Unsent messages to ADAM

Although we don't talk anymore, I truly hope you get everything you want out of life. You deserve the world, I've always told you that. Hopefully, you're carrying on with some "late-night adventures" and enjoying life.

Although we don't talk anymore, I truly hope you get everything you want out of life. You deserve the world, I've always told you that. Hopefully, you're carrying on with some "late-night adventures" and enjoying life.

I'm really attached to u now and I really like u, but I'm sad this won't work out because I have 5 more years of studying here and I think that you'll find someone else during that time, and it's so sad because I feel like you're my soulmate

Maybe if u let me we could have been besties but ik u want to live ur life one step at a time and I have my life set out for me :( I’m sorry I didn’t try harder but I’m not going to fight for you if your not going to put the same effort in

even though i only knew you for a short period of time you became a really close friend, you always made me happy even when we weren’t texting. you’re on my mind 24/7 and i’m happy for you and that you’re finally dating her but ngl i wish i was her. i miss you so much and every time we stop talking i cry so much, it’s like somehow without even trying you always manage to make me smile. since we started talking, i swear i’ve never been happier. i really wish we met in real, we would’ve been so lit no cap. yk i joke flirt with lots of other boys but with you idk it was just different i’m not even joking if we dated our relationship would’ve been sooo amazing. i can literally write a whole ass book for you but i don’t think you’re ever gonna see it but i just wanted to say this. plus no matter what i’ll always love you my tall giraffe/pinocchio and i miss you everyday, i hope you miss me aswell. i hope i’m still ur favourite worm and annoying bitch cuz you’re always gonna be my stubborn cunt.

even though i only knew you for a short period of time you became a really close friend, you always made me happy even when we weren’t texting. you’re on my mind 24/7 and i’m happy for you and that you’re finally dating her but ngl i wish i was her. i miss you so much and every time we stop talking i cry so much, it’s like somehow without even trying you always manage to make me smile. since we started talking, i swear i’ve never been happier. i really wish we met in real, we would’ve been so lit no cap. yk i joke flirt with lots of other boys but with you idk it was just different i’m not even joking if we dated our relationship would’ve been sooo amazing. i can literally write a whole ass book for you but i don’t think you’re ever gonna see it but i just wanted to say this. plus no matter what i’ll always love you my tall giraffe/pinocchio and i miss you everyday, i hope you miss me aswell. i hope i’m still ur favourite worm and annoying bitch cuz you’re always gonna be my stubborn cunt.

what were your intentions with me? you treated me so well some days and gave me so much hope but other days it seemed like you were just sleeping with other girls because i wasn't good enough. please come back. i miss everything about you- the way you talked, made small jokes, your music, your laugh. i hope you know i would give up anything to be with you and i still think about you every second of the day. where did i go wrong?

i’m sorry for whatever i did that made you leave. just know i still love you and hate that fact that i don’t hate you.

You taught me a lot of things and helped me through a lot
You were my best friend
But it was so easy to forget you

I sung Dizzee and you sung Florence. I still stay quiet through her words, it doesn’t feel right singing your part.

you weren’t my first love. you’ll never be considered as someone i’ve loved. but you where the one who got the closest to my heart. yet, you didn’t took care of it.

I really adore you and I was very happy when we first started dating. But I don't know if our relationship is still making any sense...Yet I'm afraid to tell you that.

I thought I loved you so much, and it sucked so hard because I knew you weren’t ready to put in the effort I put into you

I really like you, even though we can't ever be together. there's a sparkle in your eyes that makes me melt.

I'm so sorry. I really thought I liked you, and by the time I realized I didnt, or at least not the way you liked me, it was easier to make you hate me than it was to be honest. I regret that choice every single day. I love you, but not the way you wanted me to. You were one of my best friends. I miss you so much, even now. I wish we could talk. I wish I could apologize.

you will never understand how important you are to me. i just wish you'd put effort into our friendship.

you taught me that i am good enough and deserve to be loved but you also showed me how true heartbreak feels

We just fell in love so easy but we just messed it up.The fact that you dont love me anymore,broke me,but no matter what,i will always love you.

