Unsent messages to SEAN
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: July 22, 2023, 2:45 am UTC
i wanna be together. i don’t want to be miles apart.
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: July 18, 2023, 4:13 pm UTC
you helped me be me and i’ll always love you for it
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: July 16, 2023, 8:49 pm UTC
i love you baby and i always will youre my girl
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: July 16, 2023, 8:26 pm UTC
I miss our weekends, but I’m glad it’s over.
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: July 16, 2023, 8:10 pm UTC
why would you do that when you knew you were my first boyfriend
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: July 16, 2023, 7:11 pm UTC
I wish you would stop pushing me away and just let me love you.
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: July 16, 2023, 4:51 am UTC
I like you so much that my heart could explode.
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: July 16, 2023, 3:25 am UTC
may you always find the better of things for you
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: July 14, 2023, 1:56 am UTC
I know you don't want me for me, but I can't lose this.
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: July 12, 2023, 11:39 pm UTC
I want you to help me but it’s not your place anymore
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 17, 2021, 5:01 pm UTC
i'm thankful to let you go, i hope you've found your own happiness. it's something i cannot give you for i've found someone else. thank you for all the time we've spent with each other, that only reached this far.
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 17, 2021, 8:14 am UTC
just saying, but i’m not going to be the one to text you first. i’m usually afraid of bothering people. also, i avoid confrontation like the plague. LOL. so, yeah.
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 16, 2021, 11:13 pm UTC
why do you keep doing this to me. you know how i react. please stop, i'm begging you. please talk to me
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 16, 2021, 4:40 pm UTC
you hurt me in ways i never thought you would. i think it hurt the most because i knew i never would have done that to you. and i know you still do it. but i can’t be mad. i don’t know why i was because in those moments the other girls meant more to you than me and i’m not gonna fight for some one that thinks it okay to lose me. you will never find a girl like me i promise you that. i don’t wanna hold you back from having fun anymore. it’s your life to live.
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 14, 2021, 8:39 pm UTC
if one thing had been different would everything be different today?
i’m curious what do you think would fix things for us?
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 13, 2021, 8:58 pm UTC
I really wish I was brave enough to say something, anything, because I’ve never felt safer being myself with someone than I’ve felt with you.
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 12, 2021, 10:49 pm UTC
Thank you for everything. Although things didn’t work out, I’m still happy we got to do what we did together
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 12, 2021, 7:03 pm UTC
i know you'd never send one of these to me or anything. sorry i cried earlier btw, you just got to me.
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 12, 2021, 8:14 am UTC
i hope she brings you all the happiness i never could. she couldn’t be more different from me, so that probably helps. turns out i wasn’t nearly enough. i never was and i’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 12, 2021, 1:59 am UTC
its not fair that you dont miss me when all i think about is you, your hugs, words even the hurtful ones, your smile. why couldnt you just care about me
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 11, 2021, 3:33 pm UTC
5 years and I still feel the same. I can't cope with the 5 years you have with her. I've always tucked you in a pocket of my hurt and you are slowly burning me.
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 10, 2021, 7:24 am UTC
i will never understand how you claim to always love me but yet let the love we share slip through your fingers without a fight when the love got too difficult to hold.
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 10, 2021, 7:15 am UTC
Sometimes I think of how we used to be. I think of the way you were comfortable with me, more than anyone else. I think of the jokes we would make. I think of how I admired your smarts and the way you thought. But then I remember that you changed. You took jokes too far and valued your pride more than me. I think we had something, but we aren’t the same people anymore.
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 10, 2021, 4:32 am UTC
talking with you at the desk is my favorite part of each day. i cant make it any more obvious. like me back plz
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 10, 2021, 1:00 am UTC
I'm sorry I was so crazy to you. I was dealing with a lot. I did really like you and will always have good memories of our time together. I hope your happy in Cali.
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 8, 2021, 7:11 pm UTC
You aren't my first love. You're my 3rd. The one people say is supposed to last forever. Do you feel the same?
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 8, 2021, 7:08 am UTC
Would you take me as I am, as do I with you?
