Unsent messages to ANTHONY

I wish i never ended it with you because now everyday I get remined about how we use to date and now i just want you back but i cant because you are with someone you love more than you ever did with me. which is fine with me, but I cant stop thinking about you and i shouldn't. I just wish i had the courage to tell you the truth but i cant because then i would mess up your relationship with Edith. I just want you to knw that I still love you and i want to be with you but you can't. Hopefully you can if anything happens with you and Edith. Love you Anthony.

Im really sorry you got your heart broken. I was just tying to be a good friend and be there for you but you didnt care you goshted me a couple of times. which hurt but what can i say i deserved it im sorry.

You know I feel Really used by you. I thought we could be friends and maybe even more. But the second you started talking to me I felt a connection. You chose her and that’s completely okay. I just can’t help but think that maybe if I had been more open with my feeling we could have worked.

Why can’t I be your girlfriend.. it’s been 5 months why plan a future with me but I’m not your girlfriend

no hay un día que no piense en ti. estaba tan cerca de amarte. i know its too late now, but i think i do.

i could have made you so happy but you gave up on us. worst part is i still think about you every day. fml

I know you'll prolly never see this but i just wanted to thank you for the past 3 years n hurting me.. If you wouldve never hurt me i wouldnt have been able to let go and realize you only wanted me for my body as much as i wish we wouldve worked out sometimes things aren't meant to be and i accepted it. Im sorry i couldnt be what you wanted :)

you'll always have a place in my heart. it's like you've been sewn into the lining of my soul. i'm not sure if we'll ever be the same or if we were meant to become better. we probably won't keep in touch, lose even further track of each other, become strangers to one another. but it feels like my soul will always know you. we'll always be attached. you were the first person i loved. we were so so young it seems impossible but i felt it so deeply i have no doubt you were the first person who sunk their claws into my heart and left their mark. i just never got rid of yours.

i will never forgive myself for ruining us. im so sorry for all the stress and anxiety i caused. i wished i could take it back. i love you more than anything and always will, and i still pray..

I till love you so much. We are drifting. You hang out with girls and get high at your place very week. I still love you though. We were so close. Soul mates even. What happened

I love you so much and I hate to admit it I’d let you break me again and again if it meant there’s even a chance you’ll love me back.

i don’t know why i still think about you. i don’t want to but i don’t want to forget either. and i know i probably don’t occupy space in your mind anymore. that’s okay. maybe we would have been in another dimension.

I hate you but I love the fact that you're still in love with me. I know its wrong but even though I let you go, I don't want you to let me go. It's all one sided and I know its not healthy and you should move on but I don't want you to. I've moved on but the thought of you still loving me brings me peace. Idk what it is but I'm not sorry about it.

Please text me back it wasn’t supposed to end like that. The love i have for you will never go away. You were a big part of my life and now you’re gone

i cant believe it i just watched a romantic film and decided it was the right time to tell you.... I LOVE YOU!

I know its awkward that i like you and i know u just wanna be friends and i can live like that but i need you to know :)

Im sorry for leaving you out of nowhere, you were an amazing person and I was nothing but happy with you. Maybe in the future we'll find each other again, or maybe we won't. But I want you to know you'll always have a place in my heart. Since elementary you always have. But we parted ways and I hope you're doing good. You're an amazing guy and I hope you move on and find a girl who is way better than I ever could be. I wish you the best Anthony.

I know you’re waiting for everything to be perfect before starting something with me. But there’s no such thing as perfect. I just wish you’d see that all there’s left to do is take the chance, because the perfect time will be whenever you become brave enough to take that risk

I meant it every time I said I love you. Even though things suck, I still do. You are my favorite place.

i love you so much man. you saved me when i was at my lowest. i looked forward to texting you everyday, but now it's not the same. not the same vibe anymore :( but it's okay. you're happier now with someone else. sending memes to someone else lmao. if you ever find this, it's going to be so awkward.

How can I love someone and hate someone so much. You're my best friend and I'm in love with you. we could be great, our love would be infinite if you just gave us a chance. I wish you saw us the way I do because now I can't unseeded it. Ever since I met you I can't imagine life without you. I pray one day you see how great we could be. I love you and always will, if I could stop I would but I can't. I love you!

I wish you saw us the way I see us. I know were best friends but if we ever gave it a chance our love would be infinite. I love you and I pray one day you see us the way I do. you're the best and ever since I met you I can't imagine my life without you. you make me the happiest and saddest. you'll always be my first love and the person I tell my kids about when they ask about my first love. I wish I had the balls to tell you all this but I cannot risk this friendship. I love you even though you hurt most when you talk about another girl or when you don't text me back quick. you'll always be my number one.

you didn't let me finish, I really cared for you yet I didn't care if I wasn't going to get it back. I just wanted you to act like you knew what the guess was about not staying interested in me. I just wanted to tell you about my birthday.

