why'd you have to let me in and make me like you just to push me away and be an asshole? i hate that i have a soft spot for you. i would've done anything to make you happy, but its your loss. hope one day you realize what you lost.

I really like you, even though we can't ever be together. there's a sparkle in your eyes that makes me melt.

I fell in love so fast, it never happened before
I love you, please don't break me like the ones before

Hey, I miss you. I didn't want to ruin our friendship so, I never told you. Keep in mind that I'll always be here for you, even if you pick another girl. :):

I thought I loved you so much, and it sucked so hard because I knew you weren’t ready to put in the effort I put into you

saw you for the first time in a couple of months. you turned your head like you couldn't believe what you just saw.

Did you really like me? or did you just toy with my feelings? You are, unfortunately, the reason why I started to have trust issues and avoid commitment (again - which by the way, took me a long time to get over the same from a previous guy). You had a girlfriend the whole time, yet you continued to treat me as if I could play an important part of the future. It took me months to get over you, and then all of a sudden I get a call from you? Seriously, what is going on. You have me wrapped around your finger, and I think, for a moment, you knew that and took advantage of it. Now that some time has passed, maybe you don't know it anymore, but I am still here. If you say something, anything, I will drop everything and run to you. And that's what sucks because you are still with her and I have nothing against her, she's absolutely amazing... I just wish it was me.

I really adore you and I was very happy when we first started dating. But I don't know if our relationship is still making any sense...Yet I'm afraid to tell you that.

you weren’t my first love. you’ll never be considered as someone i’ve loved. but you where the one who got the closest to my heart. yet, you didn’t took care of it.

just a few quick questions, why do you always fall on me when u get ur heart broken? why do u always ask me for pics when ur lonely or bored? have you ever thought about an "us"? if i didn't hoe around, would u see me as more that someone just to ask for pics? could we be together? do you even find me attractive/appealing at all, or am i just easy? because i feel some typa way when i'm w u, and that's never happened before with any guy. but you give me mixed signals and i feel like you'd reject me if i were to shoot my shot. or maybe i give you mixed signals. i don't know. it's fine.

you half assed everything to me and pretended to like me. you thought of your ex when we kissed. and i thought the world of you

I sung Dizzee and you sung Florence. I still stay quiet through her words, it doesn’t feel right singing your part.

You loved me so hard but you still broke me. I miss you, but I don't know if my love for you is the same as before.

The year is nearly gone now and although we never said it, I think we both knew. But I can’t do it anymore. I guess it was the right person at the wrong time.
Maybe in another life
N xx

I'm mad at you. You ruined me. I ruined me too. Everything you've ever said, I've thought about it too much and it tears me apart. I always tell myself that not everything is about myself and that I should just stop and so many other things that stop me from being me. You make me feel like a fool. I hate you and how you hurt me. I miss what we had though. Not the lovey dovey stuff but our friendship. I always had someone to talk to even if I didn't even get the chance to say what i really wanted. I don't think you realise how much you actually emotionally manipulated me. If it weren't for your ways of making me feel guilty, I would've left a year ago. I stayed because i hated seeing you so sad, ad knowing i was the reason made me feel so horrible. This time I walked away because I decided I couldn't let myself be brought even more down. You treated me as if I'm a child and had no idea what i was talking about. Ofc I knew who I was talking to, that's exactly what angered me. The fact a person I knew and loved so much believed it was ok to disrespect women like that. You disrespected me. It felt like you were calling me an object, especially how you know I've done that stuff before. I'm listening to one of your playlists right now. I don't know if it's about me and it's driving me crazy. I'm sorry if I made you feel so upset, I don't really understand why but sure. If you're so upset, why not just text me?? I hope you text me on my birthday. Won't be surprised if I'm even around then, nothing is going right.

