From: ABC
To: Aaron
Date: November 20, 2020, 2:27 am
i picked blue because it reminds me that day we first talked on the phone...and i put the blue heart next to your name . those were simpler times . times where we were first knowing each other and talking about out interest...me making you stay awake for a bit more and hear your voice...the voice that calms me down and makes me dream of having u with me and not having you thousands of miles away from me . it sucks that it's changed now . no more goodmorning texts or goodnight texts . its just sending snaps now. its nothing now and i miss you...i miss you terribly i i miss you to the point that i would just want to call u and scream at u and start a argument with you so that can at least be why we're even talking to each other . i miss ur yawning i miss waking up with u waiting for me to wake up on the phone . i miss the i love you's...i miss the talks , i miss the joking around , i miss the texts , i miss you telling me how ur day is . i miss you talking to me why don't you just talk to me...why pull away...why leave me confused why make me feel loved and the next day feeling like crap . why do u have to hide from me . ITS ME. its me...the person who loves you and thinks about you 24/7 and is still waiting for you to come back .