Thank you for teaching me that there is no Peter Pan.
Rooting for you always. I miss you, my red power ranger.

I put my all into you and you still couldn’t love me like you said you did. All I wanted was you. The wolf to my fox.

I till love you so much. We are drifting. You hang out with girls and get high at your place very week. I still love you though. We were so close. Soul mates even. What happened

i just want to tell you that i am doing better without you and thank you for bringing this new part of me to light. thank you for the memories and all the smiles you brought before it all came crashing down.

i will never forgive myself for ruining us. im so sorry for all the stress and anxiety i caused. i wished i could take it back. i love you more than anything and always will, and i still pray..

since when are you such a douche? i remember when i would do anything in the world for you ,and now i’m nothing to you. i hope all the other people are worth it, because i sure wasn’t.

im probably an idiot for thinking you'd come back ,, its been 2 years. but i cant move on. hope you're doing well

We had a budding friendship through the 10th grade, and then it became plain awkward after I confessed my feelings for you... I also hate whoever catfished you into thinking I was messaging you when I wasn't...

bruh ur the funniest person i know and u make me laugh constantly. ur so much fun to be around and theres never a boring moment with u. i love u so much dude.

i love you so much, come back please. give us a real try for once. i’m fine with the drunk texts some nights, it means we can talk. i just need you please

when u called me toxic and manipulative, that hurt. why would you say that after i just got out of the hospital? im not my mental illness, just how you arent your depression. please dont stigmatize and demonize bpd anymore, and do research. if you read this someday, i hope you’ve matured since then and realize ur actions were in the wrong. i’ll always love you, regardless of what you did to me at the end. im sorry you cant love me with bpd. i know if i didnt have it you’d be here now. ive sent this same message with ur full name btw.

i don’t know why I still think about you. it’s literally so fucking stupid. i don’t know why im doing this. love you f&a... maybe

Hey kiddo i miss you so much and what we had, but hope u r doing well, i always think about you, wish i could hear your voice once more time, ily

you.. you were my first love and you broke me. i fell apart from you. sometimes i wonder how you are or what you're doing. i've moved on but you gave me trust issues... and i feel like i won't ever let someone see me vulnerable. i still wish you the best after everything.

to my adorkable man. i love you so much. you made me so happy and im so sorry for what i did to you. i hurt you in ways i can only imagine and i shouldn’t have. i wish i could give you a reason- you deserve a reason, but i cant. you were a light in my life. my first love. i wish i met your daughter. i wish i’d gotten to hug you. kiss you. i wish i didnt break your heart. but if i went back to you i know i’d break it all over again and i cant do that to you. not again. i dont even know what you look like but you are the most beautiful person i have ever met in my life. i love you so much, but it’s time we both move on, darling. i’ve got a sophie to love now. please find someone better for you, who will love you and kiss you and be good for your family. find happiness, anthony. please.

heyy.. so you were the first person to give me butterflies after years of being hurt by others. and that night you said "goodnight love" i thought I was something to you. but unfortunately it meant nothing. days passed you talked to me less and less. you stopped saying goodnight. you went from good morning to gm. you leave me on delivered for hours. you gave me a little hope- a purpose to live- then crushed it. i thought maybe God had finally seen that I was in need of someone and he had seen that I was hurting and that he had brought me you. but I guess that wasn't it. but what did I expect right. i always get hurt. maybe that's just my purpose on this world.

hey, i miss u. so much. and i really mean it. we haven’t talked in months and i wish u would just reach out to me. i love u alot and u made me feel so loved and cared for. i miss it. i dont know what happened to us

i still love you even tho you hurt me the most. everything reminds me of you. i will never stop loving you. i’m sorry for not being enough

I liked you so much for so long but for why? I thought you where someone who was actually respectful. I thought you where different. wtf is wrong with you?

If I listened to other people then I wouldn't have been so attached and felt so guilty after leaving.

you'll always have a place in my heart. it's like you've been sewn into the lining of my soul. i'm not sure if we'll ever be the same or if we were meant to become better. we probably won't keep in touch, lose even further track of each other, become strangers to one another. but it feels like my soul will always know you. we'll always be attached. you were the first person i loved. we were so so young it seems impossible but i felt it so deeply i have no doubt you were the first person who sunk their claws into my heart and left their mark. i just never got rid of yours.

Hey Anth, I really miss you. I am sorry for not being there for u and hiding my emotions. I love you so much. I hope you thought the same :)

You’re my person. You’ve always been my person & I love you more then then words can even explain. I’m happy I got you back.

i’m still in love with you after these years. i wish you nothing but happiness because that’s what you deserve.