You taught me a lot of things and helped me through a lot
You were my best friend
But it was so easy to forget you

i’m sorry for whatever i did that made you leave. just know i still love you and hate that fact that i don’t hate you.

i will forever love you. please never forget that. you completly broke me but you’ll for bet be the one for me

what were your intentions with me? you treated me so well some days and gave me so much hope but other days it seemed like you were just sleeping with other girls because i wasn't good enough. please come back. i miss everything about you- the way you talked, made small jokes, your music, your laugh. i hope you know i would give up anything to be with you and i still think about you every second of the day. where did i go wrong?

even though i only knew you for a short period of time you became a really close friend, you always made me happy even when we weren’t texting. you’re on my mind 24/7 and i’m happy for you and that you’re finally dating her but ngl i wish i was her. i miss you so much and every time we stop talking i cry so much, it’s like somehow without even trying you always manage to make me smile. since we started talking, i swear i’ve never been happier. i really wish we met in real, we would’ve been so lit no cap. yk i joke flirt with lots of other boys but with you idk it was just different i’m not even joking if we dated our relationship would’ve been sooo amazing. i can literally write a whole ass book for you but i don’t think you’re ever gonna see it but i just wanted to say this. plus no matter what i’ll always love you my tall giraffe/pinocchio and i miss you everyday, i hope you miss me aswell. i hope i’m still ur favourite worm and annoying bitch cuz you’re always gonna be my stubborn cunt.

even though i only knew you for a short period of time you became a really close friend, you always made me happy even when we weren’t texting. you’re on my mind 24/7 and i’m happy for you and that you’re finally dating her but ngl i wish i was her. i miss you so much and every time we stop talking i cry so much, it’s like somehow without even trying you always manage to make me smile. since we started talking, i swear i’ve never been happier. i really wish we met in real, we would’ve been so lit no cap. yk i joke flirt with lots of other boys but with you idk it was just different i’m not even joking if we dated our relationship would’ve been sooo amazing. i can literally write a whole ass book for you but i don’t think you’re ever gonna see it but i just wanted to say this. plus no matter what i’ll always love you my tall giraffe/pinocchio and i miss you everyday, i hope you miss me aswell. i hope i’m still ur favourite worm and annoying bitch cuz you’re always gonna be my stubborn cunt.

It’s literally 12:25pm and you popped into my brain. I was looking back at my life and wondering when I became so emotionally distant when it came to relationships, and then I remembered you (it’s not as bad as it sounds i swear). I remembered telling you I loved you and how everything about you fascinated me, I was one of those cheesy teenagers in love. I got absolutely giddy when I thought about you I quite literally felt like I was under a spell, I mean you wrote me a song for gods sake. Anyways, I think without even realizing it the breakup had left hidden wounds in my mind and heart that I wouldn’t completely notice till many years later, not to sound dramatic or anything. I don’t want this to sound like I’m blaming you for my own emotional attachment issues, I mean I doubt you’d ever read this but ya never know. I guess I just wish I was that girl again. The girl that wasn't afraid to want someone, to let their guard down and be themselves, to love someone. There’s a guy who’s openly admitted his feelings for me, he’s so similar to you it’s kind of weird, but that’s besides the point. He’s like my other half in the sense that I’d feel lost without him. At one point I think I did have feelings towards him too but my heart just kept pulling away the closer we got. I can’t see myself being with him, or anyone for that matter. I can’t see myself being affectionate towards anyone, all I know how to do is reply to the simplest “goodnight (insert my name)” with a “night to you too bruh/fam/bro/pal” like cmon. I don’t know, I’m probably overthinking this all but oh well, the damage has been done now lmao. Anyways, maybe someday I’ll learn again that love can be fun, and that expressing love for others isn’t a sign of weakness, I’ve got plenty of time to work on myself. To close out this anonymous message, I’d just like to thank you, Adam. You truly were an amazing guy and I cherish every memory we made together. Best wishes x

I hope you're doing well. I miss you. we used to be so close and now we're nothing and that hurts me more than you know.

Maybe if u let me we could have been besties but ik u want to live ur life one step at a time and I have my life set out for me :( I’m sorry I didn’t try harder but I’m not going to fight for you if your not going to put the same effort in

I geniunely really fucking liked you and I hate how the timing was never right. I went off the deep end and you didn't and when we hung out that day I realized we were in totally different parts of our lives and we weren't the same people we were in 2019. I'm glad I met you

i loved you more than anyone and anything in my whole life. i trusted you with my heart and you broke it repeatedly. i don't believe I will ever find love again after you. i cant be alone with guys because I'm scared they will do the same you did to me. fuck you.

i wish i could tell u all the things i want to say. i think im in love with u but i know we're just friends

it's sad how many of these i've submitted but i don't have to heart to tell you because i know it won't be the same after dude i love u so much im sorry

I will never have the attention span to read your poetry. But I doubt I’d ever have that privilege in the first place.

