Unsent messages to ANTHONY
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: July 28, 2023, 7:49 am UTC
Years later, I still think of you. I wish you’d call someday.
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: July 28, 2023, 2:59 am UTC
i love you, but i dont know how to say it.
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: July 27, 2023, 7:06 am UTC
i will forever love u, even if you stopped caring about me.
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: July 23, 2023, 5:28 pm UTC
You're still my yellow, love. I miss you so much
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: July 23, 2023, 1:45 pm UTC
if only you asked me out, we could of been together.
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: July 22, 2023, 1:44 am UTC
i wish i couldve helped you so we didnt have to end
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: July 19, 2023, 7:24 pm UTC
I love you, and I can’t wait to tell you.
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: July 18, 2023, 10:49 pm UTC
I liked you like a lot. But u picked her over me.
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: July 18, 2023, 10:00 pm UTC
you are the only person to make me feel safe and comfortable.
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: July 18, 2023, 9:55 pm UTC
u have made my life so much better. i love you so much <3
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: July 18, 2023, 6:53 pm UTC
i hope i mean as much to you as u mean 2 me:(
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: July 16, 2023, 8:12 pm UTC
I love you so much. I’m going to love you forever :)
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: July 16, 2023, 8:11 pm UTC
I hope we get to use our baby name list one day ..
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: July 16, 2023, 4:49 am UTC
If you are looking for me, know I am looking for you too
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: July 16, 2023, 3:34 am UTC
In another life time Red in a another mf life time
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: July 16, 2023, 2:19 am UTC
i hope you think of me when you look at ur jewelry
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: July 12, 2023, 11:26 pm UTC
i wonder if you think about me when you’re with her
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: July 11, 2023, 5:35 pm UTC
i’m sorry i love you i know i’ll hurt you in the end
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: January 19, 2021, 12:10 am UTC
hey listen, i don’t know if you’ll ever see this but i just wanted to let you know you hurt me. i just fell in love with a version of you i created in my head. but no matter what i feel like i’ll always be stuck having some kind of feelings for you. i’m glad we broke up but am i really? fuck. yk what, i hate you.
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: January 18, 2021, 7:27 pm UTC
Thank you for being my friend while he is gone. You stayed with me even though you had so many options that weren’t with me. i am glad we are friends now and i can trust in you
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: January 17, 2021, 8:16 pm UTC
you completed me. you were the only thing keeping me going. i’m gonna make you proud one day. so proud muffin. rip.
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: January 16, 2021, 3:09 am UTC
i dont even know where to start, i miss u so much and what we used to be. im so sorry that i wasn't enough for you, but i really did give my all. you came into my life when i was at my lowest- and made me feel on top of the world. i never knew that one day you would be the reason that i am now at my lowest. to this day, i still dont know where i went wrong, all i know is that i will always be here for you no matter what, just like i said i would. it hurts so bad to know that you dont care anymore. you will never have a clue, that loving you was the best thing my heart went through.
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: January 15, 2021, 5:33 am UTC
u came back but it wasn't that u missed me but to instead hurt me more... congrats u got what u were looking for.
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: January 14, 2021, 6:49 am UTC
i miss us i really do, i wanna try again, this last time. u really made me feel happy when i was with u. i miss ur hugs. that was the last thing i wanted from u. i just want that. ima keep waiting for u even if i’m not what u want. i miss u a lot i really fucking do. i was down for u and u knew that and i’m still am no matter how complicated this gets i want u only u. i love you.
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: January 14, 2021, 6:48 am UTC
I think about you sometimes, you know. I think about how much you made me hurt, I think about how my feelings were so intense for you and most of all I think about what you did to me. You treated me like I didn’t even matter after a few days. I was naive and you knew that. I felt like such an idiot and I thought I was doing something wrong. Your on and off love was probably the worst part. The feeling completely unwanted then feeling like the most important girl in the world was terrible. I thought I moved on from you, I thought I was done. But you keep creeping back into my mind. I cant look at any other white boy without thinking of you and how you hurt me, i don’t even expect anyone to love me. I hate you so much. I get angry when I see someone who reminds me of you. I get annoyed when someone brings you up. I feel pain in my chest when I see our old photos. I wish I’d never met you. I wish I’d never even taken the fucking psychology class. I hate you, so much. I cant believe I ever settled for someone as lame as you.
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: January 12, 2021, 8:31 pm UTC
i just want to tell you that i am doing better without you and thank you for bringing this new part of me to light. thank you for the memories and all the smiles you brought before it all came crashing down.
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: January 12, 2021, 7:31 pm UTC
I put my all into you and you still couldn’t love me like you said you did. All I wanted was you. The wolf to my fox.
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: January 12, 2021, 5:26 pm UTC
i deserved better, and we both know it. i wish i had the courage to scream at you last night, but of course your voice on the other end of the phone just made me wish i could go back to that summer.
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: January 11, 2021, 11:14 pm UTC
the letter i wrote you stays on my desk. my love for you meant everything. i really miss you, but i'm not sure. i can't really date you without it being an embarresment. i really hate myself but i love you.
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: January 11, 2021, 10:32 am UTC
I really hope you’re doing better after all the shit I put you through. I’m sorry and I’ll always love you.
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: January 10, 2021, 4:32 pm UTC
i really really liked you. but it was my fault. you were the person that i was ment to be friends with and maybe date, but im not sure. we would have still been together if i wasn't so insecure. i love you.
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: January 10, 2021, 6:25 am UTC
I really thought u were it but how could it treat me the way u did. I wish u weren’t the person to teach me these lessons.
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: January 9, 2021, 3:30 am UTC
i dont know why i’m so attached to you. i see you talking to other girls and i’m still dumb enough to believe you want me. but i know you won’t ever stop talking to them because that’s just you and i would never ask you to change for a dumb girl like me.
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: January 8, 2021, 10:50 pm UTC
i’m sorry i didn’t feel the same way you did. i’m so messed up in the head i couldn’t do it. you’ll find someone better. you deserve better.
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: January 8, 2021, 3:43 am UTC
so much time has passed, but i want to say i'm sorry. i wish things were different. but you need to get out of my head
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: January 7, 2021, 6:48 pm UTC
You were my first love. You will always have a place in my heart, but that place shrunk a little after i found out you cheated on me twice.
From: ABC
To: anthony
Date: January 7, 2021, 6:08 pm UTC
you're my bestfriend, my everything and i can't imagine my life without you. i love you so much no matter how much you annoy me sometimes
