your hoodie. and when I wore it, how you loved the way it smelt like me. I miss you using my lingo and when I would jokingly tell you to stop using my lingo, your response would always be "i think you mean OUR lingo". I miss our lingo.

sometimes i think we’re twin flames, then other times i think that could never be possible. maybe because we’ve both loved other people or we don’t love each other as much as we would like to admit. i know you say you love me, but i don’t think i’ll every fully believe you.

You don’t know how much u drove me crazy the way you would look into my eyes and not breaking contact or looking way

i really appreciate you trying to fix everything but why did you really block me you told me it couldn’t be fixed by why please just why

i love you. i love you more than i've ever loved anyone. i care about you more than anything. i doubt you'll ever see this but if you do, you're my one and only. i really hope we work out. i've never wanted it to work out with anyone more.