Confrontational, emotionally driven, and reckless me?
Angry me? Human me?
Or was that also, a one-sided thing-
Are you surprised I have limits too?
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 8, 2021, 7:07 am UTC
Would you take me as I am, as do I with you?
The me with these types of boundaries?
Confrontational, emotionally driven, and reckless me?
Angry me? Human me?
Or was that also, a one-sided thing-
Are you surprised I have limits too?
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 8, 2021, 5:45 am UTC
you were my first kiss and it meant a lot to me. I was crazy to think it would ever be anything more. nonetheless, you're a part of who I am. thank you for that.
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 7, 2021, 4:47 pm UTC
I would've given up anything for you. You pretended to love me then left without a word hurting me more than anyone else ever has.
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 7, 2021, 7:21 am UTC
i wish i'd known i was a lesbian before i dated you so i wouldn't have so many doubts because of how much i loved you
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 7, 2021, 5:03 am UTC
I always wondered if fritch sat me next to you on purpose in that last week before we got out of school.
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 6, 2021, 6:33 pm UTC
I keep using your cologne and wearing your sweatshirts just to feel close to you. I knew you were hurt but I didn't know it was this bad.
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 6, 2021, 6:59 am UTC
I wish we could be together, it hurts so much, we want it so badly but it can't be that way. are we really preventing a bigger hurt? but one day, my love it will all be worth it
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 6, 2021, 6:44 am UTC
This is probably so mf corny but you give me a reason to live everyday, in hopes that one day we'll finally see each other. :)
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 6, 2021, 2:48 am UTC
i still think of you and miss ya a lot. wish we could talk sometimes but I guess you’ve decided to move on. you left me completely broken and I couldn’t even imagine this could affect me that much:( idk why I still wait for a text from you
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 6, 2021, 2:11 am UTC
im trying to move on and fix this but its hard. i just want things to go back to the way they were, when i could love you without a second thought. sure, im always skeptical about my love being returned, but this is so much different. now i have reasons to doubt you, and it sucks so bad. i love u to the moon and back an infinite amount of times, and im scared that you'll hurt me again
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 6, 2021, 2:03 am UTC
You can’t tell me it was all one sided. You never felt anything, even after all the memories together, dancing that night off on our own, I thought I saw something in your eyes too.You felt nothing? I wish so badly you loved me in the way that I love you.
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 4, 2021, 12:15 pm UTC
One day you’re going to realize I loved and could’ve loved you the best and I don’t know if I’m going to be there for you to suddenly take back. I understand you dont want me or circumstances aren’t right but I truly wish things would go back to the way they were before I confessed. Why can’t they? Just tell me that. Why are you being so cold now.
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 4, 2021, 12:10 pm UTC
Do you really not feel anything? After all those late nights, the inside jokes, the subtle touches. You showed me attention first but then when I pursued it you turned cold and indifferent. You can’t tell me you didn’t feel anything back there. I just wish you could be honest with me about how you feel and what happened.
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 3, 2021, 9:28 pm UTC
You were someone I would liked to knew better and had a huge crush on you but I was scared to tell you
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 3, 2021, 7:46 pm UTC
when i see pictures or videos of us and how it was before it just makes me smile. thank you for being so special to me for so many years. that is what love is. when it’s real it doesn’t go away. you are still loved.
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 3, 2021, 4:06 am UTC
yeah yeah ive already sent one of these but ig i gotta do another since the feelings came back ;-; thought i was content with being best friends but nooo im a greedy idiot... sorry. I like you. its really obvious so if youve noticed, *sorry.* keep ignoring it lmao, ill work on getting rid of the feelings. then again, you're really dense... anyway, dont ditch me :> i promise ill crush my emotions
From: ABC
To: Sean
Date: January 2, 2021, 9:51 pm UTC
you lied to me. and then you left me. you made it painfully clear you didn’t want me in your life. it felt like a death. i wasn’t allowed to love you or feel the same way about you. but, secretly i still missed you. i miss you still.
