Thank you for teaching me how it feels to be loved and its okay to grow out of love. You’ll always have a place in my heart.

i wanna marry you but i’m so terrified of things not working out. i don’t know how to live without you

you scare me to death and i feel like if i’m not careful you’ll hurt me, but i love you too much to run from you.

I let go of what is holding me to you, I let go of replaying the past. I’ve learned from this, and now I let you go. I am a better person because of the breakup, and it has taken me a long time to get here. But, it is the last time that I will be, because you no longer have the power to hurt me anymore.

it always felt like we could’ve been more but i don’t think you even thought about liking me like that

Maybe in another universe. I am running out of excuses to text you. I just started to forget about u and everything we’ve been through until recently. I wish I could go back to how it was or i could forget you again.

i don’t think you’ll ever know how much i loved you ever and i have to live with that now i could never tell you how i really felt because i didn’t want to ruin what we had

We only met once, but ever since then i've been different. i'm so hung up on you and i know this sounds ridiculous but that night we spent together made me think that we really could be something. i'll never forget you and pray that i won't become a lost face in your sea of memories.

i miss the feeling you gave me. the feeling of happiness. i’m so happy to see you happy tho , it’s all i ever wanted :).

You've always been beautiful to me. I wanted to be with you, in a romantic way, but i kept overthinking. It's okay though because I still get to be your friend.

you are my person. it’s never been anyone else but you. i wish you nothing but happiness and i hope someday we can be together. i love u infinitely.

I’m truly sorry how how I acted, and how I treated you. It wasn’t right at all. I’ve recognized my patterns, and I’m changing them. I am glad you hate me. This whole thing, it was terrible for both of us

I’m so scared you will start not liking me because you are genuinely one of the best things that has happened in my life so far

sometimes I wish I knew how I felt about you...I know I love you as my bestest friend but there is always that little piece of me that will always love you in a different way too ):

sometimes I wish I knew how I felt about you...I know I love you as my bestest friend but there is always that little piece of me that will always love you in a different way too ):

I gave you all I had to make sure you were okay, that I lost myself in the process. Now that you’re gone, I am too.

you truly broke me but also showed me what love is. i’ll never understand what i did to deserve the hate from you, and that’s what destroys me the most.

i don’t get why you push me away. just give me a chance? i wanna be your best friend again. i wanna laugh at 12am about things we don’t even care about. please, give me a chance. i love you.

you mean so much to me and the only one who really cares...thank you for everything, ur too good for me

I was too late. I should have told you earlier and then we would be together and you wouldn't be dating this other guy.

This is for you, read it. You know that many Morgans may read this but it’s for you. Don’t doubt that it’s not for you. You know it is. If you are even for a second doubting that it isn’t for you (I know you are), then you’re wrong.

New Years is less than two weeks away. If you do not make a move to reach out and talk (it’s your turn since it’s only fair) I will get blackout and remove any feelings for you. I’m not saying to text or to call me, but I am saying that this is the last time I will respond.

So, yell at me, talk about fixing things, whatever the hell you need to do to move on, because these are the last two weeks that you will get the chance to let it out

I miss you so much. I never saw what was there in front of me and I'm scared it's too late. You are awesome and the funniest person I know. Sorry

Pt2: You literally abandoned me and I still have no clue why. Our friendship was 6 years long but suddenly someone was more important than me.

Pt3: i don’t hate you, but I hate what you did to me and I hate that I will probably never have a friend like you again. Fuck you

why did you have to leave when i got used to having you around? i miss you and wish you didn’t walk out like that.

i hope you're well. i've been thinking about you a lot lately. i feel like i could've ended it in a better way, i acted in a horrible way and i miss you, it would've been our 1 year soon. why are you on my mind???

"Either way though, I never want to speak to you again"
If that was true, why haven't you blocked me? Why should I wait for you?

so much has happened and you just left again and i cant see you for 5 more months just the thought of it makes me feel sick i miss you more and more everyday and when you get back you need to meet anna shes the best were gonna go boating and cliff jumping with her in the summer you guys would get along good

A part of me wishes you'd fight for me because I miss us sm but then I remember I'd rather be alone than have you tear me apart again.

