Unsent messages to ADAM

honestly you were such a bitch to me and to my friends, you get so mad when you get rejected and when you dont get your way, im glad you moved and im not excited for you to come back

you know i fucking hate you. i wasted my time being friends with you all for you to groom me and call me a whore at the age of 10. i dont think you'll ever understand how much you've ruined things for me. i can't even hear the language of french without getting mad or angry all because you spoke french. i can't even listen to certain songs because of you. i hate you i hate you i hate you. i hope your life is fucking horrible and you don't deserve anything you fucking piece of shit. fuck you and go die :)

You are the first guy who is truly interested in me. I like you. a lot. I could never be mad at you :))

Not a day goes by where your not on my mind. I stay up late thinking that you will text back... but you never do.

you always called me ignorant so I educated myself. now you always get mad when I educate you. so the tables have turned.

hey lol i'm sorry i didn't develop feelings in time most people knew you liked me but i thought u were joking. i thought no one would end up liking me because i'm weird,ugly, or bad. And then when the time i finally caught feeling, another girl has caught ur eye. i confessed and u turned me down. im sorry, i didnt like u in time. but i knew u liked her soo much so i just let u go.

Salut c’est encore moi moi aimer une multitude de déprime je voulais juste te dire que je suis encore désolé pour tout ce que j’ai dit ou fait pour le comportement dégueulasse que je peux avoir avec toi j’ai l’impression encore une fois que je te mérite pas car tu es un garçon extraordinaire et qu’il y a tellement de filles beaucoup mieux que moi...Salut c’est encore moi moi aimer une multitude de déprime je voulais juste te dire que je suis encore désolé pour tout ce que j’ai dit ou fait pour le comportement dégueulasse que je peux avoir avec toi j’ai l’impression encore une fois que je te mérite pas car t’es un garçon extraordinaire et qu’il y a tellement de filles beaucoup mieux que moiJe t’aime très fort et je veux pas te perdre mais je me suis perdue moi-même j’en peux plus de tout ça et que la seule chose qu’il nous garde en vie

I love you so dearly I just never boss up to tell you. Its hard to show that to you because Im scared I might lose more of you.

Fuck you for being broken. Fuck you for being emotionally dependent on me, and fuck you for creating a false sense of security when you knew you didn't really belong to me.

You told me I deserved the world, yet made me feel like i deserved nothing what so ever. thank you for being crazy toxic! now I know my own worth thank you, you piece of shit

I think of you all the time. I cry every time you come to mind. Because when you left you took my happiness with you

you messed me up so much, i put in so much effort and u just ended it. its like u didnt care, and i know why u did. u decided to choose someone else who put no effort. u gave it to her so easily, i already knew what was happening.

i knew you liked her better, you were always in love with her and u even left me for her. i put way more effort than she did.

Ever since I met you I’ve had feelings for you and my friends used to joke around and say we would be a great couple. Maybe one day that’ll happen

i will always love you, how i do. let go of a pray for you, just a sweet word. the table is prepared for you. wishing you godspeed, glory.

i miss you so much. it hurts me to see you with her. i know you're happier with her. i just hope you don't forget about me, because i'll always love you even when i think i've moved on.

I wanna tell you and pour my heart out I want to kiss you on the cheek and then run away laughing why can’t we have that..

i miss hearing you voice and talking to you everyday. i wish i could tell u everything. please dont leave me. i love you so much and you became such a constant in my life.

I have never loved you less than I do now. You can never have that power over me ever again. Fuck you.

Do I wait or do I start getting over you? You never said it’s over. You haven’t said anything. I still want you. I wish you’d say something

it was the right decision to just be friends, but i'll always wonder what could have been if things stayed like how they were at the start.