I think you were the right person but just in the wrong time.We were just too young and this all was just too much for us.I hope that one day,we will find a way back to each other

I think we were meant to be, but we just did it all wrong.Im sorry that i gave up,but i knew, and so did you, that you were no longer truly in love with me.i miss you

Because of you I don't look at the world the same. I went from being an innocent little girl to seeing the world as a dark place. I wish you were never in my life.

I cried that day in bfast because the thought of things going back to the way they were was too much for me. I love you.

hi :) you'll never see this, which almost makes it better, buttttt its a little funny to me how you mess w my head every single day and have no idea you're doing it. please stop ?

Everything went downhill when you left but sometimes I still think it'll be us in the end. I love you, forever.

I wish things were different I wish I was still helping you install your car radio, not crying over you while I cry louder than the sound of my car radio.

hey Adam! i just wanted to let you know that you were one of the few people i actually liked talking to at uni! You look like a great guy and you’re so nice. Im sorry for sometimes leaving you on read. Trust me when i say i was dying to talk to you but i didn’t want to become attached. Because i knew you probably didn’t even care haha. I’m sorry. i wish you all the best, you seem like a great guy!

I’m so sorry for breaking your heart I wasn’t in love anymore and I didn’t wanted to break it even more.. i will always regret this

I hope you're doing well. I miss you. we used to be so close and now we're nothing and that hurts me more than you know.

i will forever love you. please never forget that. you completly broke me but you’ll for bet be the one for me

just a few quick questions, why do you always fall on me when u get ur heart broken? why do u always ask me for pics when ur lonely or bored? have you ever thought about an "us"? if i didn't hoe around, would u see me as more that someone just to ask for pics? could we be together? do you even find me attractive/appealing at all, or am i just easy? because i feel some typa way when i'm w u, and that's never happened before with any guy. but you give me mixed signals and i feel like you'd reject me if i were to shoot my shot. or maybe i give you mixed signals. i don't know. it's fine.

why'd you have to let me in and make me like you just to push me away and be an asshole? i hate that i have a soft spot for you. i would've done anything to make you happy, but its your loss. hope one day you realize what you lost.

Our timing was never right and that is something that will always eat at my soul. If only I had the courage to be honest and tell you how much you meant to me maybe things would have been different. I am sorry for not loving you the way you deserved to be loved.

you're all i can think about these days, and i just wish you knew how i felt and you could say the same

I wish I asked you earlier. For some reason the way you felt against me felt right? I’m naive. Why go for me right?

i hope one day you will understand respect and kindness. it’s not all about you. just keep losing people

If you didn’t want me you should have left me alone. But I’m better without you now, so maybe it was for the best.

I think you were right. You are a shitty boyfriend, but not because were bad but because you didn't try to get better. And I still loved you anyway...

After months of talking to me just stop with no reason after i went to your house i thounht you were going to be a nice chamge for my life.

u were nice.. too nice. i found out from one of YOUR that u were a liar.
thanks for playing with me, we were better off friends and i hope we stays as only friends.

i literally have the biggest crush on you and i have no clue why i cant get over it! please just be a dick to me give me a reason to hate you?

it is just now that im realizing that no matter how much i move on, ill never get over u. that is the problem. i love u

i hope you feel happy and less stressed without me in your life. i hope you do. i left so you could be happy.

You were my first love. I thought you were going to also be my last but people change and show their true colors

You made me very happy but I had a lot of issues and problems that I failed to communicate to you with. We could have still been together if I actually was brave enough. I know there's no chance of us being getting back together since you look a lot more happier talking to another girl :)

I’m sorry for all the heart ache. All these years later, I am happy. I honestly hope you are happy too.

I fucking hate that I still love you why'd you have to leave me for her, where'd I go wrong, I hate you so much

You hurt me the most I've ever been hurt I wish I reported it now. You gave me anxiety and depression f**k you

what does she have that i don’t, i tried so hard to be all you wanted but after all i guess i was never the one but you broke me and i hope you know how i suffer everyday from it

maybe if our lives were in the same places we could admit it. but we’re not and we never will be. i love you with every bit of my heart and always will but like one of my romcoms it’s not meant to be - and that hurts my sou.l

You knew I’d come back everytime, you knew I couldn’t be away from you. Why did you chose her and when I moved on try to win me back ? I will always love you