Hey resident homophobe. How’s it going? Guess what, you’re an asshole. They aren’t over it yet and never will be

hurting you is the biggest mistake i’ve ever made. i want us to be together but i know you deserve better. maybe in another life

I miss you so much but I know you don’t want me to talk to you, which sucks man, it really does. I’m gonna respect your boundaries and not text you, because you made it pretty clear what you wanted, but I still can’t help but miss you.

I hate how you think I was the only toxic person in this. I definitely was at times, but you certainly were too. You only are able to see my faults but never your own. The stuff I’ve heard you say about me used to be heartbreaking. The levels of trust broken by both of us, I honestly don’t know if they can be fixed. If me being the only “bad guy” in this helps you move on, them by all means, go for it.

I still have feelings for you after all these years and I miss what we were so much because it was something I’m not sure I’ll ever get to have again.

I really don’t hate you. Seriously. I don’t think I ever could hate you. Regardless, it still hurts to hear from others the things you say about me. I don’t care if you hate me, I just need to make up your mind on me

I really don’t hate you. Seriously. I don’t think I ever could hate you. Regardless, it still hurts to hear from others the things you say about me. I don’t care if you hate me, I just need to make up your mind on me

I wonder how you’re doing occasionally. I hope you’re doing good, really. I want to thank you? This is weird lol, but seriously. I Learned a whole lot and you helped me grow when we were younger. Things weren’t good for a long time, but I still would’ve had that over nothing I guess. I’m in the best place I’ve ever been in my entire life right now. I am at peace with everything and I’m so proud of where I am now. I hope you’re in that place too.

We were best friends and then you did what you did with no hesitation. I guess you were never there for me in the first place. Sucks how you could choose a boy you barely know over your best friends. And yeah it hurts if that’s what you wanted from this. Also I’m not too sensitive. You’ll never understand anything I have had to go through so please stop acting like you know everything about me.

what's good lmao idk how you've put up with me for 11 years straight, but there's no one else i would have as my best friend

u rly suck but thank you thank you for everything it really means a lot to me i’m sorry i’m a dick sometimes but i truly do love you and appreciate everything ur amazing don’t ever forget that ?



love ur favorite izzy :))

You messed me up yet i made you a better person. I hope the new guy you’re with doesn’t see the old you.

sometimes i like to pretend we're still together. i still squeeze my pillow and pretend it's you. but then i remember and i let go. can't seem to let go of you, though.

I just feel bad for your girl friend who has no idea you still felt I was the one when you started dating... and you’re still posting stuff in reference to me. They say old habits die hard and your unfaithfulness is one of them lmao. Yeah you can keep your “praying and reforming” to yourself bc you’re toxic

i love you so much and i’m not sure what i would do without you but i just wish i could tell you that am in love with you but i don’t know how to do it yet

you now the night you were in your room and i grabbed your waist and just looked into your eyes i was just ready to risk it all

everything about you is my favorite your brown eyes your laugh i make fun of your smile the way you smell like soap its all my favorite

i just wanna sneak out and smoke weed with you at the top of the hill at 3am while watching the stars

i’m still trying not to fall for you again, i think i’ll be okay because i know how badly it would hurt if i did but i’m so scared i might.

