I wish I could be as happy as I was before you came into my life. You were a waste of time and I regret opening my heart to someone so cruel and ungrateful.

Do I wait or do I start getting over you? You never said it’s over. You haven’t said anything. I still want you. I wish you’d say something

Adam,
Thank you for the happiest year of my life. I don't know if I will ever love again. You saved me. I need you to save me again but our time is up. I will honestly love you forever. I need to text you so bad right now but I cant

I know it wasn’t real. How could you abandon me once I was hospitalized? Mental illness is still an illness. I don’t remember a lot. I just wish I had closure. You can go fuck yourself.

it is just now that im realizing that no matter how much i move on, ill never get over u. that is the problem. i love u

I have never loved you less than I do now. You can never have that power over me ever again. Fuck you.

I’ve never been so stuck on someone. I wish you would stop playing with my feelings so I could either move on or fall in love.

i’ve liked you for 2 years. every time we talk, you make me feel so good about myself. nothing will ever happen probably, but these moments are enough for right now

I was going to tell you I loved you. I'm sorry I broke up with you a week later. I still love you and am working on getting over you. You just weren't the one I thought you were.

as much as i knew we weren't right for each other, i cant stop thinking about you every day. it never stops and i just wish you felt the same way.

you are everything i’ve ever dreamed of and i wanna live with you. you’re the one i want forever and ever. you’re the best and i adore you. until we see each other again remember that i love you more and more each day

if you are seeing this, it's who u think it is. idk what happened to us, but I lost u. I miss u. no guy compares to the way I felt about you and what we had. but oh well. have fun at skool.
call me

i literally have the biggest crush on you and i have no clue why i cant get over it! please just be a dick to me give me a reason to hate you?

u were nice.. too nice. i found out from one of YOUR that u were a liar.
thanks for playing with me, we were better off friends and i hope we stays as only friends.

I miss you but you only saw my skin in the sun and never took the time to recognize my soul in the moonlight.

Hey there, I honestly am over you yet I still remember clearly our conversation and the colour of your eyes. Weird how time changes everything and some how nothing. But that is how It is.

i hope you know that even though i wasn't what you wanted i would still give you all my happiness and take away any sadness or negativity you have and give it myself because you deserve nothing but the best.

I always kinda liked you since 8th grade but didn’t say anything. you and her were so happy together, I didn’t want to ruin it. keep focusing on soccer love. I hope you find someone who loves you like how you love them.

I always kinda liked you since 8th grade but didn’t say anything. you and her were so happy together, I didn’t want to ruin it. keep focusing on soccer love. I hope you find someone who loves you like how you love them.

I wish you didn’t live so far. I wish my parents werent so strict. I would do anything in the world just to see you and give you a hug and cuddle you. I just want to be with you. No one else makes me smile the way you do when I see a notification with your name.

After months of talking to me just stop with no reason after i went to your house i thounht you were going to be a nice chamge for my life.

i feel like you don't want to be my friend sometimes. like idk u only talk to me about ruby or wanting to fuck. maybe things would be different if i wasnt friends with alana. i hope you know i consider dropping her for you. because even when it seems you dont like me that much u still make my day better.

I just really really liked you and wanted to know what your hand felt like holding mine, if even for a minute. sorry

you should be the one i'm dancing around the kitchen with at 3am and making pancakes on sunday mornings with when were older. but you won't be, we'll still have each other i know that. but we'll both have other lovers.

