Why did you have to progressively treat me worse then act surprised when I said I wasn't happy anymore

Thank you for realizing that I’m not actually okay when I say I am, u seem to be the only one to notice.

after our first kiss you held me and told me you never wanted to lose me, but I ended up losing you. I miss u

hi. i miss you, and i still love you after all. i have never once thought about breaking up. i love you.

hey bestie

last semester was really hard for me bc i felt like i had no friends but i’m really glad i had you because if not i’d be depressed. i’m glad we can always joke around or ft whenever we’re bored even if we have nothing to say. you’re a really good friend and we need to hang out soon so come home lol. idk what if do without you but i just really appreciate everything you’ve done for me and you’ve literally done sm without even knowing it. anywaysss i’ll ft you later today lol -your bsf juliet

i’d never felt this way about anyone until i met u. u made me feel special and protected and showed me what it is like to be loved. i just wish u would’ve have given us the chance.

I kinda like u but idk how to say it, and I don't wanna ruin our friendship. I'm just scared of getting rejected.

i miss you more than you’ll ever know. we seem to have missed our chance and i just haven’t been able to find my way back to you. even tho i’ve tried. i wish you could be the one to find me. i need you.

I trusted you with everything, we talked everyday, now I'm even lucky to get a whole face snap. I miss you I really do but you probably don't miss me

You absolutely mesmerize me. That one night we were sitting in the middle of the street, I noticed that we were really close. And I felt really safe next to you. I’m catching feelings for you way too fast.

when I opened my eyes after kissing you the world was in grey, but looking at you brought back all the colour

I wish I could love you like you loved me. I wish I didn’t have to leave. I guess we only needed each other for those three years.

sean, we were young but still so special to each other. it seems hard to believe but i feel like our love was real. if it wasn’t, why do i still miss you, after all this time? when i said i hope we could be friends again someday, i meant it.

I hate that I still think what if? you led me on for half a year just to pick another girl. But what sucks is I let you lead me on. when I realized you didn't really care was also when I was most afraid to let you go. I can never hate you, I hate the way you made me feel. You were the person that whenever i saw a notification from you I would instantly smile. I miss having that person. I also miss your dog a lot :( I hope one day In the future we can talk again. I wish you only the best in life and miss you a lot.

I miss you, I really do. It looks like you’re better now and I’m happy it’s just that I can’t take my mind off of you. I hate that.

thank you for shattering me. you made me realize i can live without you. after a little over a year you threw it all away.

You can’t tell me it was all one sided. You never felt anything, even after all the memories together, dancing that night off on our own, I thought I saw something in your eyes too.You felt nothing? I wish so badly you loved me in the way that I love you.

im trying to move on and fix this but its hard. i just want things to go back to the way they were, when i could love you without a second thought. sure, im always skeptical about my love being returned, but this is so much different. now i have reasons to doubt you, and it sucks so bad. i love u to the moon and back an infinite amount of times, and im scared that you'll hurt me again

It would have never worked but I truly felt something deep for you. I will always wonder if you felt the same.

i still think of you and miss ya a lot. wish we could talk sometimes but I guess you’ve decided to move on. you left me completely broken and I couldn’t even imagine this could affect me that much:( idk why I still wait for a text from you

to be honest i forgive you for what you did and how everything went down and i still think about you sometimes and see you places sometimes but you fucked me up pretty bad i cant go into basements any more or where the shirt I wore on that day so one day i hope you felt the pain i felt from this because life has been too fair to you, it might seem evil but I want something just as bad to happen to you. thanks for nothing you asshole.

you like the idea of "us" more than you loved me. what's worse is that you don't know. but the worst thing would be that i dont know how to tell you

This is probably so mf corny but you give me a reason to live everyday, in hopes that one day we'll finally see each other. :)

I wish we could be together, it hurts so much, we want it so badly but it can't be that way. are we really preventing a bigger hurt? but one day, my love it will all be worth it

you’re not even my fl but i loved you so much . you hurt me so bad & you put me in such a horrible place . i’m so glad i left you alone.

i have a crush on you, i dont know you or even know your real personality behind a screen but i guess i like the way you type

the truth is, during our entire relationship i didn’t feel like i was a priority to you. even tho you said you loved me you would shut me out or just leave me waiting. so many times i was left alone wondering where you had gone. i never knew what you saw in me. i still don’t. in the end when you left, i was heartbroken but not surprised.

it’s never been a case of not wanting you in my life. i’ve been through some hard times and i didn’t want you to worry about me. if our lives are truly better apart then that’s the way it has to be. i wish only the best for both of us. ily

I wish things weren’t so complicated. I wish I could feel your skin and I wish I could tell you how I feel! I think about you constantly too.

I have soo many unspoken words. I have to resist the urge in telling you how I feel and it drives me insane. You are also all I think about and always in my head it also does my head in but things are far too complicated to even say anything so I feel it’s better to reply bluntly hoping you know exactly how I feel. I can feel the tension when were together and I know for fact you do. You’ve told me but I’ve no idea what you plan is. I feel like it’s just sex for you. Like once we’ve seen each other naked and what not we’ll be strangers and I don’t want that!!

i hope you could see how good i’m doing now. how much ive changed. how happy i am. im so happy without you.

I keep using your cologne and wearing your sweatshirts just to feel close to you. I knew you were hurt but I didn't know it was this bad.

You are the love of my life and I'm so appreciative that I met you in this lifetime. I know in my heart that you want for us the same thing I want.

i really thought we were worth it. your own mother wanted you to marry me. i’m always here if you need me. i love you (pumpkin)

i really thought we were worth it. your own mother wanted you to marry me. i’m always here if you need me. i love you (pumpkin)

even tho i will probably always feel connected to you (& your family) i respect that you didn’t have a place in your heart for me after all. i wish it didn’t take so long for me to figure things out. i still don’t regret any of our memories together. and just so you know, you were a great first boyfriend.

my head hurts from thoughts filled with you. i want to hear your laugh and i want to feel your lips and i want to be your best friend please just say yes

I often wonder if you think about me like I think about you and not In a sexual way but a “wow she’s unbelievable” sorta way!

i didn’t forget all of the good times we’ve shared. so many of my favorite silly memories growing up are with you. i will probably always care about you. i miss you.

you really made me happy i didn’t show it but you were one of the reasons i looked forward going into school i miss you and i took our time for granted

if one thing had been different would everything be different today?

i’m curious what do you think would fix things for us?

I always wondered if fritch sat me next to you on purpose in that last week before we got out of school.

i wish i'd known i was a lesbian before i dated you so i wouldn't have so many doubts because of how much i loved you

I keep finding myself write these, even though we both have new people. I miss you, and I wish I was enough for you back then. "If things were different" keeps repeating in my head after all this time.

every time someone breaks your heart it breaks mine. i hope some day u realize how much i care abt u. if you see this just know that im running out of time, i cant sit around waiting forever, it hurts too much, i need an answer.

Remember when we snuck out and looked at the stars? You probably don't... but I think about it every day

I would've given up anything for you. You pretended to love me then left without a word hurting me more than anyone else ever has.

I never told you the reason I broke up with you, you never asked. I was going to kill myself and I didn't want you to think it was your fault.

You keep me around because I’m your guilty pleasure. I keep coming back because I’m emotionally attached. In the fact end our demise will come from guilt and pain. I don’t know what I’m supposed to do and I’m scared to ask you what we have.

i wish we talked because you are such a huge part of me... too bad ur such a dick and too obsessed with her.