You still won't accept any love from anyone. It's visible on your face and how you treat others. I wish I changed that.

I wish we were still friends, I'm sorry for everything that happened between us. If I could have one last chance to make things right, I would. I wish I could've been the friend you were to me. I hope you're happier than you were when we were friends, you deserve it after everything you've been through.

i know that you will never love me back because you're straight (and you have a gf haha) but i just wanted you to know that i like you. like i really like you. and i have liked you for like two years now. i don't want you to be creeped out bc i know i will never (i could never) act on those feelings. but i just wanted to tell you this because i'm tired of holding it back and i don't want to keep it a secret any longer. i know that some day i will find someone who will reciprocate the feelings i have for him. but yeah. i like you and i know it's wrong but that's just how i feel and i can't really do anything about it except for talking about it.

you want me to fix things between us, but how can i do that when i am broken and can’t fix myself first

i see you’re better off without me, i’m just happy that you found someone who loves and treats you better than i did. i miss you, i really do take care of yourself

I’m so sorry for breaking your heart I wasn’t in love anymore and I didn’t wanted to break it even more.. i will always regret this

I'm really attached to u now and I really like u, but I'm sad this won't work out because I have 5 more years of studying here and I think that you'll find someone else during that time, and it's so sad because I feel like you're my soulmate

this is the color of the hoodie you let me wear. however, i know you like my friend, and i'll have to see her wearing it soon. i wish you could know how much you mean to me because im in love with you and would do anything to be with you.

the color of the drink i last had before it all went down hill. before i saw you take her upstairs and come back down holding her hand. i've never cried so hard over something. im in love with you man

Although we don't talk anymore, I truly hope you get everything you want out of life. You deserve the world, I've always told you that. Hopefully, you're carrying on with some "late-night adventures" and enjoying life.

Although we don't talk anymore, I truly hope you get everything you want out of life. You deserve the world, I've always told you that. Hopefully, you're carrying on with some "late-night adventures" and enjoying life.

Although we don’t talk anymore, I truly hope you get everything you want out of life. You deserve the world, I’ve always told you that. Hopefully you’re carrying on with some “late night adventures” and enjoying life.

i’ve always loved you, but i’m starting to think you don’t feel the same and its tearing me up inside.

i know you dont love me but your friendship means the world to me and i rather stay friends than loose you

I told you I never loved before and you watched me fall in love with you. You knew I was scared to love but made me fall in love. You had it all but you didn’t wanted a relationship so I left you and 1 month after you had a relationship with another and broke me.

heyyy it's me again, i just really like you and i'm thinking about you again. i really love your smile and how it can brighten anyone's day. i love how energetic you are (even tho it can be a little too much sometimes.) i love how lighthearted you are and how you can always take a joke. i love how sweet you are and how you're so kind to those around you. and how you're so smart and great at so many things it's just amazing. i wish that i could be with you but me being queer doesn't exactly add up with you being straight and having a gf. i just love you and i hope that one day i could be so lucky as to find a man like you that could love me back.

From the second you walked in the room, I felt like I’d known you my whole life. I can’t wait to see you again.

I miss you loser. More than I should and more than you will ever know. I really hope it’s different in another lifetime. I wish we had had more time. You’ll always give me butterflies.

it was the right decision to just be friends, but i'll always wonder what could have been if things stayed like how they were at the start.

hiii it's me again, i just remembered the time freshman or sophomore year when we like held hands for a second (i'm sure it was just as a joke for you tho haha) but in that moment i felt something that i'd never felt before. i really felt something special in that moment. i seriously really like you and i want you to know that. i wish we could be together.

You have no idea how happy you make me. All I want to do is fall into your arms and kiss you until all my troubles are away. I want to dance in the rain with you, talk at 3am about life. I want you to rescue me from this hell hole. I just want you to love me the way I love you