Why did we do this again? WHY? It's a disaster. It's so much stress for my mind and heart. Why? I can't give any answers to anyone.

There was a time I thought you're it. How did it get to this? I'm getting the impression that we're toxic.

I don’t even know if that was you. I can’t get to read even half of the messages here. I was hurting but we’re toxic... I hope we talk about it someday soon.

Whatever happened i’d probably fall crying into your arms :( I need to talk to you. You were my guardian.