I'm so sorry. I really thought I liked you, and by the time I realized I didnt, or at least not the way you liked me, it was easier to make you hate me than it was to be honest. I regret that choice every single day. I love you, but not the way you wanted me to. You were one of my best friends. I miss you so much, even now. I wish we could talk. I wish I could apologize.