Sometimes when I'm sad and I don't know what to do, I picture myself driving to your house in the middle of the night. We haven't spoken in a long time but maybe you'd still know what to say to make things okay.

thank you for saving me.When i met u i was at my lowest in life . I miss you and laughing w you. I hope we’ll find our way back to each other . ?

you wont see this, but im sorry for being so horrible to you. im sorry for not trusting you and comparing you. ik it was a long time ago but i just want to hold you one more time. im sorry for making you feel bad ab yourself. i wish i could go back in time to when we first met nearly 10 years ago, i still remember that day so clearly. i cant listen to any of my fave songs no more they make me think of you. everything does. and what hurts most is how your probably way happier without me now. i will always love you the most :(

I love you. I’m happy I met you. These past few years have been the best. The last time I slept the whole night was when I slept next to you. I know things are hard now but you’ll get through it and you have me. I have never loved anybody the way I love you. I’ll love you forever Anthony. We’ll always be apart of each other. You are everything to me. You’re my whole heart. I hope we never leave each other.

I love you more than all the stars in the sky and no matter how much you hurt me I will never hate you. I think you thought I would be happier without you but I am so far from it

Honeslty im so glad u left me when u did. Even though it was 2 years too late, I was sick of the cheating and u threatening me to make me stay. I hope you're having fun with your gf. The situation with u two is wierd since u told me she has the mental age of a 12 year old, and you're 21. Kind of cringe but at least her childish self has to deal with u shitting yourself every day and claiming benefits for anxiety that u do not have

i just want to hold your hand and spend my life with you, you just wont notice me, its fine u live rent free in my head

I understand why you did it and I forgive you. I just don’t want to see your face ever again. Let it live in memory.

I understand why you did it and I forgive you. I just don’t want to see your face ever again. Let it live in memory.

u used me for advice nd for someone to cry to ab the girl that u loved, but referred to me as a "somebody". u were ashamed of me bc I wasn't like her or any of ur friends nd for that fuck u.

I just wanted to say I Love you and not just as a friend. I would literally do anything for you always.

I like you like a lot but i fear you don't feel the same and i don't want to feel destroyed like i once did.

i still love you even tho you hurt me the most. everything reminds me of you. i will never stop loving you. i’m sorry for not being enough

hey, i miss u. so much. and i really mean it. we haven’t talked in months and i wish u would just reach out to me. i love u alot and u made me feel so loved and cared for. i miss it. i dont know what happened to us

you.. you were my first love and you broke me. i fell apart from you. sometimes i wonder how you are or what you're doing. i've moved on but you gave me trust issues... and i feel like i won't ever let someone see me vulnerable. i still wish you the best after everything.

I think about you alot, about if you're doing okay, about if you're finally happy, you've grown up right in front of me and it's such a weird experience. I'm glad we ended things, but its too bad everything ended there too.

I had a crush on you for about a year. You tore me apart with your words and actions. I got my hear broken by you. And the thing I hate the most, is that i still love you.

I had a crush on you for about a year. You tore me apart with your words and actions. I got my hear broken by you. And the thing I hate the most, is that i still love you.

honestly i love you so much but i can’t date you again i’m so sorry :( you will alwyas be in my brake my love but this time isn’t the right time for me but i will alwyas love you and think about you.

when you left you said “i hope i at least made you happy” what you didn’t know is that you were my happiness

every little thing triggers me. with it being a spot we walked by, with an item you specifically touched, certain food you liked, it all causes me to break down and miss you. i want to text you but you’re moving on and i’ll respect that. maybe one day i can be your moonlight again. maybe.

last week you called me. why? after all you’ve done to me. i know you never truly cared about me so it wasn’t to apologize. did you miss me or did you want to make it all that harder for me to stop caring about you. i’ve been trying to get over you for so long. i know it was easy for you but it’s hard for me. maybe it was so easy for you because to you it was all a game and to me it was all real. when you left me with no explanation i just had to sit there wondering. and now you have done it again. leaving me sitting here stupid wondering if you calling meant something. i debated for a few hours if i should text and ask. i decided to text you because the thought of us wouldn’t leave my mind. i know i shouldn’t have. i should’ve said nothing, you didn’t. but when you texted back you didn’t tell me why. i think you know how much i care and you use that to manipulate me so i never stop having the thought of you in the back of my head. so congratulations if that was your plan. to make me still care about you while you just live your life without me. it worked. i just wish you were a better person. because you aren’t the person i ever thought you were.

you really tore my heart into a million pieces. i dont see myself getting better anytime soon. you're a dick to me but youll always have a special place in my heart. i believe in us.

My biggest regret is that I still love you, I know you still love me but you love everything else more.

it’s coming up on a year since we’ve broken up. i miss you. i look back on our memories and i wish nothing more then for it to go back to the way it used to be. i miss the old you. and i’m having a hard time accepting the fact that it will never be the same again.

the more time I spend with you the more all the feelings start to come flooding back I acted like I hated u to hide everything but in realtime I miss u, I miss you so much and I would do anything for u I've only spent a few min with u since everything has been cool between us, those few min I spent with u brought all the memories and feelings back and that's what I was so scared of I don't wanna get hurt again and im sorry I hurt you but you hurt me to and I don't think my heart can take much more of hurting before I can't fix it anymore I known u will never read this but I love u and im sorry if im different im just protecting you and me both from something we may never fix, I love u Anthony and I hope one day we will walk to the end together but right now is not the time. :(

Im finally letting you go. since we met its been more time with us apart then together. I wish you the best and happiness in your future. I truly believe that we were right person rong time (and place) I need to stop looking in the past and this time I truly believe that I'm over u this time