I wish you saw us the way I see us. I know were best friends but if we ever gave it a chance our love would be infinite. I love you and I pray one day you see us the way I do. you're the best and ever since I met you I can't imagine my life without you. you make me the happiest and saddest. you'll always be my first love and the person I tell my kids about when they ask about my first love. I wish I had the balls to tell you all this but I cannot risk this friendship. I love you even though you hurt most when you talk about another girl or when you don't text me back quick. you'll always be my number one.