From the second you walked in the room, I felt like I’d known you my whole life. I can’t wait to see you again.

i’ve always loved you, but i’m starting to think you don’t feel the same and its tearing me up inside.

the color of the drink i last had before it all went down hill. before i saw you take her upstairs and come back down holding her hand. i've never cried so hard over something. im in love with you man

this is the color of the hoodie you let me wear. however, i know you like my friend, and i'll have to see her wearing it soon. i wish you could know how much you mean to me because im in love with you and would do anything to be with you.

i see you’re better off without me, i’m just happy that you found someone who loves and treats you better than i did. i miss you, i really do take care of yourself

you want me to fix things between us, but how can i do that when i am broken and can’t fix myself first

it's sad how many of these i've submitted but i don't have to heart to tell you because i know it won't be the same after dude i love u so much im sorry

i wish i could tell u all the things i want to say. i think im in love with u but i know we're just friends

I truly loved you. Truly. With my whole heart, ready to die for you if you’d have asked me to.
Unrequited Love has a different kind of taste.

how am i supposed
to tell you when i feel like you don’t want to communicate with me at all. why can’t we just meet face to face.

hello,
hows uni?
i have loved u unconditionally since year 9. Im sorry for everything, i still love you.

I’m embarrassed that I ever even loved you. I regret everything that ever happened between us. I hate you

hey love, i dont know why im still here. well, i do. its because i have never once felt that close to a person, felt that much love and joy. but you decided that you needed something else. and i hope some day someone can give that to you. watch as many sunsets as you can and think of me, because i will always have love for you and that love has bled into my sunsets. they feel like our sunsets now, and that makes me angry but i will keep watching them every single night until i feel better. i dont think ill ever see you again, but for now you are still my yellow.

hi, i miss you. a lot. but u were right abt knowing the true me all along, i was just scared u would leave me if u saw my flaws. and i'm sorry for being such a shitty person towards u. i didn't mean that shit i said. u meant everything to me. i haven't been the same since u left. i hope ur doing ok.

i'm sorry i couldn't be enough for u. i wish you knew how hard i tried to be. and im sorry for being such a shitty person. i miss u a lot. i haven't been the same since u left. i hope ur doing ok

you said we could see the fish but why won’t you text me back, what did I do wrong. I think I like you??

okay so i still have your tie and you haven’t texted me back and you said you’d see the fish with me, are you ghosting me?

Wrong place wrong time. About 19 years too old for me but I’ll never love anyone as much as I loved you.
Hope Chloe makes you very happy

If you’re going to block me out of your “new” life that’s fine. I won’t try to contact you, Thank you for showing me that I don’t need you anymore like I thought I did. I know I’m worth more than how you’ve treated me. Take care of yourself Adam. I hope you find whatever it is you need. 86

i have liked you for a long time but i don't know how to tell you. i don't want to get broken or things to be awkward for us. i tried to get closer with you but didn't get very far. L X

why are you with him? you know what he did to me. M, it was rape. Why do you look at him with love and not fear?

Nothing you can say will hurt me. I thought you knew that when you watched me treat my own family for shit for years. She evil right deserves nothing. Go on don’t be afraid. Worse you’d get would be a numb face. Best would be a laugh.

why did you tell me you loved me as i got out of the car that day? It made it impossible to leave even though i knew you were lying.

I wish you didn’t live so far. I wish my parents werent so strict. I would do anything in the world just to see you and give you a hug and cuddle you. I just want to be with you. No one else makes me smile the way you do when I see a notification with your name.

I always kinda liked you since 8th grade but didn’t say anything. you and her were so happy together, I didn’t want to ruin it. keep focusing on soccer love. I hope you find someone who loves you like how you love them.

I always kinda liked you since 8th grade but didn’t say anything. you and her were so happy together, I didn’t want to ruin it. keep focusing on soccer love. I hope you find someone who loves you like how you love them.

I was going to tell you I loved you. I'm sorry I broke up with you a week later. I still love you and am working on getting over you. You just weren't the one I thought you were.

I told you I never loved before and you watched me fall in love with you. You knew I was scared to love but made me fall in love. You had it all but you didn’t wanted a relationship so I left you and 1 month after you had a relationship with another and broke me.

Although we don’t talk anymore, I truly hope you get everything you want out of life. You deserve the world, I’ve always told you that. Hopefully you’re carrying on with some “late night adventures” and enjoying life.