I'm sorry for never being good enough. I wasn't enough for you to fall in love with, even though you said you loved me. You made me feel special, you acted like you actually cared. Sending that last message to you just proved that you never really cared about me. Not enough to respond, or even pretend that it upset you? You'll always be too fucked up and selfish. You're such a dick, you know that? You are such a shitty person. You don't deserve me and I don't deserve to be treated the way you treated me. I will never have a connection with someone the way I did with you, that's why it's so difficult for me to leave. We clicked so well, I never thought that it would be possible to have that kind of chemistry on the first night of talking to someone. But as time went on, I realized we are just too different. Complete opposites. You don't feel anything and I feel everything tenfold. I was nothing to you and you were everything to me. I'm sorry for being too emotional, taking it all too seriously, but you are partly to blame as well. I would have never thought you loved me if you hadn't said that you did, fuckhead. Why did you say that? It ruined everything. I genuinely thought you cared. But you moved on before we even stopped talking...I have a gut feeling you're gonna date her after telling me you could never date anyone. When that day comes, it will be obvious how much you truly cared about me. You would call me crazy, but when I mentioned it you didn't even reassure me?? When I talked to her about it I could tell she was fighting back feelings for you. I can't do anything because I don't own you, we aren't together. She's going down the exact same path I did, you manipulative fuck. I know this was all meant to be, whatever happened was for a reason, but I wish you had never texted me that one day in late October. I wish we never started talking over something as dumb as a Halloween costume. If you hadn't felt the need to get an opinion from this random girl you never talk to, we wouldn't be in this situation two months later. If I hadn't posted that one thing on my story, you would have probably asked someone else. If I hadn't kept asking you questions and encouraged you, we wouldn't have continued talking past that first night. So many things have been said since then. It's crazy how many things can be said in two months. It feels like a lifetime. I am such a different person, I know so much more, experienced so much. You would say absolutely nothing has changed and it's been quite uneventful..I guess that's just how my mental illness works. I had a crush on you for over a year, I fucking manifested you. I brought you into my life and then my abandonment issues pushed you out. If I wasn't so fucked up mentally, everything would be great. Honestly, you'd probably like me more if I was your "emotionally unavailable alt biddie" god fuck you. You played me, dude. You acted as if you wanted me when all you really wanted was the idea of me. You couldn't deal with a real person who has fully fledged emotions (something you'll never, ever, begin to understand, you fucking asshole) you wanted attention, a distraction. I wanted that too but I need so much more. I need someone who can actually be with me and a part of my life. Someone who really cares and loves me unconditionally. I thought I needed you, but you are so fucking terrible for me. I'm glad that I'm making the steps to get over you, but it hurts so bad. And we never even fucking dated!! God. How did you turn my life upside down. You were my first experience with love. With anyone showing interest in me. It was so intense and moved so quickly, but you were on a completely different page. I was living in my own fantasy world clouded with love. You were just..living. This shit happens to you once a month. I thought I was special..you told me I was special. But then you told me I wasn't? You were lying? You never said that? I don't fucking know dude, you're just the worst. I'm sorry my bpd got in the way of everything, I'm sorry I couldn't be the perfect girl for you. Hopefully, she is. Or maybe that's all in my head too. Whatever. Fuck you, Adam.

i hope youre in a better place. you hurt me with your lies. it took me so long to forgive myself for what I did. you showed me what love is not, i treasure the real thing so much more. thank you for helping me along my journey of finding myself. i hope you feel peace adam. I hope youre happy.

I just need to say that I like you so that I can finally move on. God, why do I like you?
Here I it goes I guess..
I like you, a lot, i like how we always bicker, i like how you trust me, like like well everything about you.
What's the use in one sided love?

When I was driving home after you broke up with me over text I realized that love wasn’t supposed to hurt like this.

I sometimes wonder, do you remember all the stories I told you? Because I still think about all of yours.

I'm sorry. I wish I could go back in time and fix everything because I know I'm never going to not be in love with you. I miss you bubba

I wanted to give you a proper goodbye so bad that I dreamt of it. It has been 3 years from the last time we meet each other. Enjoy your life, my frienemy.

why did you tell me you loved me as i got out of the car that day? It made it impossible to leave even though i knew you were lying.

Thank you for showing me what it is to be truly in love, even if just for a short time. You’ll always have a place in my heart and a part of me will always belong to you. I hope we both find happiness with someone else. Forever yours, M

hey adam, it's been a while since i've talked to you but i wish i could talk to you more. i know we have practically nothing in common but still i'm sure we could become really close one day. i just miss being with you. i really like your eyes and smile (that was just something random i wanted to add.)

You killed me, and I hope you know how long it took me to get over you. It wasn't a big deal on your end, but on mine it was earth-shattering. Now that I've met my soulmate, I suppose I should thank you for giving me all of this character development. So thanks, I guess. I still wish the worst for you.

I don’t know what I did for you to just cut me off, but since then I’ve forgotten what I loved most about you.

I think you were right. You are a shitty boyfriend, but not because were bad but because you didn't try to get better. And I still loved you anyway...

i overthought it , i let my own irrational thoughts decipher your feelings towards me, and now i’m too scared to try and talk to you again , i miss you

i miss hearing you voice and talking to you everyday. i wish i could tell u everything. please dont leave me. i love you so much and you became such a constant in my life.

Nothing you can say will hurt me. I thought you knew that when you watched me treat my own family for shit for years. She evil right deserves nothing. Go on don’t be afraid. Worse you’d get would be a numb face. Best would be a laugh.

Sometimes I think about you still and get chills. I regret not telling you how I felt all those years ago and miss you now we’re not in contact.

i have loved u for so long and i really wanna tell u but it’s going to ruin the years of friendship i hope u feel the same way x

i really like u but i’m to scared to say anything your one of my best mates i don’t wanna ruin anything between us or your gf i like u sm and i just wanna know if u feel the same

If you didn’t want me you should have left me alone. But I’m better without you now, so maybe it was for the best.

I thought we had something, but we went from best friends to nothing at all. I chose you over my bestfriend. YOU

I wanna tell you and pour my heart out I want to kiss you on the cheek and then run away laughing why can’t we have that..

for a while, i didn't know what I was going to do w/out u. but w/out u, ive been able to grow. i just hope u can too. all the best.

Did you know you were lying when you said you loved me? Or is that how you treat the people you love?

I know you don’t like me, there’s no need for you to pretend. It hurts but it’ll hurt less if you just tell me the truth. Sorry I wasn’t good enough.

i wish you knew how much you saved me. you made me feel happy even when i was at my lowest you just didn’t know it..