I just wanted to say I Love you and not just as a friend. I would literally do anything for you always.

u used me for advice nd for someone to cry to ab the girl that u loved, but referred to me as a "somebody". u were ashamed of me bc I wasn't like her or any of ur friends nd for that fuck u.

you aren't my first love but I caught unwanted feelings for you fast. I thought I would actually have a chance with you.. but I guess not. Sorry if I was irritating or just really pushy for no reason. I wish it could've worked out for the better.

sometimes i miss the way you would let me put my head in your shoulder in school and the way you acted Towards me how much you treated me like a sister i miss it i’m sorry for everything i wish things could just go back to how they where i love you to the moon and back twin (even tho your already calling someone else that) but yeah i know even if we apologize it won’t be the same we both change for the better and the worst but i love you so much and please i just miss our early ft calls out after school ft calls and everything you bought me and just your present in general you always mad me feel safe and yeah our i side jokes those time i slept over at your house when you would help me through my shit when my parents where fighting i and you where there for me i just miss you well ig your old self even tho things will never go back to how they used to be i wish you nothing but the best okay antonio if you ever need someone i’ll always be here i love you.

i hope one day you come back to me , you showed me what it’s like loving to losing. My soul is always with you.

I understand why you did it and I forgive you. I just don’t want to see your face ever again. Let it live in memory.

I understand why you did it and I forgive you. I just don’t want to see your face ever again. Let it live in memory.

I still remember the day you said I was your everything. I didn’t know that was gonna be the day I was gonna see you for the last time.

i fucking wish i could text u all this myself but i just cant. i miss u always. and we will both never really know our feelings for each other. the distance is just tearing us apart and deep down we know that this will never work out. so many mixed emotions that we will never tell each other.im sorry and i love you always

I know you will never see this because your dumb boy that doesn't understand that a girl has feelings for you when it was so obvious. I know for a fact you saw how I treated other boys and then how I treated you, how I looked at other boys and how I looked at you. half of the messages under my name make me wish they were from you. the only boy I ever meet that wasn't so fucking dumb was the first boy I ever liked. he figured it out I liked him, he didn't like me, but it didn't ruin our friendship and he never made anything awkward, I finally got over it and we still remained best friends. I love him for that but hate him for making me believe all boys were like that, he gave me false hope. I hope you know you lost a damn good friend by just cutting me out of your life, fuck you.

you werent really my first love. you werent really my friend either. i would jump oceans for you Anthony, but you wouldn't even jump puddles for me.

I've loved you for as long as I have known you. I will always love you, all of you. I want to be with you for all that life has to offer. You're the only person I want to fall asleep with, and the only one I want to wake up with. I love you.

i just want to hold your hand and spend my life with you, you just wont notice me, its fine u live rent free in my head

I want you back I love you. I miss what we had. I miss the old you. I don’t miss who you are now. I hope you find someone great. Miss you lots

i miss you even though we don’t talk anymore. i can’t have feelings for anyone else because im still not over you. i miss you.

i hate you because anything you do makes me have butterflies when i tell myself i won’t fall for you again. i hate you because ur with her but knew damn well that i was just there to boost ur ego.

Sigo esperando tu mensaje. Me duele muchísimo que me dejaras de hablar de un día para otro. No sé qué hice mal cuando todo iba tan bien. Solo te deseo lo mejor. Te extraño en mi vida. Gracias por hacerme feliz, realmente feliz.

so many things going on in my life and you’re the first person i want to tell but i cant anymore... happy belated

Honeslty im so glad u left me when u did. Even though it was 2 years too late, I was sick of the cheating and u threatening me to make me stay. I hope you're having fun with your gf. The situation with u two is wierd since u told me she has the mental age of a 12 year old, and you're 21. Kind of cringe but at least her childish self has to deal with u shitting yourself every day and claiming benefits for anxiety that u do not have

i loved you through it all... from the moment i met you i knew i’d fall in love with you. i just wish you loved me back

You will always have a special place in my heart. I miss you and i want you to know i never regretted meeting you

Honestly you completely messed me up but I grew from that and I thank you for helping me build who I am today & even though I tell you all the time, it’s never happening again..I’m so much better off without you in my life. So thank you.

your smile just makes me forget everything, i miss you and i hope you’re doing good, even if i’m not happy, i hope you are

You’re still my first and last thought every day and I wish I was enough for you. I wish distance didn’t get in the way and I wish you would’ve loved me like I loved you. I love you bebé. If you ever see this, just know you will always hold a special place in my heart.

i still love you and even though you might not come back i’ll be here for you and even tho all those times you hurt me and i annoyed you and everything i still love you so much. hopefully we’ll still be something. i’m sorry for anything tht i have done. and if anything happens i love you.

You’ve left me clueless for years. I'm always here whenever you want me and always make myself available to you but I don't think you'll ever be ready for me. I'm tired of being used. Why can't you see that? You have always told me I'm different and unique and so beautiful but why can’t you just make us work? Why is it always me chasing after you when you pursued me first? Why am I always the one left clueless and confused and just heartbroken?