Yeah this is to you, READ IT. Fuck I need to stop checking this website because I feel like I’m being shot every time I read the purple ones (those have to be yours, I just know it) even though I’m in a good place, I still feel just gutted when I hear the horrible things you say. I’m gonna be honest, I knew that things weren’t going to work for a while but I still clung on because I was scared of loosing you. I guess now I know that I didn’t loose you? I was kinda gaining myself back in a weird way. Even though we just tore each other apart, I was unable to let go of us and walk away. I think it’s honestly because I realized that I had feelings for you at some point, and that’s why I never left. Which, by the way, was a very very very recent discovery. I guess somewhere along the way you went from the person who made my heart so full like it was going to explode, to the one who made me feel physically sick every time I hung out with you, the one who I just felt empty around and drained. No matter what I tried, I was just sucked deeper and deeper but I still clung on even though you were hurting me so bad, because I never wanted to give up. I apologized for everything always, I avoided talking when I had an issue (except for that one time lol), I blamed myself for everything, and I literally begged for the bare minimum. (I know you did too) My own issues at the time were at its peak, and I never knew how to handle it, and it spilled over into how I treated people. That doesn’t make it okay though. I know I was way too clingy and I let my own anxious behaviors grow Into this huge mess that just drained everyone around. I guess I find it funny how you blame me for friends supposedly walking away. I’m not saying that you’re wrong, because You can’t tell me how your actions affected me, just like how I can’t do the same for you. But I do have to say, friends don’t just “leave” because of what one person says, there’s always much more behind it, their own personal experiences included. You’re so quick to blame everyone else, too quick to hold grudges and refuse to even hear someone else’s side that you are living in a world of them vs me. Now that’s just my view on it, take it leave it I don’t care. I’m not here to tell you your mistakes. But I am saying that it’s never a “fault” one way or another, and that at some point you need to own up to your actions as well. I let go of everything man, like, I had a whole mindset change and I feel happy and proud of where I am. What helped me get there was to accept and listen to what I was feeling, and to really just do inner work. Now this may sound cheesy and like I’m writing it to prove something, but I really recommend everyone do it, it helped me to learn about my own patterns and my worst parts about myself.

I felt like I was walking on eggshells (overdone phrase but it fits) all the time, and that there was always something that I was doing wrong, something that you were upset for. I doubted myself and my own side of this for the longest time because of that. Again, I’m not here to “call you out” or blame you, this is simply how I felt. I’m really appreciative of what we used to have, and how things were when things were alright . I learned genuinely so much about myself these last few months, and even though you had no part in it, thank you? You did it for yourself obviously, but walking away from this was the best thing that could’ve happened, genuinely. I don’t care I realize if you read this, you probably wrong or think it’s not for you. You can hate me, think I’m a shitty person, tell everyone how horrible I am, and I’ll be fine with that, truly. I know you think I’ve done that to you, but in reality I haven’t talked shit. Of course I have talked to one or two people, but never about how you’re “a shitty person” it’s always been about how it hurts to not have you in my life sometimes, and kinda how I’m happy it did happen, because were both better from it. I have no reason to focus on what you’ve done, that’s out of my control, so I’ve redirected that effort into myself.

I was toxic. You were toxic. (Ugh I hate using that word) Together we just amplified each others shit at time. Doesn’t make any of what we both did or said okay though. I think space was exactly what was best for both of us. But now I wonder, do I really want you back? Or am I thinking of what things might’ve been or could’ve been. I’m worried that if for some reason we were ever around eachother, that things would just go downhill. I don’t want to be around people who are full of hate anymore, I dont want to be that kinda person anymore. I got sick of my own bullshit this august-September and got my life together. I stopped letting myself treat myself this way.

People come and go in our lives for a reason, I used to laugh at that. But now I know it’s true? Genuinely? I know my personal values now. I know how to set boundaries and respect others, including my own. That is why I am never reaching out to you, or pursuing anything involving you again. If you ever want to yell at me, talk to me, for some god forsaken reason get “closure” (I tried forcing it before, never works) you are making the move. That said, I don’t want someone in my life who hates me as much as you do. I’m not saying that you’re wrong for feeling that, no not at all, but I don’t want to talk to you when your heart is so angry that you are blinded to everything else.

I used to cry everyday, I used to breakdown after hearing your name. I don’t anymore.

I was wondering, do you have that picture of us from the zoo? I still have it. Please don’t get rid of it, even if you hate me.

I’m unblocking your number and maybe other things. If you want to reach out, the balls in your court. I have no idea why I’m doing this