Unsent Messages

last week you called me. why? after all you’ve done to me. i know you never truly cared about me so it wasn’t to apologize. did you miss me or did you want to make it all that harder for me to stop caring about you. i’ve been trying to get over you for so long. i know it was easy for you but it’s hard for me. maybe it was so easy for you because to you it was all a game and to me it was all real. when you left me with no explanation i just had to sit there wondering. and now you have done it again. leaving me sitting here stupid wondering if you calling meant something. i debated for a few hours if i should text and ask. i decided to text you because the thought of us wouldn’t leave my mind. i know i shouldn’t have. i should’ve said nothing, you didn’t. but when you texted back you didn’t tell me why. i think you know how much i care and you use that to manipulate me so i never stop having the thought of you in the back of my head. so congratulations if that was your plan. to make me still care about you while you just live your life without me. it worked. i just wish you were a better person. because you aren’t the person i ever thought you were.